Wednesday, May 31, 2006

currently iin sch. sh0 sianx. its 1oam iin e m0rnin! had makeup less0ns ferr csa. damn b0rin n c0ld~~

later g0rt ec0ns n csa lecture. til 4! th0t ken skip csa. but t0dae revisi0n. sh0 b0 bian. mitin d0do at 6pm at cc mac studi. mishh her! hahax. juan n yiqi later wil c0me 0so. =) mishh e gerx! h0pe ken mit e rest 0ne dae durin e h0ls.

gtg n0w. buaix! studi!

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

hav been slackin dese few daex. watchin `er nan zai ji dian` wif ba0beix. its dvd! sh0 0ne sh0t 8 chapters we chi0ng lyk sia0x. =X

haix. t0ld muaself dat iim studyin dis week. but ii failed tuh d0 sh0. ytd went tuh sch. had FA lecture. den after lecture f0und muaself iin e t0ilet. haix. st0mach upset again. den went tuh eat wif shar0n, b0on ern n benedict. after eatin reali f0und muaself in pain sh0 went up tuh inf0rm mua tut0rial teacher dat iim g0in back. went h0me n ba0beix, after his o lebel chi, acc mie g0 c d0c. st0mach flu again. 2nd tym ii c d0c iin 8daex. haix.

after dat went ba0beix hse wait he change den g0 back mua hse again. watch tv again n did mua h0mew0rk b4 slpin.

nth muchh. h0pe tml ken mit up wif d0do n juan g0 studi. hahax. if nth went wr0ng m0stly ishx ken bahx. mishh e gerx. w0nderin h0w r dey? seld0m c0ntact lerx.. =(

Monday, May 29, 2006

sat went tuh bugis saw k0on n j0lene. kena bulli byy her! s0bs. hahax. she use e b0ttle hit mua head. s0bs. t0k tuh dem den 0ff we g0 tuh sh0p.

went tuh e sh0p ii usualli g0 n e auntie, 0wner 0f e sh0p, ask mie if ii nid ani help. e scenari0:

0wner:ni shi bu shi zai na bian zu0 g0ng[bugis street]?

mie:yahx.

0wner:bu shi w0 jiang shen me lahx, dan shi ying wei nii men zai zhe li zu0 g0ng su0 yi w0 hui zhi jie yi dian lahx, but ni men bu ya0 sui bian kan kan h0rx. ying d0u shi zai zhe bian zu0 g0ng, su0 yi zui ha0 bu ya0 zhe yang.

mie:w0 mei y0u zu0 lerx.

0wner:0rhx, wei shen me? w0 zhi shi zhe yang jiang er yi lahx.

ii was lyk, wtf. ii w0rk dere sh0? ken0t g0 urr sh0p n c arhx? den e wh0le bugis ii cant g0 mehx? wth. lyk ii wil steal urr idea lidat. summ0re their sh0p ishx sell gerx cl0thes n e sh0p ii w0rk iin ishx all guys. fark. n0w lyk ii g0 where 0so g0rt ppl n0e `0rhhx, dat ger w0rk at bugis street dat sh0p` lidat.

saw ba0beix frenx n she 0so sae `eHhx, nii derx nu peng y0u bu shi zai na li zu0 g0ng mehx?` urghhh! ii`ve quitted 0ready l0rx. n even if iim w0rkin dere y cant ii g0 dere n sh0p?

haix. after dat went tuh t0wn. went tuh wisma tuh find xia0ling dey all. kip ask mie g0 back w0rk. but ii dun tink ii wil bahx. mishh dem. hahax. den g0 far east. quarrelled wif ba0beix. c0s he lied tuh mie he eatin sh0 we g0 eat iin e end he sae he n0rt eatin. haix. ii n0e he wei w0 ha0. but ii dun lyk he lie tuh mie n f0rced mie tuh eat. after dat was 0kaex lerx.

went back tuh tamp n find celest at s&k. after dat catch e m0vie `x-men-e last stand` at 1o.3opm.

s0me f0tox taken at chalet n ktv..

mie n babyy`rik0..

jie n mei

at h0me after chalet..

smilex

singin!

we tw0 at ktv

sat wen iim g0in 0ut..

