. . .Y she`s THE ger Y




verlyn `huiying
14febb`7Teen
Tp`acc0unting &finance
attached t0`r0dric~


. . .Y her no. 1 Y

mua family& jiemeix`
hubby-wee zha0`
mua frenx+4e3'o5!`
eatin, slpin, plaein`
sh0p til ii dr0p`
p0ol, music, singin


. . .Y her wants Y

m0re shirts & spaghetti t0ps+
a black handbag+
DMK heels-$49.9o+
necklace-$17.9o+
new b0ots+
new skirts+
dress-$29.9o+
br0wn n white t0p-$26.9o+
white heels-$19.9o+
furry handbag-$36.9o+
f0rmal t0ps+
white dress-$43
playb0y stuff+
new cupb0ard+
re-dye mua hair+
g0 t0 japan & h0ngkong+

. . .Y her loved 0nes Y

Aikk0oN
aiJie
d0reeN
huiLi

ivAn
jacKsoN
priSciLLa
shwEe
sHuJuaN
seRenE
shirLey
sIjiA
tiNgTinG
yiQi
zi Ting

. . .Y her memoriex Y


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Thursday, September 28, 2006


ytd was mua an0ther 0ff dae. yahx. kip 0ff-in n0n-st0p yeahx??

m0rnin at ba0beix hse, din managed tuh swim lahx. s0rriex darlinx. c0s we w0ke up quite late. sh0 after eatin nida prepare g0 0ut lerx. s0rt 0f quarrelled wif him. im s0rriex, din mean it. but im sh0 glad, dat 0ur quarrels din turn 0ut big. its 0nli tantrum lahx. aniwae, we went tuh marina sq kb0x tuh sing 0ut harts 0ut. b0mb-in all e new s0ngs!!!! who0ooho0x~~~


hahax. after dat, we walked arnd, n ii saw 1 dress which ii lyk al0t!! its 0n sale lahx. but ii din buy. n0 m0ney haven take pay yet.... s0bs... =(

watched m0vie `lil miss sunshine`. 0mg. eu cant believe h0w e gerx.. includin mie.. luffed in e cinema. hahax. c0s e sh0w was damn farni!!!! l0lx. n e last part.... eu wun b able tuh st0p luffin! even after ii finished e sh0w, all 0f us r stil luffin. whahahax...

tml w0rkin, dunn0 sat n sun ken w0rk nt. h0pe ken, c0s ii wan reached mua target amt 0f m0ney. dun wan w0rk c0s ii wan pei h0ney, tink he g0in craziee c0s he wan mie acc him g0 swimmin!!! l0lx.

 

Wednesday, September 27, 2006


bac frm w0rk, currently at ba0beix hse. stayin 0vernyte!!

daddy all0w lahx, but he sae ii`ve g0rt limited chances tuh stay here. n ii`ve used up 2chance lerx. sh0 0nce ii reach e n0. 0f chances, dats it, n0 stayin 0ver ferr mie anim0re. s0bs.


tml`s mua 0ff dae. AGAIN.. yahx, aniwae, ferget it lahx. dat st0opid ger was late ferr w0rk ytd n t0dae!! makin mie damn angry. we start w0rk at 9.3oam, she came at 1o.o5am ytd. t0dae??? bl0ody hell late ferr 2hrs?? leavin mie al0ne in sh0p tuh set up evriting??? fark eu bytchh..

aniwae, tml g0in swimmin, den g0 sing k wif ba0beix, mayb g0in watch m0vie?? hmMmx, hahax. im br0ke lahx. c0untd0wn tuh nxt fri wher its mua last dae 0f w0rk, mua pay dae, n mua last dae tuh c dat GER!!!

PICS UPDATED *

0n 0ur 16mth anniversary...








cute?? hahax. ii din erase pr0perly. sh0 s0me speckles r 0n 0ur face.



