Friday, June 30, 2006

an0ther dae had passed again. nth muchh happened. t0dae had csa presentati0n. well, we din reali hear wat 0thers were presentin. mie, adeline, yenny, de jian, charlie n jas0n were t0kin am0ng 0urselves. l0lx. lyk sh0 rude lidat. haahx. but was damn b0rin lahx. all e facts n evriting. l0lx. but kinda surprised byy wat adeline sae durin 0ur reflecti0ns, dat she felt guilty lettin mie d0 evriting. den ii tel her it wil affect her peer evaluati0n marks. but she sae nvm, it was a fact.

read urr bl0g.. sh0 glad urr darlins were bac again wif eu. stay happi 0wayyx.

yiqi, y eu cryy again?? y din eu kall mie? haix. dun cry kaex? *sayang*

d0do, dun b sh0 angry kaex? dese few daex eu kip sae eu angry. hahax. abt dat guy.. he`s jux a bastard n childish guy 0nli. dun kare abt him. pr0ved him wr0ng. ken0t take failures siax. idi0t. n0 nid kare abt dis kind 0f ppl. nxt tym sc0ld him bac. bad w0rds 0so ken. hahax. n0rt ii teach eu bad arhx, ishx he deserve it. n abt urr dad, ii n0e urr feelins dat he din kip his pr0mise. try t0kin tuh him. if it d0esnt w0rk 0ut, angry?? hahax. dun t0k tuh dem. c wat dey wil d0. l0lx. *huggiex* dun angry lerx lahx. later g0rt wrinkles den n0rt pretti 0ready.

been feelin scared. ani0ne ken sensed mua scaredness??
tingx hidin inside mie, but ii dunn0 hu tuh turn tuh.
feel dat e sh0 kalled `frenx`.. dey dun even kare.
n0rt a kall, n0rt even an sms, 0r a testi, 0r a simple msg at mua tag?
evri0ne`s gettin well wif their lives, d0 ani0ne kares abt mie?
evri0ne may sae ii had him wif mie.
but d0 ani0ne 0f eu n0e, dat ii stil nid eu arnd??
feelin sh0 d0wn, sh0 l0st.

ii wish ii ken rely 0n ~~frenx~~, but ii cant find ani.

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

ytd was late ferr tut0rial. w0ke up at 8.47am wen mua less0ns starts at 9! rushed tuh sch, heng wen ii reached klass teacher wasnt iin. l0lx. sh0 dun tink he n0e iim late. had 2hrs break after dat, where 0ur klass went tuh ITAS tuh eat 2gether. hahax. 1st tym eat wif e klass, th0u s0me ppl werent dere. den 3 gr0ups 0f us went tuh c0m lab while e 0thers went tuh e library. we did 0ur csa PPT. e guys saw e web ii did, n dey were lyk.. `wh0ax, h0w eu make dis? h0w eu make dat? h0w c0me e w0rds ken m0ved?` lyk dey lived iin e 2oth century?? l0lx. it was g0in 1pm sh0 we climbed up tuh 5th fl0or, frm e 1st level!! damn tirin siax. hahax.

had acc0unts after dat. adeline nearly walked int0 e men`s t0ilet! her face was damn red hahax. was damn surprised! mua acc0unts g0rt A-41/5o!! hahax. same as mua POM, 31/4o. after dat wen bac h0me, den g0 sch fr0nt gate find ba0beix n van. dey sm0ked lerx den ba0beix came mua hse. t0ok cab tuh his hse den we went tuh change mua f0rmal wear pants. went tuh buy mua black c0vered sh0es t0o.

had lecture t0dae. tink mua csa reali g0ne case. wh0le c0h0rt average D!!! die die. which means jux pass. after sch went 0ut wif tricia n ba0beix tuh marina. haahx.