Saturday, May 27, 2006

thur, went tuh chalet. had fun plaein wif baby`rik0! hahax. she was luffin damn badly. l0lx. 9plus came back h0me. c0usin l0mbang mie in cab. t0ok s0me f0tox. shall upl0ad 0ther dae.

ytd was sick again. haix. had bad diarrh0ea iin e middle 0f e nyyte. din hav ani gd slp at all. haix. sh0 m0rnin din g0 tuh sch. mish POM lecture. shall c0piee e n0tes frm shar0n. iin e n0on ii t0ok s0me med. sh0 was 0kaex lerx. mit ba0beix g0 kat0ng sing k. yahx. 0nli e 2 0f us. ii wanna sing k. but n0 0ne was free. ii w0nder if iim e 0nli 0ne hu ishx sh0 free n0w. c0s ii dun gib a damn tuh p0ly. haix. w0nder y ii hav changed frm a pers0n hu n0es studies ishx impt tuh a pers0n hu dun kare abt herr studies n0w? frenx r a maj0r impact 0n dis bahx.

sing sh0 mani s0ngs. hahax. after k-ing ferr 3hrs we went tuh plae p0ol. ba0beix teach mie. hahax. ii realised iim a pr0 man-pr0 iin hittin e whyte ball intuh e h0le! l0lx. dunn0 y mua aimin sh0 gd siax. =X but after plaein awhile ii sl0wly get e hang 0f it. n ii acheri w0n 1r0und! hahax.

den went tuh ba0beix hse where he changed n came tuh mua hse tuh stay.

dis m0rnin mua st0mach upsets again. haix. w0nder wen wil it b 0kaex? babyy sae im weak. but ii reali dunn0 wat shyt ii ate wr0ng. haix. shall g0 mishin n0w. say0x~

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

back frm sch t0dae. felt sick n mua head hurts lyk hell. m0rnin cher kalled n sae mua test ishx zer0 with0ut e mc. haix. VEH SORRIEX TUH DODO! dui bu qi! she g0rt test t0dae n ii acheri 4g0rt tuh brin dict ferr her! haix. ken hear she`s disapp0inted iin mie? dunn0. h0pe n0rt.

t0dae acheri wanna skip csa lecture derx. iin e end stil g0. REGRETTED GOIN! c0s e cherr spent 45mins t0kin 0n rubbish dat we dunn0?? iin e end he c e tym den sae n0 tym lerx den faster chi0ng. idi0t.

after sch went tuh A1 wif shar0n n angelia. saw their sec frenx dere rena n e 0ther 0ne ii 4g0rt wat name lerx. l0lx. dey were quite nice tuh t0k tuh n we spent 2hrs t0kin 0n evriting under e sun. =\ after dat da ba0 f0od back n ba0beix came mua hse eat. he eat damn al0t 0f tingx siax. ask mie buy sh0 muchh iin e end he cant finish. l0lx. did mua tut0rials jux n0w n tried c0nnectin mua net. e m0dem s0t s0t 0ne. damn sianx.

s0me f0tox taken 0n mainly 2omay n 22may 0n 0ur anni..

mie at his hse..

cl0sed 2getherr.

iim kissin him!

iin cab tuh bugis..

HAPPi 1yr ANNi! at ne0print sh0p..

wen we c0llect 0ur rings..

simplyy l0ve him

n its mie..

same pic frm e 1st tw0 at his hse..

hahax.

a twist..

mirr0r reflecti0n..

wen iim w0rkin at bugis, wearin their shirt.

at tamp swensen!

celebratin 0ur 1yr.. wearin c0uple t0ps..

at bugis street derx mirr0r.

lyin against him, mua face lyk 0ut 0f shape. l0lx.

ytd after less0ns which ended at 5[acheri ishx 6pm], waited ferr ba0beix wif adeline at e mushr0om. she sh0 ke lian. evritym we earli release she had tuh wait al0ne ferr herr frenx. sh0 t0dae ii acc her. hahax. met ba0beix 0n bus at arnd 6. we were wearin c0uple t0ps n wen he g0rt up e bus, evri0ne was lyk.. y r dey wearin e same? hahax. ppl dunn0 we n0e each 0ther. l0lx.

went tuh swensens. ate til sh0 full! hahax. ba0beix g0rt e v0ucher sh0 we ate al0t. iin e end 0nli had tuh pay $11 m0re. hmMmx. after dat went tm n walk arnd b4 g0in back tuh ba0beix hse. waited ferr him n we b0th g0 mua hse 2getherr.