 

Sunday, September 24, 2006


spent all mua 0ff daex wif ba0beix. g0 swimmin, g0 0ut, watch tv, slack at his hse.

ytd went 0ut tuh marina sq. den g0 walk walk n plae p0ol. mua p0ol sux after sh0 l0ng din plae lerx =X grab a bite at e f0od c0urt den g0 t0wn find d0do lerx. wait ferr her tuh break. den we g0 eat 2gether. acheri she eat lahx. hahax, c0s mie n ba0beix n0rt hungry. den we headed 0ff tuh heeren. den 8.3opm we g0 watch `miami vice`. st0opid sh0w. dun understand wat dey t0kin. rated it 3/5.

den we went h0me lerx.

steven kalled jux n0w n t0ld mie tuh g0 w0rk tml. tink shld b w0rkin al0ne wif dat bytch. damn her. asked dem ferr e wh0le week schedule. but dey sae haven c0nfirm??? scarly ii w0rk tml 0nli. haix. ii wan m0ney m0ney m0ney lahx!!


mua preci0us nu-er g0 h0ngkong lerx. s0bs. hahax. aniwae, ii h0pe after mua w0rk ends 0n 6 0ct, ii ken mit up wif all mua PRECIOUS ferr e last tym b4 ii start schh.. wan g0 ktv!!! =P

 

Friday, September 22, 2006


jux finish swimmin at ba0beix hse. learnt al0t 0f tingx t0dae. kekex.


den watch `ai sha 17` in ba0beix br0 r0om. excitin!!! sh0ckin lahx. c0s use pr0ject0r tuh c. den e s0und system damn p0wer. drag ba0beix watch wif mie. l0lx.


im hungry!! later eatin spaghetti ferr dinner... yummilici0us~~


tml g0in 0ut wif h0ney. mayb tuh marina square bahx. den g0 t0wn find d0do, acc her eat dinner, bu ran ta hen sianx. dun hav mie pei her. l0lx.

 



t0dae til sun, wil b mua 0FF DAE..

y??

c0s ytd sales was bad.

n 0ur pay ishx $7o per dae.

c0mpany n0 m0ney pay.

sh0, ask mie take 0ff.

WTF????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


damn dat bl0ody ger, damn dat bl0ody c0mpany.

0f all 4ppl w0rkin dere, y mie???

c0s, e ger bacstab mie!!!


FARK.

$21o g0ne. t0tally g0ne.



I WANNA WORK!! I WAN $$$!!!!

 

Monday, September 18, 2006


finalli im here tuh bl0g. BUT, NOBODI MISHES MIE!!!

s0bs... ='(


ii`ve MANAGED tuh clinch ONE OFF DAE.

acheri ishx 3daex, but ii gib 0ne tuh de0n. N...

dat bl0ody BYTCHHHH snatch mua 2nd OFF DAE ON WED!!!


evridae w0rk frm 9.3o-9.3o.


reach h0me dunn0 wat tym 0ready.. slp a few hrs, n nida wake up again ferr w0rk. wif lack 0f slp, n slept 0n e train 0n e wae tuh w0rk.

reach w0rk. saw dat bl0ody bytch. 2dae stil bacstab mie, sae tingx dat ii DIN EVEN DO!!! FARK EU FARKIN BYTCH!!!


cashier l0st $1oo. n dat farkin bytch wan us tuh pay??? she 0so g0rt t0uch e cashier but she claims dat she wun make mistake!! knn!!!


im reali angry lahx. makin mie fed up durin w0rk.


cried 0n e wae tuh w0rk.
read e bl0g.
dunn0 y, e tears jux fall.
n ii suddenly mish HER al0t.
ii wan her bac by mua side.
in e past, she`s 0wayyx dere,
listen tuh mua c0mplains n evriting.
n0w dat she`s g0ne, e feelin`s terrible.
its up tuh eu tuh blame mie 0r wat.
im tired 0f it.
ii dun wish tuh sae much.
jux leave mie al0ne.
sc0ld mie all eu wan.
ii dun KARE anim0re.











tired, sick, stressed, fed up, attitude *

















im s0rriex darlinx...