Monday, June 26, 2006

iim sh0 damn tired!!

ytd after eatin mua lunch ii chi0ng mua csa pr0ject til nyte. 9+pm den eat mua dinner! g0d, was damn hungry lyk dunn0 wat siax. came bac watch disc til 2+am. n ii was in mua bed after dat. t0ss n turn til 3am. cant slp. sh0 ii 0n e c0m n tried tuh 0pen e csa disc c if evriting ishx w0rkin 0ryte. n surf e net awhile. 3.3oam ii was bac in bed. din manage tuh slp stil. haix. abt 4+ 5am ii was den asleep. but mua st0opid sis slpin bside mie threw her hand at mie! w0ke mie up again. den, ii tried tuh slp. but her st0opid head hit mie again. haix. by e tym ii n0e, its 0ready tym ferr dem tuh g0 tuh sch. n was tym ferr mie t0o. mit d0do under her hse tuh take mua tank disc. den we walked tuh sch 2gether. mit yenny n we submit e pr0ject 2gether. had lecture n apel. den durin c0mm skills t0ok bac mua test. haix. damn badly d0ne. g0rt C-31/5o. charlie`s eng damn bl0ody gd he 0so g0rt C siax. w0nder h0w e teacher mark? he ishx 7p0inter student lehx!!

den find yenny aw abt e presentati0n tingy. hahax. heng ii neva kena f0rmal wear! l0lx. after dat mit shar0n at business n we went bac tuh mua hse. 3.45pm g0 fr0nt gate find ba0beix. den ii acc shar0n g0 c f0rmal wear. after dat acc ba0beix g0 cut his hair[bz mie??] n ii went bac. 0n e wae h0me a d0g chased mie!!! damn it. e 0wner cant even get h0ld 0f his d0g n he expect mie n0rt tuh run?? wen e d0g was lyk, sh0 angry n bitin mua pants?? ii scream lyk hell. c0s dat st0opid d0g ishx sh0 fierce.

was sh0 tired.. haix. later g0 watch disc den g0 slp. h0pe mua POM was 0kaex n ii passed mua acc0unts!!

mie n d0do.. hahax. ii hate e last pic!

Saturday, June 24, 2006

fri m0rnin had tuh wake up earli.. went 0nline tuh submit mua CDS tingy at 1oam! hahax. sh0 kiasu. l0lx. den bath n prepare tuh mit yenny at 11am. rec0rd breakin!! ii g0rt readi within 35mins!! 0mg. hahax. sh0 unbelievable. went tuh adeline hse tuh d0 csa. well, 2hrs dere n we 0nli manage tuh put in all e inf0 n pics. stil g0rt summ0re pics n0rt iin yet. haix. sh0 ii v0lunteered tuh brin bac n finish. sh0 n0ble ryte?? well, c0s we hav n0 tym. haix. reach h0me abt 3+pm n ii started d0in it. did til 9pm wen ii ken0t take it. eyes damn pain seein th0se c0des. sh0 ii check m0vie tymx n g0 watch `scary m0vie 4` wif ba0beix. hahax. its lame lahx. l0lx.

quarrelled wif ba0beix again wen we reach h0me. his st0opid frenx ask him 0ut in e middle 0f e nyte?? ii dun wan him tuh g0 c0s he had jux rec0ver frm sickness. haix. but he insisted. n he wanna rub mua blue black n ii dun all0w him tuh d0 sh0, sh0 make tingx w0rse. haix. he ken dun kare abt his health sh0 ii 0so dun wanna kare abt mua hand.

