Thursday, July 06, 2006

y?? y eu 0wayyx dun wanna listen tuh mie??

nan da0 ya0 ni 0u er ting w0 na me yi ci jiu zhe me nan mahx?

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tinkin ferr eu, scared urr tired, scared urr sick again.
but wat d0 ii reali get in return?
urr 0wayyx yellin, n0rt tinkin 0f y ii wil d0 dis.
eu may sae, im t0o c0ntrollin 0r aniting.
but d0es karin ferr eu means t0o c0ntrollin?

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im w0nderin wat ii shld d0.
we pr0mised n0rt tuh quarrel.
but we fail............. hard n deep.
eu dunn0 h0w hurtin urr w0rds r, h0w fierce urr eyes were.
h0w urr hand had hurt mie jux by h0ldin mua arm..

at dat m0ment, ii heard mua ~~hart~~ crashed 0ntuh e gr0und.
but, eu din hear it, eu din.
nth g0es intuh mie anim0re.
e nxt min.. urr 0ut 0f mua sight, mua hse.
babyy, ishx dis wat eu reali wan?
d0 ii reali mean sumting tuh eu? dis, ii`ve asked al0t 0f tymx.
eu sae yeshx, but 1yr past, ii cant seems tuh feel it.
c0s if ii m, eu`ll b scared wen im angry, eu wun d0 tingx tuh make mie sad.
eu wun BREAK MUA HART INTO PIECES!

dearx, ii reali wish tuh n0e.. dat wil eu b sad if ii leave eu..
wil eu reali reali CHANGE if ii let eu g0..
wil eu eva listen tuh mie if ii reali cry damn badly.. ='(

if 0ne dae, wen eu get bac urr results, n eu`re disapp0inted, ii wun b SURPRISED anim0re~

w0 yi dui ni jue wang lerx.. zhen derx lei lerx..