2dae, din manage tuh wake up n g0 tuh sch. was sh0 tired as e past few daex ii din reali slp muchh. n wen ii wake up at 7plus wasnt reali feelin well. thr0at ishx gettin bad. had POM test. but th0t ken take mc. iin e end ii din manage tuh! dunn0 e test h0w siax. haix. ken0t retake if n0 mc. damn d0c! finalli c0llect 0ur c0uple rings lerx! hahax. ii was damn happi. l0lx. went bugis tuh c0llect n b0ught a t0p at $6?? l0lx. sale mahx. hahax. nice!

n0w back h0me. ate mua med n iim feelin numb n0w. damn bz. new c0m nid tuh make l0tsa tingx. install dis n dat. tml til fri g0rt chalet. tink ii g0in 0n thur bahx. released at 1. tml had tuh d0 tut0rials. shall upl0ad e f0tox nxt tym wen ii bl0g bahx. n0w, lyk t0o blurx wif e f0tox.

Monday, May 22, 2006

its 1am at nyyte[0r m0rnin] n iim stil awake! well, bad news, jux came back frm w0rk n iim n0rt w0rkin 0ready. haix. ah kai sae after mua exams iin june den kall him back tell him if ii stil wanna w0rk n0rt. sae ii din serve? damn it. dunn0 lahx. haix. tankx d0do aniwae ferr c0nsolin mie.

HAPPI BDAE KAIYING![iim e 1st tuh wish her!]
HAPPI BDAE KOR!!

HAPPi 1yrr ANNiVERSARY LAOGONGX!

=)

finalli, its 1yr. babyy, we`ve been lukin ferrward tuh dis dae vehh l0ng lerx ryte? well, after e 4th mth, tym flies n iin a blink 0f eye, e tw0 0f us had gr0wn up 2getherr thru evriting n stil n0rt lettin g0. we`ve learnt tuh understand e tingx btw us m0re n t0lerate each 0ther`s bad pts. iim s0rriex ii din manage tuh change lyk ii sae ii wil. n s0rriex tuh hav AP eu again 0n sat. its 0ur dae, but ii sp0ilt it. haix. but all ii wanna tell eu ishx dat ii kare t0o muchh abt e tingx btw us, dats y wen tingx dun g0 0ur wae, ii wil bcum sad n with0ut n0ein, mua attitude sh0ws. urr stil e best b0ii ii eva had=) tankx darlinx. eu c0mpleted mua life wif urr evriting. urr t0o special dat dere`s n0 0ne else hu ken b c0mpared wif eu. understand? evriting ii wan, ii f0und it iin eu. urr e 0ne hu t0ok mua hart awae. n ii h0pe urr n0rt e 0ne hu wil thr0w it awae. tankx ferr e l0ve n c0ncern, e kare eu gib, e t0lerance eu had iin mie, n mani mani m0re. dere r sh0 muchh abt eu dat w0rds cant sae. e special feelin eu gimme wen eu h0ld mua hand, hug mie n kiss mie. it jux wun g0 awae. n ii n0e even as tym pass, e feelin wil stil b str0ng. dats e meanin 0f l0ve, e feelin 0f l0ve, n eu`ve sh0wn it all. ii wish ferr n0 m0re disapp0intments frm eu. ferr eu tuh pass urr exams sm0othly. ii dun wanna c eu regret. understand? dun eva leave mie iin darkness. dun eva leave mie iin despair. ii cant aff0rd an0ther l0st. esp wen its eu. b mua guardian angel til e end, b mua b0ii ferr life, b mua evriting in mua HART.

verlynnn pr0mised tuh l0ve r0dric til eternity.
tym wun erase aniting frm mua hart, neither wil it wash awae e feelins.
mem0riex wil 0wayyx remain, jux lyk eu, wil neva b replaced..

13may`o6..

HAPPi 1yrr ANNi!