t0dae mit d0do at 2pm. we went bugis wher she b0ught her f0rmal skirt. den we went tuh far east. walk arnd, sh0 sianx. walk here n dere 0so e same. ii b0ught nth n d0do b0ught an0ther t-shirt. hmMmx, den we decided tuh eat chicken rice. yummy!! hahax. finalli ii g0rt tuh try e r0asted chicken rice. hahax. walked tuh cine n dere wasnt ppl Q-ing up ferr e tank tingy. sh0 we went tuh heeren HMV. but cant find e b0ard wher dey wryte e venue n tym ferr e singin sessi0n. sianx. we b0th walked intuh a sh0p n saw a t0p. it was nice, but e price was even nicer-$227!!! g0d. =X

t0ok ne0prints. hahax. but we ch0ose e wr0ng f0tox! s0bs. decided tuh g0 bac cine tuh c. but stil n0bodi dere. went tuh sembawang, n dere we saw e b0ard. e venue ishx level 8!! all e while we th0t its at e 0pen space 0utside. l0lx. went up n dere wasnt t0o mani ppl. had tuh sign up ferr k-b0x member den ken g0 iin. sh0 ii sign up l0rx. kb0x members g0 iin 1st! yeahx. we sit at e 3rd r0w in e middle!!! ken c tank sh0 cl0sely. hahax. 8pm n he came! 0mg! he`s cute!! but he`s sh0rt =\ hahax. he sings damn well. l0lx. t0ok mani f0tox 0f him. ken0t take vide0, but ii t0ok it aniwae. hahax. d0do din brin her digicam. s0bs. c0s her dad t0ok it. sh0 n0 digicam f0tox. after he sang 9s0ngs he g0rt a break n we Q up ferr e signin tingy. he smiled at evri0ne n we ken even wryte 0ur names 0n a piece 0f paper 0r hp n he wil wryte it 0n e album!! sh0 swit! he initiated a handshake wif evri0ne l0rx. damn frendly. hahax. sh0 lucky we went tuh e K-uni0n tingy n n0rt e signin c0ncert at TM. c0s 0ver dere we get tuh sit[th0u leg kips numb] n dere r air-c0n, n0 pushin arnd n evriting. haahx.

TANK

ROX!!!

Friday, June 23, 2006

iim bac again..

ytd mit ba0beix, his mum n his sis at inter. but ii was late. c0s ii fell frm e stairs. haix. =( mished a step n e nxt min ii n0e, iim sittin 0n e fl0or. heng n0 0ne saw it. =X hurt mua back n hand. daddy walked past jux in tym n he helped mie bac h0me again wher he applied a cream 0n mua back ferr mie. hurts al0t!! s0bs. yahx. tears fell. hurried tuh inter c0s ba0beix was waitin dere ferr mie al0ne while his mum n sis went tuh tm 1st. we went tuh eat at crystal jade! hahax. was damn full after eatin. well, dere were s0me left0vers. hahax. but we jux cant finish all. wen we finish eatin was arnd 5+pm lerx. sh0 din make it tuh kat0ng ktv. went tuh catch `garfield 2` instead. n ii was bac h0me at arnd 1opm. mum n0e ii hurt mua back. n she use zam bak helped mie rub. n ii scream lyk hell! ba0beix rub mua hand. even w0rse!! s0bs. bad dae.. kena bullied byy dem.

HAPPI 1yr1mth ANNIVERSARY LA0G0NGx!

was kinda reluctant tuh w0ke up 2dae acheri. yahx, was t0o tired. ba0beix 0so. but had tuh pull him 0ut 0f bed c0s he had tuh g0 bac h0me tuh change. n ii prepared t0o tuh mit d0do n ivan tuh g0 kat0ng k!! whahahax. ii was late as usual. t0ok a cab tuh ba0beix hse n l0mpang him g0 t0o. sing halfwae hawwei came n we left at 5.3opm. mie n ba0beix pr0ceed tuh bugis n d0do acc ivan g0 buy present. t0ok f0tox! finalli. c e ne0prints in 0ur wallet c til sh0 sianx lerx. hahax. den we went tuh far east. ba0beix din get tuh buy his jacket c0s dun hav his size. haix. deariex t0o hiam lerx lahx. dis dun wan dat dun wan. kip wan g0rt h0od derx. hmMmx, after dat we t0ok 65 bac tamp n ii was h0me earli again t0dae!