 

Wednesday, September 13, 2006


1st dae 0f w0rk n0rt t0o bad lahx. but e st0opid manager. asked mie 9am mux reach. ii reached at 8.45am. end up e rest 0f e staff 9.15am lidat den reach. n ii waited ferr sheena til 1o.1oam b4 ii went intuh taka!!! wtf. wasted mua preci0us tym tuh slp!!

e f0od was delici0us. n minus-in mua break tym, ii 0nli nida w0rk 11hrs. minus e tym ii drink, eat n t0k.. ii dunn0 h0w mani hrs ii reali w0rk. hahax. c0s its reali relax dere lahx. fun n evriting.


tankx ba0beix ferr c0min d0wn tuh fetch mie after w0rk even wen eu had exams. but PLS DUN DO DAT AGAIN!! im s0rriex ii din hear urr explanati0n n ii blame eu ryte awae. dui bu qi!!

st0opid TP webby!!! ken0t g0 in n check mua results!!! evri0ne hav checked their results 0ready!! n ii stil dunn0 mine siax. fark! nida wake up earli tml m0rnin n check lerx.

 

Tuesday, September 12, 2006


damn bl0ody tired. slept 0n e train while 0n e wae tuh taka jux n0w?? standin?? yahx. n mua legs kip gibin wae. hahax. h0pe e ppl arnd mie din luff at mua acti0ns. f0und a j0b[tankx tuh d0do]. n ii cant g0 in after reachin taka at 8.5oam!!! c0s ii dun hav e staff pass. kalled mua manager. n he said passed him e printed IC n ii ken g0 bac! start j0b tml! idi0tic.

b0ught 2 bracelets 0n e wae h0me. hahax. n ii saw 1 NORMAL t0p-$1o4.9o!!! bl0ody exp. hahax. waitin ferr babyy tuh finish exams. den acc him h0me.

wun b bl0ggin muchh til ii end mua w0rk 0n 6 0ct. c0s im w0rkin FULL SHIFT WIF NO OFF DAEX frm n0w 0n. 9am-9.3opm~~


wish mie gd luck yeahx?? g0nna b tired n dead after dat =X s0rriex darlinx ii cant watch m0vies n g0 0ut wif ya lerx. c0s im lackin 0f slp... dui bu qi!!

gallery-mie n darlinx, babyy rik0 n tianeng!!



at babyy`s hse..


accept mie ferr hu ii m..


dun eva d0ubt mua l0ve ferr HIM *




happily 2gether..


babyy`s breakfast.. he g0rt xtra bread n h0td0g!!


n dis ishx mine. =P


"ii wanna eat DIS!"


"im fallin but ii lyk it.."


"c.. im sh0 cute ryte??"


"ehh? wats dat? ii wan.."


"hmMmx? dun hav 0ready?"


"humph! ii sae ii wan dat!"


tr0phy 0f 2oo6 traditi0nal li0n dance c0mpetiti0n


durin e t0p 8..


finals..


tianeng n jingshan


e champi0ns-tianeng li0n & drag0n dance!

 

Monday, September 11, 2006


dese few daex had been kipin babyy c0mpany. scared later if ii reali start w0rk n0 tym ferr him lerx. n n0w, babyy ishx currently stayin at his br0 c0ndo. til dec ii tink. but ii tink he m0stly stayin here ferr gd?? l0lx. its betta here!! ii lyk it t0o. nice view n evriting. kekex.

sat went 0ut wif him tuh marina sq. n ii b0ught 2heels!! hahax. cheap cheap siax. $4o+ ferr 2 =) n babyy made mie sh0 happi. ii buy tingx he din sc0ld. n we were lyk mad lidat luffin all e wae. kekex. n ii went int0 all e branded sh0ps tuh find e t0p dat ii wan. f0und 0ne. but din managed tuh buy it =( but im g0in tuh buy it 0ne dae!!! =P

ate shihlin, share wif babyy. den we went d0wn tuh cafe n mit ke0ng, alan, bin, jun, andy, lihan n his stead. sing ktv dere. n celebrated alan bdae. hahax. he kena sab0 lyk mad siax. l0lx.

den arnd 11+pm mie n babyy went tuh 8o2 tuh eat n den babyy send mie h0me.


sun, which ishx ytd, went tuh babyy hse earli in e m0rnin. n ii made breakfast ferr him!!! yummy-lici0us~~ hahax. dats wat ii feel lahx. l0lx. 0wayyx buyy breakfast ferr him. n0w dis ishx e 1st tym ii made 0ne fer him. kekex.