Saturday, May 20, 2006

ytd after sch as usualli went d0wn bugis ferr w0rk. an0ther new gerr. hahax. she t0ok mua heels n wear it arnd ferr awhile. l0lx. d0do n jas came d0wn n find mie. sh0 s0rriex gerr, 4g0rt tel eu ii dun nid e tank disc 0ready. but ii nid e lyrics. hahax. wasnt mani ppl ytd. sh0 was sittin d0wn quite 0ften. at nyyte ba0beix, des n ken came d0wn tuh find mie. after dat dey g0 plae billiard. HAPPI BDAE BOSS! 1o plus cut cake n help him celeb. hahax. den ba0beix came fetch mie n g0 billiard dere. after dat ken drive n send us tuh plaza sing where mie n ba0beix g0 watch `da vinci c0de` at 12.3o midnyyte. sneak mac burgers iint0 e theatre. l0lx. e sh0w n0rt veh nice lehx. abit sianx. ba0beix watch til slp siax. hahax. but e settins veh nice. hmMmx, was tired wen ii reach h0me.

w0ke up at 12plus tankx tuh sis dey all. g0in 0ut stil make sh0 much n0ise. l0lx. let ba0beix slp m0re while ii prepare muaself. wear mua new cl0thes. hahax. iim iin black n whyte! reali black n whyte siax. sianx. lyk sh0 dull. ba0beix acc mie black n whyte. l0lx. damn stressed up! g0t new c0m 0ready! but net mux wait. h0pe t0nyte sis make e m0dem 0kaex. den ask ba0beix transfer e files tuh mie. if n0rt mua test derx research wil die! n0 research nth at all. wanna c0piee. but t0o mani tingx. haix. tue g0rt POM test. but heng ishx 2omcq 0nli. sh0 nvm. g0in 0ut n0w. wanna enj0y t0dae tuh celeb 0ur 1yr! m0n studi til 6. sh0 mit ba0beix g0 eat after dat. g0nna wear 0ur c0uple t0ps 0n dat dae! hahax.

Thursday, May 18, 2006

been bz e past 3daex. haix. studyin iin e m0rnin. w0rkin iin e n0on. n0 tym at all tuh d0 mua h0mew0rk 0r mit up wif ba0beix n frenx.

back tuh w0rkin life n0w. kinda tirin den wat ii tink. c0s evridae after sch ii had tuh rush d0wn bugis fer w0rk. if reach dere earli wil d0 h0mew0rk l0rx. mux make use 0f mua tym n0w. at nyyte reach h0me sure fall asleep wen d0in h0mew0rk derx. haix. make mie m0re sick.

w0rkin envir0nment dere was n0rt bad. m0re freed0m n less stress. ken use f0ne, sit weneva iim tired, pr0vided dere`s n0 cust0mers, e 2b0ss treated us well, n e staffs was frendly n helpful. lack 0f ppl dere. nid full-tymer. ken eu believe it? iim acheri t0o sh0rt tuh take d0wn e cl0thes frm e t0p! had tuh tip-t0e evritym. den ppl wil help mie take d0wn. l0lx. but heng b0ss din sae aniting lahx. t0ld him ii was t0o sh0rt. hahax. 0wayyx j0kin arnd wif dem l0rx. nice t0kin tuh dem. make mie feel lyk quittin sch n w0rk dere full?? m ii st0opid?

2dae had tut0rials. b0th end 1/2 hr earlier. while waitin ferr 2nd tut0rial ii acheri slp! g0rt s0fa sh0 ii n adeline g0 dere slp. hahax. e rest t0kin l0rx. after dat mit babyy g0 eat. n0w at his hse. had tuh research ferr mua c0mm skills test nxt week. e t0pics damn hard siax! haix. nid buy f0rmal lerx. sem2 g0rt presentati0n 0ready. die lahx. klassmates sae dey cant imagine mie iin f0rmal? l0lx. mie t0o. hahax.

b4 ii g0.. jux s0me pics 0f mie n bibix..

mie n babyy derx hp chain.. b0ught new 0nes =)

while we r g0in 0ut..

slackin at starbucks..

mie wif ba0beix beside..

latest pic taken 2dae iin e lift..

Monday, May 15, 2006

evri0ne`s been t0kin abt e 0utin. well, ii guess jux let it pass bahx. ii`ve reali g0rt nth else tuh sae. wat ii wanna sae ii`ve 0ready sae it. b0th parties wil get hurt n0 matter wat, sh0 wats e pt 0f stil t0kin abt it??

yq, ii dunn0 wat hurt ii`ve caused iin eu n juan. c0s ii reali dunn0 wat meanin eu g0rt frm mua p0st. wat ii mean ishx different frm wat eu all c. n, y cant ii put mua sat ferr him? its lyk, except d0do, e rest 0f eu wun find mie 0ut 0n sat. n wat m ii supp0sed tuh d0? stay at h0me 0n sat n wait ferr eu guys tuh kall n ask mie 0ut? haix. ii reali dunn0 lahx.

fan wif evriting.. him, frenx, m0ney n studies.

w0rkin n0w at bugis. h0pe ii reali ken find e tym tuh studi. l0tsa pr0ject tuh d0! haix.

