Friday, August 25, 2006

ii mishh herr.. al0t al0t ='(

after 3daex 0f cryin, her funeral is 0ver. tym seems sh0 sh0rt ferr us t0 b wif her even ferr 1 m0re sec0nd. ytd is e w0rse dae 0f all. wher earli in e m0rnin we`re cryin l0udly. g0tta h0ld 0n t0 mua sis. c0s she`s t0o agitated dat she tried t0 get near e c0ffin n kip sh0utin dat she wans her t0 c0me bac. s0bs. dad pull her 0ut n she`s numb frm head t0 t0e, n her hands were cramped at e m0ment. grandma was t0o sadx. haix. she had been cryin sh0 0ften. e th0usands 0f paper crane we`ve f0lded ferr her wen she`s in e h0spital, we sticked it t0 her c0ffin ytd.

was standin infr0nt 0f her pics wen ii th0t 0f e past mem0ries wif her. sh0 mani places, sh0 mani stuffs we did 2gether. tampines t0 jur0ng, suntec t0 w0odlands 0r ani place, we`ve been dere 2gether. new yr c0untd0wn, xmas xchangin 0f gifts, c0untd0wn, ktv, m0vies, sh0ppin, swimmin, slackin at starbucks.. t0o mani mem0ries, t0o much sadness, ii`ll neva eva ferget....

she`s 0wayyx mua c0usin, 0wayyx she`ll b. n0 0ne ken replace her, n0rt even e mem0ries she left wif us. tankx al0t ferr evriting. we`ll rmb eu, l0ve eu, lyk we 0wayyx d0.........

din manage t0 apply ferr e supp exams n n0rt take e main exams. sh0 ii g0tta start muggin n0w. lackin 0f slp, slp 1st den mug bahx. h0pe ii ken c0ncentrate 0n mua studies 1st n n0rt tink abt her lerx bahx. gimme enc0uragement!!! c0s verlyn had 0nli less den 3daex t0 studi ferr 4papers!! n 0ne 0f e killin paper is ACCOUNTS! n0rt fergettin CSA!

bye t0 bl0ggin n e net w0rld ferr e tym bein. after nxt thur ii ken finalli rest.. shall luk ferward t0 dat dae bahx.

ii reali mish eu, regretted dat we din hav e chance tuh tel eu h0w muchh we l0ve eu....