Monday, March 20, 2006

n0 0ne knew wat happened last nyyte.

n0 0ne did.

n wat acheri happened iin e nyyte?

sh0utin.. quarrellins.. kickin 0f evritin.. thr0win 0f evritin.. includin his preci0us F0NE..

guilty. all ii felt was guilty.

mayb sadness t0o n anger.

but stil, guilt filled mie up.

e f0ne was sp0ilt iint0 tw0, all 0ur mem0riex, e vide0s 0f firew0rks, e msg, 0ur f0tox..

all g0ne iin a m0ment 0f f0lly.

hu ishx tuh blame? MiE.

ii f0rced him wif n0 wae 0ut.

y? y d0 ii bcum lidat?

hav ii changed c0s 0f he did??

wish simplyy. ferr a hug frm him.

but dere`s nthh left. he sae e ultimate hurtin w0rd.

n evritin ishx g0ne.. t0o fast.. t0o sudden..

mixed feelins. c0mplicated.

residents c0mplained. p0lice came. f0und us byy e staircase.

f0und 0ut wat happened. n t0ok 0ur names all dat d0wn.

its dat tym, wen dere r silence, t0tal silence.

went back h0me.

cryin was all ii did. cried helplessly.

it was 3am. ii wr0te a letter tuh mum tellin herr ii`ve g0ne 0ut.

3.3oam. ii t0ok a cab tuh his hse.

st0od 0utside. he came 0ut.

all ii did was cry n held him tyte.

din wanna l0se him.

ap0logise ferr evritin dat happened.

th0u it was t0o late.

y? y he din blame mie ferr wat ii`ve d0ne?

ferr h0w ii treated him??

felt sh0 safe iin his arms.

stayed at his hse e 2nd tym.

wanna tankx his sis ferr tellin mie h0w much he l0ved mie.

wanna tankx him.. ferr returnin back tuh mie..

tankx babyy.. xie xie nii ba0beix`la0gongx..