Thursday, May 04, 2006

ytd went tuh k0on hse after lecture. s0rriex shar0n cant acc eu g0 buyy urr tingx.

her hse sh0 big! hahax. envy lehx. g0t herr 0wn r0om. but if gimme ii wil scare lahx. l0lx. serene mei n sarina came after dat. mie n k0on went 0ut tuh buy tidbits. hahax. went back n ate al0t. tink ii eat t0o much junk f0od. c0s ferr dinner ii cant finish e rice! felt sh0 bad. =X

t0k al0t abt 0ur current lives. n make mie mishh e 0ld daex sh0 muchh. esp 4e3! w0nderin h0w r e guys d0in n0w?? evri0ne ishx practically bz wif their lives n dun even get a chance tuh c0ntact each 0ther. 0r deyy dun even b0ther?? ii dunn0.

dun quite lyk e life n0w. regretted mua ch0ice. c0s its n0rt lyk wat ii seems it ishx. its t0tally DIFFERENT! y d0 ii sae dat?? c0s ii cant catch up wif mua financial acc0unts, dun even n0e wat e hack POM ishx t0kin abt, ec0ns ishx blurx, n evriting. n0 0ne iin mua klass seems tuh help mie wen ii ask dem Qn. ishx dis wat life will b frm n0w?? if its lidat, ii rather dun studi. its practically evri0ne changin. frm cl0se frenx tuh new frenx, evri0ne ishx ch0osin their new frenx n0w. y?? a few yrs 0f frenship cant b c0mpared wif e current few daex 0nes??

dun even n0e hu wears a mask tuh sch.
dun even n0e hu r e backstabbers.
dun even n0e hu treat eu as a fren frm e b0ttom 0f his/her hart.
wil dey PS eu wen iin nid?
wil dey brave thru sun n rain wif eu?
d0 dey mind urr bad pts?
0r d0 dey appreciate urr gd pts?
ishx dere ani m0tive dey b frenx wif eu?
wat wil dey sae 0f eu?
ken dey b TRUSTED??

all dese r Qn iin mua mind, n ii dun hav ans tuh dem.
ii hate tuh start all 0ver again.
e scar iin mua hart ishx stil dere.
sumtymx dey r jux n0rt wat dey seems.
n ii`ve seen thru it all past few daex.
e gd n bad.
but ii reali dunn0.
it hurts tuh b hurt.

n iim afraid 0f hurts!