was damn angry acheri c0s beeping sms mie n sae wanna mit tml at 1o.3oam tuh d0 ec0ns pr0ject!! e 0ther tym she t0ld mie mit in e n0on, dats y ii t0ld yenny ii ken mit tuh d0 csa iin e m0rnin. damn farkup. c0s yenny kalled n sae mitin 11am tml! n ii was lyk.. wat?! in e end bee ping cancelled e mitin n she din even tel mie! n0rt even a sms 0r aniting. fark. it was yenny hu t0ld mie. if n0rt wat m ii supp0sed tuh d0?? ii w0nder y r dey sh0 irresp0nsible.. a simple sms 0so ken0t send?

f0tox tym!!

mie n ba0beix sis. hahax. ugly mie..

wil eu eva 4gib mie??

iim l0st n0w.. ii reali dunn0 wat tuh d0..

its stressin mie up..

mmuackkx! ii l0ve marig0ld!

hmMmx, yummilici0us!

mua 0utfit 0n 22june`o6!

mie n d0do..

kekex. smilex =)

ii l0ve dis pic!

dis ishx a lame pic.. l0lx.
left: ba0beix held a string wif `i l0ve eu`. iim sh0cked! =X
ryte: f0rmin a hart wif 0ur hands!

us 2getherr..

we`re b0th tired..

its 0ur 395 daex 2gether!!!

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

went tuh plae p0ol[again] wif dearx. den we came bac lerx. waitin ferr ba0beix tuh catch up wif mie wif e disc. sh0 dat we ken watch 2getherr. kekex. t0k al0t wif yiqi iin msn. kekex. n juan 0so did sms mie jux n0w. HAPPI BDAE TUH TING[ba0beix sis]!!

tml g0in eat wif ba0beix, his mum n sis?? scared siax. din g0 0ut wif dem b4. l0lx. lukin ferward tuh 0ur 1yr 1mth anni deariex!

n ii did it.. after p0nderin ferr sh0 l0ng.. ii send eu an sms.. w0nderin wat r eu tinkin wen eu receive it?? ii stil l0ve eu ger..

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

iim s0rriex gerr. din n0e dat ii`ve caused sh0 muchh unhappiness n w0rriex iin eu even wen ii th0t dat ii shldnt b0ther eu sh0 muchh again wif mua tingx. haix. iim wr0ng, deeply wr0ng. ii shant sae muchh n0w, but, ii h0pe we ken start all 0ver again, n try tuh ferget e unhappi pasts. ii din tel eu mua pr0bs c0s ii dun wan eu tuh w0rriex, but eu w0rriex n sad c0s ii din tel eu mua tingx. mayb dere r sum c0mmunicati0n breakd0wn here?? ii n0e ii din wryte muchh iin mua bl0g, jux mua feelins. dis ii n0e. but eu n0e mie sh0 l0ng lerx, eu shld n0e ii dun lyk tuh wryte mua xin shi here derx. even if eu asked mayb ii wun sae 0ut t0o. 0nli wil sae, tingx r 0kaex n0w, sh0 nvm lerx. ii dunn0 wats wr0ng wif mie. but dis ishx mie, ii kip tingx within mie. haix. 4get abt all dese lerx bahx. ii reali h0pe tuh start all 0ver again.

tucked mua hair behind mua ears. kekex.

babyy ishx sick!

mie n mua l0ve dream pill0w!

lurrve ddreamm parradiise..

kekex, lyk jay ch0u? l0lx.

Monday, June 19, 2006

last nyte... ii sae th0se w0rds tuh him.. w0nder wats wr0ng wif mie n wats iin mua mind??? wanna find sum0ne tuh t0k tuh.. but its 3+am.. d0reen, k0on, yiqi, shujuan, celestine, shwee, ziting, tingting, ivan, sebest, n s0me 0thers ii dun wanna menti0n.. eu guys p0p up iin mua head at dat veh m0ment.. but sumh0w, ii dun bear tuh disturb eu guys frm urr dreamland. s0rriex guys. n 4+am, ii cried muaself tuh slp.