after eatin we went tuh far east tuh change mua leather b0ots. felt dat e size wasnt ryte. but e ger insist its e c0rrect size. n dey lied tuh us. babyy was angry n argued wif dem til dey g0rt nth tuh sae. end up?? din managed tuh change it =X


went tuh marina s0uth n mit e same gang[0n sat derx] ferr steamb0at. den went arcade awhile. dey had sh0 muchh fun siax. hahax. was late ferr m0vie `hei bai da0` at 9.15. we reached at 9.45pm siax. den c e m0vie ferr 1hr 0nli -.-ll heng ii ken g0 in. c0s its M18 sh0w mahx. den babyy frenx sh0 bad siax. sae buy m0nster hse tix gimme if ii cant g0 in. hahax.

after e m0vie ii left mua leather b0ots in e cinema. rushed bac n take it siax. den babyy send mie h0me. asked dad if ii ken g0 babyy hse stay. n he sae yeshx!!! hahax. damn happi siax. l0lx. we were hungry. sh0 ii c0oked maggie ferr e b0th 0f us. blast music in babyy`s r0om n he plaed his game. n ii fell asleep. hahax. t0o tired.


sh0 n0w, im at his hse waitin ferr MS HUANG SHUJUAN tuh get ready as we`re g0in d0wn tuh aljunied ferr a j0b interview!! its 2pm n its g0in 1pm n0w!! tink we`ll b late. c0s we stil nid take bus at aljunied, n walked in =X


later c0min bac tuh babyy hse n we`re g0in swimmin!!

 

Saturday, September 09, 2006


b0ught breakfast ferr bibix. hahax. c0me all e wae tuh his br0 c0ndo siax. earli in e m0rnin. ii sh0 gd ryte darx?? kekex.


wen eu t0ld mie th0se w0rds, eu t0uched mua HART again.
ii finalli understand y eu acted dat wae e past few daex,
wen im t0o tired n ii failed tuh kall eu.
eu said eu wanna pr0tect mie, kare ferr mie,
eu mishh mie, n l0ve mie.
after all th0se happenins n w0rk, eu`ll brin mie 0ut,
tuh enj0y muaself tuh e max.
tankew darlinx, ii`ve neva felt sh0 l0ved b4.
im s0rriex dat im upset abt e tingx dat had happened.
n thus ii vent e anger n sadness 0n eu.
but neva 0nce did eu grumble abt it.
instead, urr dere tuh acc mie thru it all,
c0nsole mie, listen tuh mie.
eu asked mie n0rt tuh leave eu.
n darlinx, n0w ii`ll tel eu truthfully.
dat ii`ll NEVA EVA LEAVE EU.

trust mie, n take mua hand wif eu,
tuh whereva places eu wanna g0.
ii`ll 0wayyx b wif eu byy urr side.
jux lyk h0w ii pr0mise eu frm e start..


0n e date 22o5o5, im `urs ferr ehh verx *






pics 0f s0me mem0ries..


la0gongx make ferr mie derx. nice!!


0ur 15mth anni derx ne0print..

 



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c0ngrats guys. s0rriex ii din make it!!

N . . . . . .


ii`ve quitted mua j0b!!

bl0ody hell ryte?? its 0nli mua 3rd dae dere.


yahx. but if eu n0e e amt 0f $ dey pay mie..

n e n0. 0f hrs ii`ve tuh w0rk each dae..

n e ch0res ii`ve tuh d0 evridae..

eu`ll run awae t0o~~!!




c0s ii w0rk 11hrs a dae, wif n0 break-tym 0r wats0eva.

dat means, ppl buy urr f0od, eu eat n dats it.

0ut eu g0 tuh w0rk.

remainin tym?? 1ohrs 45mins standin dere.

d0in nth. carryin HEAVY tingx dat ken make mie sprain mua bac.


n hurtin muaself c0s 0f it.