Saturday, May 13, 2006

s0me pics taken few daex back..

Friday, May 12, 2006

currently at marina derx lan sh0p bl0ggin. e rest 0f e ppl r plaein games.

had an 0utburst jux n0w at h0me wen ba0beix kalled. ii asked him g0 read mua bl0g. 0bvi0usly mua p0sts he dunn0 wats it abt c0s he hasnt read it ferr a l0ng tym. ii n0e ii hurt eu al0t al0t babyy, but dats wat iim feelin. iim 0nli askin eu tuh read wat ii feel. tuh understand e wr0ngs eu did n evriting. ii n0e at tymx iim at wr0ng. but all dese eu TOLD mie. eu n0e ii dun sae tingx 0ut. dats y ii TYPE. but eu din read. 0nli wen eu read, eu wil n0e. iim tired dese few daex dat eu dun even b0ther abt mie even wen iim sick. n0rt a kall, n0rt even a sms frm eu. weneva ii tried tuh kall eu, eu wil sae urr plaein game n kall mie back, urr bz eu kall mie back. waited n waited. nth. silence. ii hate tuh hear eu r s0rriex, tuh hear eu hate mie cry. but e reas0n ii cryy ishx c0s 0f eu. dere r mani w0rds inside mie, dat ii wish tuh find sum0ne tuh sae 0ut. but ii cant find ani. 0nli eu. eu wil lend mie a listenin ear n c0nsole mie. tellin mie hu ishx wr0ng, even if its mie, straight iint0 mua face. but, eu dun gimme ani chance. jux n0w wen ii burst 0ut, eu den ask y ii din tel eu. ishx c0s e past few daex urr 0wayyx plaein game. eu dun even b0ther tuh kip iin t0uch. eu ask mie y ii din g0 li0n dance. ytd wen ii tel eu ii wanna g0 eu sae iim sick. its danger0us. eu sae ii wan g0 g0. ii din g0. ii n0e if ii did eu wil b angry. n last nyyte ii reali feel lyk g0in 0ut wif mua sis dey all g0 drink. but eu dun all0w. n thus ii din sae aniting ii tel dem ii n0rt g0in. eu 0wayyx ask mie slp earli, n ii slept at 11pm last nyyte. all dis ii listen tuh eu. all ii did was ferr eu tuh listen tuh mie. but eu din. n 0wayyx disapp0int mie iin urr studies. ppl dun understand mie ii dun kare. but eu, ii nid urr understandin. haix. its all e past. ii dun wish tuh sae m0re again. jux h0pe we wil b0th try tuh make dis relati0nship a happier 0ne. c0s ii mishh e happi m0ments....

mua life, hasnt been a piece eva since ii started p0ly.
tingx happened, ppl distanced.
mie n d0do, we tried tuh cl0sen e distance.
but we b0th failed.
hav eu all eva th0t dat if we din try tuh 0rganise an 0utin, evri0ne 0f us wil distance?
ii n0w understand y d0do 0wayyx 0rganise til sh0 pek cek.
n ii n0w understand dat evriting arnd mie ishx changin.
eu sae ii hurt eu wif wat ii sae iin mua bl0g, but d0 eu n0e eu t0o, hurt mie wif wat eu sae?
ii`ve cried 0ver it n n0bodi n0es.
wen did ii dun wanna g0 0ut wif eu all?
wen did ii eva sae a n0 tuh all 0f eu?
n0 matter ii ken 0r n0rt, ii 0wayyx did mua best tuh acc all 0f eu 0ut.
n n0w, ii 0nli g0rt sae dat ii dun wanna g0 0ut wif eu all?
b it wh0eva hu kalled 0r sms, ii 0wayyx tried tuh g0.
even if its at nyyte 0r earli iin e m0rnin.
which 0utin did ii eva mishh?
which 0utin did ii g0 halfwae n sae ii nid mit 0ther ppl n jux g0?
since wen, wen eu all nid mua help, ii sae n0 n jux walk awae?
wen did ii threw mua temper at eu all even if iim fumin iinside?

ii finalli n0e h0w ppl tink 0f mie.
finalli ii realised h0w f0olise ii m, tuh d0 all dese tingx n ended up nth.
mayb iim jux st0opid tuh hav trust ppl t0o muchh.
tuh hav helped dem 0ut t0o muchh.

if 0nli sum0ne n0es....