w0ke up cryin again. had a bad nytemare which prevents mie frm slpin. n ii was al0ne iin mua r0om. n0 0ne at h0me. kalled mum n tel her abt e dream ii had. haix. used e c0m.. watch tv, den 1+pm ii was seri0usly t0o tired n mua dad n grandma had return h0me. sh0 ii slp til 3+pm. kalled b0ii n we`re 0kaex after dat. mit up wif him n went tuh bugis. went tuh G2ooo n ii b0ught mua f0rmal wear. t0tal black! =X acheri wanna buy purple derx. but it d0esnt reali g0 well wif black. n ii luk nicer in black. hahax.

babyy b0ii ishx sick n0w.. haix, fever, runnin n0se, c0ugh, s0re thr0at n headache.. iim s0rriex darlinx, ii hurt eu again.. l0ve eu t0o muchh. but sumtymx, feel lyk lettin g0, c0s 0f e tingx eu ign0re, e w0rds eu sae. haix. tankx ferr n0rt lettin mie g0 sh0 easily n0w. e m0ment wen eu hug mie tytely iin urr arms, ii feel iim e luckiest ger iin e universe, xie xie ni ba0beix. eu brighten up mua life.

til 2dae.. den ii realised, ii failed as a fren. reali, deeply fail tuh b a fren tuh ppl hu nid mie. evritym ii sae ii wil b dere ferr dem, but sumh0w, ii din even n0e wen dey r cryin, l0nely, breakin d0wn n evriting. ii reali fail.

ii n0e s0rriex d0esnt mean aniting, but iim stil s0rriex.

ii guess, ii hurt eu deeply, makin eu sh0 damn disapp0inted iin mie.

w0rds r hurtin ii admit, mayb, we r reali n0rt dat b0nded as last tym.

iim s0rriex ii din share urr happiness wif eu.

ii dunn0 y, mayb urr w0rds hav a great impact 0n mie bahx.

ii th0t.. but iim wr0ng wif evriting..

but eu dunn0, h0w muchh eu meant tuh mie...

din t0k tuh eu, n0rt bc0s ii dun kare, din ask urr bl0g url, 0so d0esnt mean ii dun kare. ii n0e eu`ve changed it l0ng ag0, but ii jux dun dare tuh ask frm eu 0r t0k tuh eu eva since dat c0nversati0n ii had wif eu. mayb dis ishx a wr0ng m0ve byy mie, ii shld hav dumped evriting aside n asked frm eu. haix. tried tuh ask frm renes. but ii tink ii`ve appr0ached e wr0ng pers0n. c0s she 0so dun even n0e aniting, dun even n0e eu`ve changed urr url. haix. but, ii s0rt 0f cant believe eu sae iim e same as her. n0w den ii n0e, tuh eu, iim dis kind 0f fren. haix. but since wen did ii n0e new frenx n dumped e 0ld 0nes? ii reali dunn0 wat makes eu feel dat wae. renes ii n0e she n0w 0wayyx g0 0ut wif her p0ly frenx. but ii din even g0 0ut wif mua new frenx. haix. iishx dis kalled e same? tuh eu?? iim s0rriex if ii hurt eu wif wat ii sae. tuh mie, frenx dun hav tuh 0wayyx c0ntact 0r g0 0ut 0r aniting. if dey reali mean aniting tuh eu, even wen eu bumped iintuh each 0ther 0n e streets dere r stil c0untless tingx tuh t0k abt, tuh share. n0 0ne ken 0wayyx b dere ferr 0thers all e tym. its imp0ssible. ii 0so nid sum0ne dere ferr mie wen ii nid it, but hu ishx dere? n0ne. but even if dis ishx sh0, ii stil feel eu guys kare n eu guys r true frenx tuh mie. jux lyk h0w eu r tuh mie. ii dun deny aniting wen ppl fails tuh b dere ferr mie wen iim d0wn. evri0ne has their life, ii cant expect t0o muchh frm dem. a simple sms 0r f0ne kall 0r aniting ii ken sensed urr c0ncern, n dats enuff. dere r frenx hu 0nli shares happiness, n dere r 0so frenx hu shares 0nli s0rrows. y mux frenx b b0th?? ii reali feel lyk cryin, after readin urr bl0g. din wanna wryte all dese, but ii had tuh let eu n0e h0w ii feel. ii dunn0 if dis p0st wil c0sts 0ur frenship. but if it reali d0es, den r we c0unted as frenx thru thick n thin?? ii`ve b0thered eu t0o muchh iin e past, wif all mua stuffs. dats e reas0n y n0w, ii dun wanna b0ther eu wif all dese. n0rt dat ii dun kare, but ii dun bear tuh c eu havin sh0 mani w0rriex. its 0ready t0o muchh ferr eu tuh handle relati0nships n family pr0bs, wil ii stil wanna tel eu mua pr0bs? ii rather ii kip it inside 0f mie den let b0th 0f us b0ther wif all dese. yi ge ren nan sh0u ha0 gu0 liang ge ren. iim happi tuh c dat eu w0rriex sh0 muchh ferr mie frm urr p0sts, but at e same tym, ii feel sh0 guilty tuh caused sh0 muchh w0rriex iin eu. d0 eu reali understand y ii did tingx dis wae?? urr stil sh0 dearly tuh mie.. ii dun wish aniting tuh affect us, n0rt all dese. c0s ii believe dat nth ken st0p 0ur frenship. eu 0wayyx stand an impt place iin mie....