FARK.



im tired lahx. nid a break.


but, f0und 2 0ther j0b. n0w decidin which tuh take.




tankx darlinx ferr helpin mie buy mua leather b0ots!!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeettttttttttt~~~~~~~~~~

ii l0ve eu!! hahax. =P

 

Friday, September 08, 2006


jux gimme a break...


izzit w0rth lettin dis frenship g0??

ii reali dunn0..


its been 5yrs??? frm sec 1 til n0w.


n we 0nce went thru e laughters, e fun 0ut 2gether ferr sh0ppin n m0vies..


e sad tymx n e tr0ubled tymx we passed..


mem0ries filled mua mind. n its 0nli past few daex wen ii th0t if dere`s a p0ssibility tuh b lyk e past again.



im reali tired abt evriting dat has happened lately.


understand mie guys. ii nid urr understandin.

frm 22o8o8, eva since SHE left us 0n dat dae,


we cant even get her 0ut 0f 0ur minds.


cried hardly. each tym ii th0t 0f her.


even til n0w, wen im bl0ggin, tears wanna fall.

f0llowin dat peri0d 0f tym, ishx exams.


after exams?? quarrels n evriting 0ccurs.

breakup between us. din eat n0r drink.

cryin mua eyes 0ut evridae.


quarrels subsided. n ii STIL din get tuh rest.

n n0w.. ii`ve started w0rkin.


N?? ii l0se dis frenship.. ='(



leave mie al0ne ppl if eu dun understand.


blame mie all eu wan, push all e faults 0n mie.


ii wun b0ther tuh KARE anim0re.


c0s ii`ve cried ENUFF.. ii`ve had ENUFF 0f all e criticisin n blamin.


if such tingx din happened, wil ii l0se dis frenship???



ii hav a chance tuh salvage it. but d0 ii reali wan??


c0s ii n0e e tingx eu said bhind mie.

urr character n evriting, ii n0e eu well.


even th0u we seld0m c0ntact, ii stil understand eu.



c0nfused.. upset.. hurt.. dilemma..


mixed up feelins within *


hu`s dere tuh help??

 

Thursday, September 07, 2006


wat a dae at w0rk?? 0r tuh start e 1st dae 0f w0rk???


im damn sianx 0ver dere!! ppl c0me find mie!!



g0nna w0rk frm 11-1o evridae!!!


im g0nna die.. but.. ii nid e m0ney..



h0pe ii ken get dat th0usand bac.. reali h0pe sh0..



pls.. DUN deduct mua cpf.. ii dun wan..

 

Tuesday, September 05, 2006


tingx r finalli settlin d0wn. e bytches finalli made deariex sc0ld vulgar 0n regina`s bl0g.. n asked dem 0ut tuh t0k. end up?? regina cl0sed her bl0g. wat d0es it mean?? its up tuh eu guys tuh tink abt it...


had fun wif d0do n jaslyn at kb0x 2dae. yupiex im late again =X hahax. sh0 l0ng din sing 0ready siax. b0mb all e new s0ngs!! lalala~~ =P well, e f0od sux lahx tuh mie. c0s we sing klunch. had tuh wake up sh0 earli siax. tired!!

mit deariex at inter. den he acc mie tuh bai mua c0usin n ah ma. b0ught f0od ferr her. yahx. n ii g0rt e sh0ck 0f mua life wen ii finish bai-in mua ah ma. c0s ii saw a shad0w fly past! ii cried n run 0ut 0f e hall n hug deariex tytely wen ii saw him. dunn0 if its g0nna b lyk e past.. ii h0pe n0rt..


gd news ishx.. ii tml start w0rk!! bad news ishx..... ii cant 0ff til nxt sat!!! n frm den 0n, evri sat will b mua 0ff dae.

im s0rriex deariex. ii n0e eu dun lyk mie tuh w0rk dere. but ii`ve g0rt n0 ch0ice. eu n0e ii nid m0ney. n ii dun wanna take frm mua parents. esp wen its h0ls n0w. e m0re ii wun take frm dem. ii rather ii spent dis h0ls w0rkin n earn e m0ney. den save it n buy e tingx ii wan instead 0f takin m0ney frm dem. ii reali h0pe eu ken understand kaex?? if eu dun wan mie tuh w0rk, at least lemme w0rk 1mth. 1mth later if eu dun wan ii`ll quit n n0rt w0rk part-tym wen sch re0pen 0kaex?? l0ve eu deariex..











2dae at kb0x. hehex.


mie n deariex bac 2gether again..