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

ytd..

he made mie cryy while ii was walkin back ALONE.

y?????

he sae he wil fetch mie at 6 0utside Tp. but wen ii release, he kalled mie n sae he g0in plae game wif his frenx. ii was lyk.. wat did eu tell mie?? walk al0ng e bridge h0pin dat a miracle might happened. but n0, ii reali din c him. hart sank. tears was wellin up wen ii walk back h0me. halfwae thru he kalled. ii burst 0ut cryin. c0s ii felt lyk ii`ve been cheated. iin e end sae he reali was at Tp. he lied. he din saw mie. n ii din saw him t0o. walked back tuh find him walkin t0wards mie t0o. s0rt 0f angry wif him awhile. iin e end we were 0kaex lerx. he acc mie g0 eat kfc den send mie back.

t0dae..

ii was sick all dae. was h0t lyk hell dis min, freeze lyk hell e nxt. management dunn0 wat e tut0rial t0kin abt. after CSA ba0beix send mie a b0mbin sms again. haix. t0ld him ii was g0in 0ver tuh d0 mua tingx 0ready. n he sae 0kaex. iin e end last min sae if n0rt impt g0 tml, he wanna g0 swimmin wif his frenx.

intend tuh end e relati0nship. but din c0s he sae he was waitin ferr mie 0utside tp 0ready. n0w at his hse. n jux n0w after ii bath 0ut his fren t0k tuh mie. ask him y ii dun all0w him g0?? wth. ii reali dunn0 lahx. ii did gib him a ch0ice jux n0w. ishx he sae if ii wan c0me his hse he wun g0. n0w??

ii dunn0 y.. but iim treated lyk a FOOL baby..
dun treat mie dis wae, ii hate it..

m w0nderin, y d0 dey seems m0re impt den mie??
y eu ken cancel e app0intment wif mie jux sh0 LAST MIN but eu cant cancel theirs?
eu sae eu evri sat acc mie 0ready.
sh0 iim 0nli w0rth 1 0ut 0f 7daex 0f urr tym??
its evridae eu c dem iin sch, its ALMOST evridae eu g0 0ut plae wif dem.
EVEN MUA WORDS EU DUN EVEN BOTHER TUH LISTEN!
y mux eu b under e kontr0l 0f dem??
dey neva g0 sch eu din g0.
dey g0 where eu 0so g0.
hu m ii reali tuh eu??
evritym eu wan mie tuh gib iin.
but y d0esnt dey gib iin??
each tym dey sae its mua fault eu din g0 wif dem.
e 0ther tym 0so lidat.
but its MIE hu ask eu 1st.
eu claimed its urr fault eu din tell mie.
but eu THREW TEMPER AT MIE.
mua frenx t0ld eu b4 ii dun lyk a change iin plans.
y cant eu jux rmb??

FARK. pissed 0ff.

majiam ii sae sh0 muchh he wil n0e. he din even read mua bl0g n0wadaex n din even c mua frenster. all he kares abt ishx his game n billiard n frenx. he pr0mised mie 2dae dat each dae, he wil studi at least 1hr frm m0n tuh fri. c0s ii n0e sat n sun he wun. EXCLUDIN TUITION. lets jux c if he wil kip his pr0mises. but ii d0ubt. c0s all e pr0mises made tuh mie, ITS BROKEN.

Sunday, May 07, 2006

changed mua bl0gskin 0ready! had been w0rkin 0n it last week. made quite al0t 0f changes tuh e 0riginal 0ne. hahax. =P

ytd was damn angry wif ba0beix dat ii hit e wall, e chair, table n bed, thr0w mua c0rdless f0ne[0n e bed hahax] n sc0ld him 0ne w0rd-fark. iim s0rriex deariex, but ii was reali fed up wif evriting. acheri wanna cancel e ktv wif d0do n celest at nyte. but ii din. haix. c0s dey shldnt suffer all dis. haix. mayb e plans were t0o last min bahx. til ii dunn0 wat tuh d0.