frenx, if ii reali fail tuh b byy ur side wen eu nid sum0ne, 0r fail tuh b a fren, iim deeply deeply s0rriex abt it..

aijie.. dun w0rriex t0o muchh. glad eu t0ld mie th0se tingx. but, reali, if tingx were meant tuh b lidat, dere`s n0 pt ferr eu tuh b upset n fr0wnin 0ver it lerx. smile, enj0y but at e same tym, take extra kare 0f urself t0o. aniting tel mie kaex? mishh eu ger.. *huggiex*

yiqi.. stay happi kaex? wanna c urr smile =)

w0nderin y tears hav been fl0odin mua face dese few daex....?

Sunday, June 18, 2006

ytd br0ught mua y0ungest sis tuh t0wn. l0lx. mit ba0beix at inter, 0n e bus sebest sms mie n asked wher iim g0in. c0s he saw mie. l0lx. he`s sh0 b0red sh0 he mit us 2gether. went tuh tm G2ooo tuh c mua f0rmal wear. den g0 buy m0vie tix. after dat sebest came n we went tuh t0wn. kekex. sh0p sh0p n sh0p. l0lx. b0ught a necklace n a bracelet ferr mua sis. abt 9+ after we finish sh0ppin we went back tuh tamp. went tuh mua uncle hse n sebest went bac h0me. stayed dere till 11.45pm den mie n ba0beix went tuh catch `jux mua luck`. well, wasnt a bad n0r a veh nice sh0w. s0me parts iin e advertisement were cut 0ff. ii w0nder y. den we went back lerx.

s0me f0tox taken dese 2daex..

us iin bus..

0ur farni faces. l0lx.

kiss mie..

finalli sumting decent.. =X

verlyn+tricia=twinniex!

mie n jie iin her sh0p.

e 3 0f us!

act cute verlyn.. l0lx.

bleahx!

taken 0n 17jun`o6

mua y0ungest sis..

she`s sh0 fair! we dun luk alyk? =

finalli, its mie n babyy near sc0tts.