 

Sunday, September 03, 2006


a hectic weekend ferr mie?? bz sc0ldin ppl hu tink dey`re ryte??


if eu dunn0 wat im t0kin.. g0 tuh dis link..



http://blossom-memories.blogspot.com/

n c h0w 2 st0opid unrelated ppl, wh0m ii dun even n0e.. step int0 dis pr0b n t0k abt mie??

n dey`re usin e w0rds `im jux gibin a passin remarks`

yucks.. dun dey n0e dat passerbys r supp0sed tuh b fair n square n n0rt 1-sided??

n dey side e mastermind 0f evriting.. regina??

wat kind 0f passerbys r dey??



n im damn bl0ody disapp0inted in adeline.

e 0ne ii th0t mayb ishx e gd n e fair 0ne am0ng dem.

end up she`s e 0ne hu influence all 0f dem tuh HATE mie??


m ii dat hatin??


dun even n0e wat ii`ve d0ne wr0ng 0r sae wr0ng.


c0s adeline acts infr0nt 0f WZ n sae gd tingx abt MIE.

n behind 0ur bac, she`s spreadin w0rds 0f hatred abt MIE.


2headed snakes, B-Y-T-C-H.





ryte n0w.. feel dat im ready tuh break d0wn 0r sumting??

but wz ishx bac again byy mua side. dats a gd ting yeahx?


th0se wh0`s ready tuh fight e battle wif mie if tingx g0es w0rse,

prepare e arm0urs, sw0rds n guns!!


=X

 

Saturday, September 02, 2006


im tired.. haw wei n0e abt it. n ii h0pe he dun blame himself 0r regina..

her fren makes c0mments.

but y cant dey jux understand dat dey`ve hurt ppl wif wat dey sae??

instead 0f pr0tectin demselves n make 0thers luk guilty??

d0 dey hav a human hart? 0r r dey jux r0bots?



ii`ve had enuff 0f cryin.. but ii cant st0p..

 



qing ai de ba0 bei,

gan xie ni gei gu0 de yi qie.

w0 men de shi yan yi jing mei ren zai qu ji nian.

w0 ceng jing yi wei xing fu hui pei w0 zhi da0 y0ng yuan.

zen me zai zhuan yan de shun jian, ni yi bu jian.

zhi ya0 zai yi bian, rang w0 kan ni zui h0u yi yan.

ni de yan shen qian d0ng w0 de ling hun.

ke f0u zai yi bian, rang w0 gan sh0u ni de ti wen,

ni de xia0 r0ng, wen nuan w0 de shi jie.

m0u yue m0u yi tian, ni dai z0u w0 gei de yi qie.

ni ba meng da sui, zhan xian ni de y0ng bu h0u hui.

w0 ceng jing yi wei w0 men de sh0u hui w0 da0 ming tian.

na zhi da0 zhuan yan de shi jian ni yi z0u yuan.

take me away and take my love away

mei y0u ni de ye wan shi meng mei.

i'm miss you baby i wanna kiss you again

bie dui w0 shu0 ni kan bu jian..




she has been cryin ferr 7hrs frm last nyte til midnyte 4am.


its reali 0ver.. nth else ishx left.. nth..



eu said s0rriex, but wats e pt 0f saein s0rriex after EU sae th0se w0rds??

hurt mie n a s0rriex ken heal e w0unds??

ii din even offend EU.

n n0w, jux c0s 0f wat EU wryte.. it break US up.

r EU happi n0w?? happi????!!

if EU wanna c0ntinue n hate mie den GO AHEAD..

n0 pt pretendin tuh lyk mie 0r wat.

ii dun even n0e wat ii`ve d0ne wr0ng tuh get urr criticisin in return.

tuh get urr hatred in return.

dun even n0e EU, t0k tuh EU.

cant imagine EU affected mie sh0 muchh . .






im s0rriex tuh run 0ut last nyte.

evri0ne ii caused w0rriex in.. im reali s0rriex.

but ii cant k0ntrol muaself tuh stay at h0me n cry.

ii jux cant.......................


im feelin sh0 hart-br0ken..

ii dun hav e strengths tuh carri 0n with0ut HIM..

cant imagine with0ut HIM..

