Tuesday, May 09, 2006

ytd..

he made mie cryy while ii was walkin back ALONE.

y?????

he sae he wil fetch mie at 6 0utside Tp. but wen ii release, he kalled mie n sae he g0in plae game wif his frenx. ii was lyk.. wat did eu tell mie?? walk al0ng e bridge h0pin dat a miracle might happened. but n0, ii reali din c him. hart sank. tears was wellin up wen ii walk back h0me. halfwae thru he kalled. ii burst 0ut cryin. c0s ii felt lyk ii`ve been cheated. iin e end sae he reali was at Tp. he lied. he din saw mie. n ii din saw him t0o. walked back tuh find him walkin t0wards mie t0o. s0rt 0f angry wif him awhile. iin e end we were 0kaex lerx. he acc mie g0 eat kfc den send mie back.

t0dae..

ii was sick all dae. was h0t lyk hell dis min, freeze lyk hell e nxt. management dunn0 wat e tut0rial t0kin abt. after CSA ba0beix send mie a b0mbin sms again. haix. t0ld him ii was g0in 0ver tuh d0 mua tingx 0ready. n he sae 0kaex. iin e end last min sae if n0rt impt g0 tml, he wanna g0 swimmin wif his frenx.

intend tuh end e relati0nship. but din c0s he sae he was waitin ferr mie 0utside tp 0ready. n0w at his hse. n jux n0w after ii bath 0ut his fren t0k tuh mie. ask him y ii dun all0w him g0?? wth. ii reali dunn0 lahx. ii did gib him a ch0ice jux n0w. ishx he sae if ii wan c0me his hse he wun g0. n0w??

ii dunn0 y.. but iim treated lyk a FOOL baby..
dun treat mie dis wae, ii hate it..

m w0nderin, y d0 dey seems m0re impt den mie??
y eu ken cancel e app0intment wif mie jux sh0 LAST MIN but eu cant cancel theirs?
eu sae eu evri sat acc mie 0ready.
sh0 iim 0nli w0rth 1 0ut 0f 7daex 0f urr tym??
its evridae eu c dem iin sch, its ALMOST evridae eu g0 0ut plae wif dem.
EVEN MUA WORDS EU DUN EVEN BOTHER TUH LISTEN!
y mux eu b under e kontr0l 0f dem??
dey neva g0 sch eu din g0.
dey g0 where eu 0so g0.
hu m ii reali tuh eu??
evritym eu wan mie tuh gib iin.
but y d0esnt dey gib iin??
each tym dey sae its mua fault eu din g0 wif dem.
e 0ther tym 0so lidat.
but its MIE hu ask eu 1st.
eu claimed its urr fault eu din tell mie.
but eu THREW TEMPER AT MIE.
mua frenx t0ld eu b4 ii dun lyk a change iin plans.
y cant eu jux rmb??

FARK. pissed 0ff.

majiam ii sae sh0 muchh he wil n0e. he din even read mua bl0g n0wadaex n din even c mua frenster. all he kares abt ishx his game n billiard n frenx. he pr0mised mie 2dae dat each dae, he wil studi at least 1hr frm m0n tuh fri. c0s ii n0e sat n sun he wun. EXCLUDIN TUITION. lets jux c if he wil kip his pr0mises. but ii d0ubt. c0s all e pr0mises made tuh mie, ITS BROKEN.