Saturday, June 17, 2006

iim bac frm sh0ppin!! whahahax. dese few daex has been g0in 0ut damn l0ts. l0lx. t0dae went 0ut wif tricia mei n mit ba0beix at inter. went 0ut iin e evenin tym. reached bugis n we ate 1st. l0lx. e japanese green tea ice-cream was n0rt t0o bad lahx. =) t0ok l0tsa f0tox wif mei 0n bus n we went tuh take a ne0print t0o. sh0 farni 0ur p0ses. l0lx. b0ught l0tsa earrins. n went tuh find prisc jie n irene. saw mani ppl at bugis. wanting, j0lene, shui yu, yiwen, jas0n, went tuh find ah ba0. hahax. happi nyte t0dae. kekex. 0Hhx yahx. t0dae g0rt quarrelin at bugis street t0o! sum ppl sh0 b0 lia0 g0 beat 0ther sh0p ppl`s dad. den screamin n yellin was heard n evri0ne cr0wded arnd. w0nderin wats wr0ng wif e ppl dere? kip tinkin dat 0thers wanna steal their cl0thes ideas? dey g0rt nth betta tuh d0?

yiqi darhlinx:read urr bl0g lerx w0rx. kip g0 dere c but eu din update n ii kip seein dat p0st sh0 reali feel veh unc0mfortable. th0u ii dunn0 wat has been happenin tuh eu n mayb e ppl arnd eu, ken eu tel mie? n0w we s0rt 0f din update each 0ther abt 0ur pr0bs lerx w0rx. hmMmx, but h0pe eu ken c0ntinue tuh stay cheerful kaex? dun b t0o sad 0r aniting. g0rt pr0bs ken kall mie 0ut kaex? *huggiex*

zitingg:heyx ger, din manage tuh tag urr b0ard ii dunn0 y lehx. kip tag but jux wun hav mua name dere. urr tagb0ard dun lyk mie?? l0lx.

Friday, June 16, 2006

ytd went tuh adeline hse tuh d0 pr0ject. went wif yenny. hahax. t0k al0t wif her 0n e bus. kekex. we did a few hrs 0nli. den yenny had tuh g0 back ferr dinner. sh0 we decided tuh mit 0n an0ther dae again tuh finish evriting. =)

after e pr0ject ii went tuh s&k tuh find celest. mit ba0beix dere 0so. heex. den we g0 buy m0vie tix ferr `silent hill`. went tuh eat 0ur dinner n ii g0 century square tuh c if g0rt mua f0rmal sh0es n0rt. sianx. nth suits mie. haix. iin e end ii br0ught a cr0wn earrin n bracelet! ii lyk it al0t! hahax. g0rt 2o% summ0re. hmMmx, but stil kinda exp. =X

e m0vie started. but hate e ppl infr0nt. t0k damn l0ud n luff lyk n0 0ne business. fark. dun quite understand e m0vie. but n0rt bad lahx. quite creative ii feel. heex. den went back h0me. saw yenyin wif kyla. den saw alvinder. l0lx.

Thursday, June 15, 2006

here m ii!! kekex. been bl0ggin alm0st evridae?? yeahx. c0s iim b0red. well, jux came back wif ba0beix. went tuh fly kite jux n0w. but n0 wind siax. wen finalli fly til veh high den e kite dr0p. sianx. after flyin we t0ok cab tuh marina square. wanna walk walk. kekex. b0ught e ch0colate wif strawberries n bananas! nice! yummy.. hahax. sh0p arnd. c s0me f0rmal wear. but din get tuh find 0ne dat ii lyk. sh0 went back tuh tamp safra. plae p0ol wif ba0beix. den we g0 back h0me lerx. tml g0in d0 csa pr0ject. sianx. 1week left ferr plaein 0nli. but g0rt 4 pr0jects tuh c0mplete!

lukin at urr backview, ii sensed urr l0neliness, urr sadness.
heard urr tears fallin, urr hart breakin.
iim s0rriex ii failed, tuh b wat ii sae ii`ll b.
mua m0uth ishx n0rt under mua k0ntrol.
n ii hurt eu wif wat ii sae t0o.
ii wanna hug eu tyte. but sumh0w, mua b0di d0esnt m0ve.
ii wish tuh make eu understand, understand eu t0o.
but dis tym, ii make eu fell deeply.
n e pain eu received ishx t0o heavy ii n0e.
ii let urr tears fall, den ii wipe it ferr eu.
wat m ii reali d0in??
iim s0rriex ii fail tuh b urr gerr...

wen we g0 cycling..

e scenery ishx nice.. hahax.

at marina bay..

mie n bibix at mrt stati0n.

havin fun flyin kite!

w0 y0ng yuan ai nii..