EU`re t0o cruel, tuh treat mie dis wae.

reali cruel.. ii cant believe its EU..

hu r t0kin tuh mie.








wanna b al0ne. eyes r sw0llen. wan HIM bac *

 



ken ii dun b b0thered abt HER?? y cant ii jux get HER w0rds 0ut 0f mie?? its hurtin.. im angry, but e hurt ishx m0re. n im cryin...... al0ne cryin.........


wher ishx e EU n0w?? y d0 EU behave dis wae??

e wae ii cant rec0gnise dat its EU?

EU hurt mie wif ur w0rds t0o. it added tuh e pain.

im feelin lyk a FOOL bein hidden frm sh0 mani tingx.

n it seems lyk evri0ne n0es but dey kept it frm mie??

n ii cant believe EU`ve g0rt n0 reacti0n tuh dis...

y did EU sh0ut at mie? wen all ii nided was silence, kare, n listenin??

y cant EU understand h0w ii feel??

bein said byy HER dis wae??

EU pretended dat nth had happened.

n d0es dis means EU all0w HER tuh c0ntinue saein mie dis wae??

if EU stil treat HER as urr FREN, den wat m ii tuh EU??

wat m ii reali tuh EU??!!




she nids strengths tuh carri 0n.. wher`s e strengths??


ppl arnd HER dun UNDERSTANDS her feelins.



IT REALI HURTS..............






im breakin d0wn.. im tired... ii mishh her.. im cryin ferr 2+hrs.

n im stil cryin..

y??

ii nid a sh0ulder... dun wanna b al0ne...


but wher`s mua pillar???


eu`re g0ne... ii cant sense urr l0ve anim0re.


ishx dis reali g0in tuh b e end????



ii hate HER, e BYTCH OF EVRITING..





im dead..... dun b0ther abt mie.. c0s eu wun understand h0w ii feel.

 

Friday, September 01, 2006


was supp0sed tuh b a happi dae t0dae. c0s ii did saw mua teacher, yahx, ms ne0 lahx, e b0bd0g. hahax. n mua fell0w klassmates!! n its e last dae 0f mua exams!!

ii met up wif d0do n kaisin tuh g0 bac jyss t0gether. den after all e gatherin we went tuh inter wher ii mit darlinx g0 c0llect his hp. den we went tuh eat n find d0do dey all. acc d0do g0 cut hair while darlinx g0 bac h0me. we SLACK ARND.. yahx. at TAMPINES??? its lyk, dere`s nth tuh sh0p n n0wher tuh slack!! but we managed tuh passed e tym n its 4.3opm finalli wen celest kalled n mit us. went tuh watch e m0vie `e devil wears prada`. n0rt tuh bad. l0ve e CLOTHES!!


intended tuh g0 t0wn tuh watch e m0vie but evri0ne was t0o tired lahx. shall mit up wif e guys sumdae again!!



sumting terrible happened tuh 0ne 0f mua buds. ii h0pe he`s fine. but ii d0ubt sh0. dunn0 h0w tuh c0nsole him 0r wat.

n in e mean tym, wr0ng tym, ii f0und 0ut sumting!!! dat all e while e p0st dat she p0st ishx referin tuh mie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FARK~!!!!

ii din even 0ffend her, BLOODY HELL. n dere she ishx, criticisin mie frm head tuh t0e!! wtf?? urr nth betta den mie l0rx seri0usly. eu tink eu ken p0rtray urself betta?? den pr0ve it tuh mie!! its 0nli urr jeal0usy dat eu cant wear dat c0s urr n0rt even SUITABLE FER IT!! evri0ne has their pers0nal style 0f fashi0n 0kaex??!!! urs ishx ii dunn0 wat shyt lahx. but mua style ishx mine. eu DUN EVEN HAV E RYTE TUH CRITICISE OR COMMENT ANITING!! t0k infr0nt 0f mie n n0rt BHIND mua bac eu bl0ody bytch.



damn it lahx. sp0il mua m0od n evriting. knn. but lyk wat d0do sae, ii shall b muaself. dun let 0thers affect mie!!!! n n0rt LET HER IN PARTICULAR!! ii cant believe wat she hav sae in her bl0g. n im g0nna rmb it 0wayyx deep in mua hart, cursed n swear her tuh HELL!~



if eu dun lyk mie jux SHUNNED, ii`ll neva h0ld eu bac!!

 

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