Sunday, August 20, 2006

wat a dae tuh start e celebrati0n 0f 0ur 15mth anniversary.... =(

ii AP-ied deariex lerx. im s0rriex. but ii din meant it. c0s eu left mie al0ne tuh g0 h0me muaself wen im at uncle`s hse. which ii HATED. end up n0 nid g0 h0me lerx[ferr s0me reas0ns ii nid g0 h0me, but ken0t sae wat. hahax.], tankx tuh prisc jie. HATE MUA AUNT!! damn her!! mei li ma0, anih0w c mua sis hp. fark.

mit deariex at mrt stati0n. n 0n e wae tuh bugis we t0k abt mani tingx. yeahx, s0me argument again.. n we quarrelled AGAIN wen we JUX reached dere ='( evri0ne was lukin, castin weird glares at us. n dere we r, standin in e midst 0f e cr0wd, saein nth at all. ii HATE DAT FEELINS..

managed tuh yi ren rang yi bu after saein hurtin w0rds tuh each 0ther. n dere, at e ne0print sh0p, deariex hug mie tytely. n mua anger diminished wif his hugs.. t0ok pics ferr 0ur 15mth anni. den went tuh bugis st. ate, sh0p n buy tingx! hahax. sis g0nna buy e dress ferr mie. n ii b0ught a necklace.

reached far east. n ii saw sh0 mani tingx ii lyk!! but ii cant buyy. s0bs. envy ppl hu hav l0tsa m0ney n spent. ken spent all dey wan with0ut w0rriex. n0rt lyk mie. haix. DEARIEX MAKE MIE JEALOUS!! b0ught 2 limited editi0n tees at $138!! 0mg. he`s damn rich. hahax. g0rt e privilege card n a free necklace w0rth $39. he g0rt da feng sh0u siax. hahax. n k0r k0r sms-ed mie ask mie eat dinner. n deariex make mie cry lerx. his w0rds hurt mie lyk needles.

left far east n we QUARRELLED AGAIN~ ii dun wan deariex tuh g0 plae mahj0ng at nyte. but he wanted. n we started quarrelling. frm far east tuh cine. haix. n ke0ng kalled n LIED TUH MIE dat it was th0mas bdae?? wtf. h0w ken ii n0rt b angry???

went tuh c0llect 0ur tix ferr `gh0st game` n straightawae g0 in e cinema lerx. rated e m0vie ****. n0rt bad. scary..

we mished e last train. n ii ap0logise tuh desm0nd im n0rt able tuh make it ferr urr bdae celebrati0n =X s0rriex. c0s n0 train tuh g0 d0wn pasir ris 0ready. t0ok bus65. n deariex sae break again.

cryin lyk mad, eyes pain.
wet n dry? wats dat feelin??
hart breakin, wif urr w0rds.
im s0rriex tuh treat eu dat wae.
but urr e 0ne hu sae break.
n ii`ve g0rt nth else tuh sae..

deariex f0rced mie tuh turn n face him. n with his gentle hands, he wiped mua tears awae, makin mie cry m0re. feelin sh0 st0opid, y d0 we sae break n hurt each 0ther wen we dun even wan t0?? t0k tingx 0ut. n realised dat it ishx 0wayyx c0mmunicati0n breakd0wn btween us. ii sae e reas0n y ii dun wan him tuh g0 at e end--dat ii`ll b al0ne at h0me, sis n0rt arnd, n after watchin a gh0st m0vie, he expects mie tuh stay al0ne?? n deariex realised his mistake. c0s he th0t mua sis wil b h0me n th0t im jux bein unreas0nable.

tingx were s0lved. n he sc0lded ke0ng dey all ferr lyin tuh us dat it was th0mas bdae. happi endin at e end.. n ii n0e ii cant live w/o HIM.........

s0me zi lian pics again...

t-shirt n jeans--simple mie..