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

w0nderin wats wr0ng wif mua tagb0ard? guys ken eu all c it? tell mie kaex. c0s ii cant c mua tagb0ard.

ytd went tuh cycle wif dearx. haix. was a disaster. dun feel lyk t0kin abt it. but after dat we were 0kaex lerx. finalli ii finish watchin `full h0use`! tink ii nida lend juan? hmMmx, s0rriex guys, e 0ther discs stil haven take back yet. wif mua c0usins dey all. wil lend all 0f eu asap kaex? g0nna g0 n0w. byex..

Monday, June 12, 2006

back frm sh0ppin!! hahax. m0rnin 9+am wake up byy mua sis. sae grandma ishx sick sh0 ii acc her 0ut tuh c d0c. her sickness was kinda seri0us. evri0ne kalled n ask mie h0w ishx grandma n evriting. hmMmx..

met e gerx at 1pm. but iim late wif d0do. l0lx. went tuh eat shihlin b4 we went tuh far east. acheri intended tuh watch m0vie `shes e man`, but shwee n0rt c0min n dere`s n0 tym sl0t siax. sh0 ended up din watch l0rx. sh0p arnd n c c l0rx. n0 cl0thes tuh c n0wadaex. sh0 sianx derx. after t0kin arnd we pr0ceed tuh bugis. b0ught s0me f0od n eat as we walk walk. yiqi n kaiying went back earli. sh0 left mie, d0do, juan, celest n huili. haix. din manage tuh take a gr0up f0tox even th0u d0do n juan g0rt brin camera. sadx. 0so din manage tuh take pic wif juan n huili. haix.

damn bz n0w siax. t0kin abt pr0jects, updatin bl0g, helpin frenx make frenster, chattin n mani m0re. l0lx. shall st0p here n0w. kekex.

mie n mua deariex..

mua darhlinx! hahax.

mua aiai.. =P

mua bel0ved ger!

n dats e 3 0f us.. kekex. all mua l0ved 0nes!

g0rt h0ld 0f e f0tox 0ready.. shall upl0ad n0w..

fav pic! big candy fl0ss! hahax. ii luk sh0 small n sh0rt bside dearx..

we r sh0 lame!

e sky ishx nice.. but t0o bad eu all cant get tuh c it..

us iin train g0in t0wn!

ke0ng`s bdae cake..

mie n dearx at ktv. due tuh mua red eyes, had tuh wear specs..

t0ok 0ff mua specs..

n dearx n his br0s!

hmMmx, jux s0me w0rds..

pls dun make mie disapp0inted anim0re ken? iim tired n sick 0f it. eu reali hurt mie wif urr w0rds. saein eu dunn0 wat tuh d0, even wen iim hungry n g0rt nth tuh eat? sumtymx its t0o late ferr a s0rriex but sumh0w ii stil wish tuh hear it frm eu. eu h0ld mie tyte, held mie iin urr arms. but ii jux cant seem tuh 4gib wat eu`ve d0ne. mayb tuh eu its a small tingy, but tuh mie, a lil small tingy matters al0t. dun b fierce at mie. d0te mie, kare ferr mie. dats wat ii wan. n0rt harsh w0rds frm eu 0r aniting bad. understand? 0wayyx rmb dat n0 matter h0w muchh tears eu`ve caused iin mie, h0w muchh hurt eu`ve br0ught, as l0ng as eu stil l0ve mie, iim stil iin urr hart, nth matters m0re den dat.. reali.. nth.. deeply iin l0ve wif eu dearx.. h0pe eu n0e dat, dun shake 0ff mua hands..