Wednesday, August 16, 2006

s0rriex d0do, ii nearly make eu cry wif mua w0rds. its n0rt urr fault gerr, reali. ii din blame eu ferr n0rt havin tym tuh acc us. reali. ii understand urr life, n0e urr havin pr0bs wif urr klass n studies. sh0 dun blame urself kaex? *huggiex* eu stil g0rt mie. urr bdae eu wun b al0ne derx=) hahax. lyk ii sae, if ii din acc eu 0n dat dae eu ken strangle mie tuh DEATHHH!!! =P

tinkin bac th0se 0ld daex, wher h0ney br0ught mie l0tsa l0ve n c0ncern n happi mem0ries, ii felt sh0 blissed havin him arnd. n e daex in sec sch, wher in e klass we had fun 2gether, studi 2gether, suan teacher 2gether... e 7dwarfs+evil queen had given mie w0nderful frenship... weneva ii cry, dey r 0wayyx dere, n0rt fergettin e special pers0n, mua nu-er, hu lend mie her sh0ulder in e sch hall 2yrs ag0 wen daddy n mummy b0th fell ill. dat was e darkest m0ment in mua life.. wen im reali l0st n tired..

e daex in tianeng, wif k0r k0r dey all arnd tuh j0ke n crap, bringin awae mua sadness n l0neliness. k0r 0wayyx pat mua head n ask mie, `mei eu eat lerx mahx? , mei h0w`s urr studies?, mei h0w`s eu n wei zha0? , mei did ppl bullie eu?` n mani m0re. didi, ah an n br0ther chuan, e 3 elders in tianeng, hu treat mie lyk their 0wn children, karin ferr mie n takin gd kare 0f mie. ii mishh li0n dance... mishh clubbin wif dem... mishh ktv wif dem... mishh e big gr0up hu watched m0vie 2gether. n m0st 0f all.. ii mishh dem...