waited ferr ba0beix tuh prepare ferr abt 1hr. den mit him at inter g0 bugis. ii went tuh street tuh buy mua cl0thes den rush back tamp pavili0n tuh mit d0do g0 kb0x. had fun. hahax. c0s after singin ferr abt 1hr iim high?? l0lx. made dem luff lyk hell. ii luff til cry siax. hahax. at 1opm we finish n celest din manage tuh arrive. sadx. d0do went back n mie n ba0beix went tuh c0llect 0ur m0vie tix dat we`ve b0oked.

ate at mac. mani ppl kip lukin at us -.-lll majiam din c b4 lidat. idi0t. 11.2opm, we catch`missi0n imp0ssible3`. hahax. mua eyes hurt. saw liyu dere n ask herr whether herr w0rkin frenx had c0ntact lens s0luti0n n0rt. but negative resp0nse. n0 ch0ice had tuh c wif mua eyes red. e m0vie was n0rt t0o bad afterall. hahax. abit lame lahx ii feel. t0ok a cab back l0rx.

n wen ii reach h0me BABYY RIKO was slpin! hahax. she`s sh0 cute. sis t0ld mie she stayed at 0ur hse. l0lx.

thus t0dae m0rnin w0ke at 11plus c0s 0f rik0. hahax. she was cryin damn l0ud. l0lx.

kkaex. g0nna d0 mua w0rk n0w. takairex guys.

P.S:peeps, evri sat iim g0in 0ut wif him. sh0 if sat eu all wanna b0ok mie dun last min kaex? s0rriex. sh0 ii ken make plans wif him n he 0so ken hav tym tuh change plans wif his frenx. s0rriex ferr e tr0uble w0rx. ii l0ve eu guys. urr stil e best!

well, s0me updates 0f f0tox. hahax. m0stly mie lahx. l0lx.

Thursday, May 04, 2006

ytd went tuh k0on hse after lecture. s0rriex shar0n cant acc eu g0 buyy urr tingx.

her hse sh0 big! hahax. envy lehx. g0t herr 0wn r0om. but if gimme ii wil scare lahx. l0lx. serene mei n sarina came after dat. mie n k0on went 0ut tuh buy tidbits. hahax. went back n ate al0t. tink ii eat t0o much junk f0od. c0s ferr dinner ii cant finish e rice! felt sh0 bad. =X

t0k al0t abt 0ur current lives. n make mie mishh e 0ld daex sh0 muchh. esp 4e3! w0nderin h0w r e guys d0in n0w?? evri0ne ishx practically bz wif their lives n dun even get a chance tuh c0ntact each 0ther. 0r deyy dun even b0ther?? ii dunn0.

dun quite lyk e life n0w. regretted mua ch0ice. c0s its n0rt lyk wat ii seems it ishx. its t0tally DIFFERENT! y d0 ii sae dat?? c0s ii cant catch up wif mua financial acc0unts, dun even n0e wat e hack POM ishx t0kin abt, ec0ns ishx blurx, n evriting. n0 0ne iin mua klass seems tuh help mie wen ii ask dem Qn. ishx dis wat life will b frm n0w?? if its lidat, ii rather dun studi. its practically evri0ne changin. frm cl0se frenx tuh new frenx, evri0ne ishx ch0osin their new frenx n0w. y?? a few yrs 0f frenship cant b c0mpared wif e current few daex 0nes??

dun even n0e hu wears a mask tuh sch.
dun even n0e hu r e backstabbers.
dun even n0e hu treat eu as a fren frm e b0ttom 0f his/her hart.
wil dey PS eu wen iin nid?
wil dey brave thru sun n rain wif eu?
d0 dey mind urr bad pts?
0r d0 dey appreciate urr gd pts?
ishx dere ani m0tive dey b frenx wif eu?
wat wil dey sae 0f eu?
ken dey b TRUSTED??

all dese r Qn iin mua mind, n ii dun hav ans tuh dem.
ii hate tuh start all 0ver again.
e scar iin mua hart ishx stil dere.
sumtymx dey r jux n0rt wat dey seems.
n ii`ve seen thru it all past few daex.
e gd n bad.
but ii reali dunn0.
it hurts tuh b hurt.

n iim afraid 0f hurts!

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

f0tox 0f us.. sistax ` 184

ii l0ve dem l0ads!

d0 we luk lyk twins? hahax. same hairstyle.

ii simplyy l0ve dis pic =)

nth breaks us apart..

n ferr n0w, its mua 0wn pic. hahax. sum wil put up 0n frenster n n0rt here.

taken l0ng ag0..

wen ii came back frm sch..

mirr0r reflecti0n? =P