Friday, September 08, 2006

jux gimme a break...

izzit w0rth lettin dis frenship g0??

ii reali dunn0..

its been 5yrs??? frm sec 1 til n0w.

n we 0nce went thru e laughters, e fun 0ut 2gether ferr sh0ppin n m0vies..

e sad tymx n e tr0ubled tymx we passed..

mem0ries filled mua mind. n its 0nli past few daex wen ii th0t if dere`s a p0ssibility tuh b lyk e past again.

im reali tired abt evriting dat has happened lately.

understand mie guys. ii nid urr understandin.

frm 22o8o8, eva since SHE left us 0n dat dae,

we cant even get her 0ut 0f 0ur minds.

cried hardly. each tym ii th0t 0f her.

even til n0w, wen im bl0ggin, tears wanna fall.

f0llowin dat peri0d 0f tym, ishx exams.

after exams?? quarrels n evriting 0ccurs.

breakup between us. din eat n0r drink.

cryin mua eyes 0ut evridae.

quarrels subsided. n ii STIL din get tuh rest.

n n0w.. ii`ve started w0rkin.

N?? ii l0se dis frenship.. ='(

leave mie al0ne ppl if eu dun understand.

blame mie all eu wan, push all e faults 0n mie.

ii wun b0ther tuh KARE anim0re.

c0s ii`ve cried ENUFF.. ii`ve had ENUFF 0f all e criticisin n blamin.

if such tingx din happened, wil ii l0se dis frenship???

ii hav a chance tuh salvage it. but d0 ii reali wan??

c0s ii n0e e tingx eu said bhind mie.

urr character n evriting, ii n0e eu well.

even th0u we seld0m c0ntact, ii stil understand eu.

c0nfused.. upset.. hurt.. dilemma..

mixed up feelins within *

hu`s dere tuh help??