Thursday, January 19, 2006

17.o1.o6-HAPPI BDAE MUA BELOVED KOR! all e best w0rx. ferget mie dis mei ii kill u! hahax. but n0e u din lahx. c0s u stil g0t kall mie e 0ther nyyte ryte? l0lx. s0rriex ii was w0rkin 0n urr bdae sh0 ken0t g0 celeb wif u. mish ya k0r! mmuackkx!

ytd w0rk till 6.3o den ba0beix c0me fetch mie. acheri ishx w0rk till 8 derx. but sh0p n0 ppl sh0 dey sae ken g0 back l0rx. hmMmx. went tuh queenst0wn wif ba0beix tuh c0llect his shirt. ii b0ught ferr him derx. bugis dun hav his size lerx sh0 mux g0 d0wn queenst0wn tuh take l0rx. heex. 0n e wae dere suddenly rain veh heavily. ii n ba0beix hav tuh ling yu tuh get tuh e bus-st0p. t0ok train tuh bugis. 0n e wae n0e sumtingx frm ba0beix. n……. its tym ferr mie tuh sl0wly accept e facts. feel lyk lettin g0 0f evriting, but realized dat dis path ishx ii ch0ose derx. ii g0nna bear wif all e facts dat happened n e hurt he`s g0nna brin mie. c0s iin e first place, ii n0e dat dis path ii ch0ose wil b a difficult 0ne. but reali, ferr e past 7mths, ii feel sh0 tired n xingku, nida take iin evriting he sae, n pretend dat it has neva happened.

w0nderin y ishx e g0d sh0 unfair…………… y d0 s0me ppl live with0ut w0rriex but din n0e h0w tuh appreciate evriting……… while 0thers hu wanna hav dis kind 0f life ken 0nli blame demselves? Y d0 sum ppl walk int0 0thers lives n put dem iin misery? y sumtingx r betta left unkn0wn den diggin it 0ut, end up sufferin 0urselves?

silence ferr quite sumtym, hurt n pain fills mua hart. but ii manage tuh push all e feelins aside n pretend iim 0kaex. went tuh sh0p arnd ferr m0ii c0mpany`s dinner n dance cl0thes. nida wear red, sh0 st0opid l0rx. pink n mar0on 0so ken0t. fark. b0ught a c0at which ishx red n black. hack kare dem. tink ii jux wear jeans n e c0at ken lerx. l0lx. wear til lidat g0 marri0t h0tel. hahax. sh0 farni. saw a skirt which ishx kinda punk. e auntie sae ishx free size. g0d, ii jux slp it 0ver m0ii jeans n its stil sh0 l0ose l0rx. stil sae ken. skirt ken jux dr0p d0wn still ken arhx. neva buy it. but lyk it al0t. th0u ii had a br0wn punk skirt lerx. heex. veh int0 punk tingy n0wadaex. saw plaeb0i watches!! Damn bl0ody exp! $99 jux ferr a n0rmal, n0rt branded watch! unless its real plaeb0i brand watch. but ii dun even n0e whether its fake n0rt. c0s ii n0e real plaeb0i stuff ishx 0ver $1oo.

after sh0ppin ba0beix c0me m0ii hse stay. ii c0ok maggie ferr him tuh eat. l0lx. tink he`s starved lyk hell bahx. hahax. n he`s tired t0o. sch daex he 0nli slp 3-4hrs, n0 w0nder wil tired. haix. beibeix, pls slp earli durin sch daex ken? dun make mie w0rriex. since iim w0rkin u g0t tym wil c0me fetch mie frm w0rk, sure veh tired derx. alm0st n0 tym tuh rest. still kip saein nvm, u ken take it. ii will hart pain derx lehx. dun wanna c u get sick kaex? mux takairex w0rx. n trust mie. ii wun lyk 0ther ppl derx. verlyn ishx r0dric`s ba0ba0x lehx. where gt sh0 ezily lyk 0thers? iim n0rt dat kind 0f ger. sh0 trust mie. ii l0ve eu bibix. *mmuackkx*

h0ls c0min an end s0on. N ii stil hav n0 idea 0f where ii wanna g0. frenx, all hav been w0rkin lerx, startin tuh walk int0 e industry n c0ntribute sumtingx, 0so c0ntributin tuh e family. ferr th0se hu hav been wastin tym plaein ferr e past 2mths, ii luk d0wn 0n dem. c0s dis h0ls ishx a step t0wards 0ur adult life, 16yrs since we depend 0n 0ur parents. Its tym tuh return dem sumtingx durin dis tym, its tym tuh let dem rest after w0rkin half their lives. plaein ishx 0nli a selfish tinkin. ferg0t hu sae dis w0rds tuh mie- w0 men derx kuai lerx shi w0 men fu mu qing derx t0ng ku. c0s dey hav been w0rkin tuh pr0vide us a gd life. ii`ve been w0rkin ferr 2mths, ii n0e h0w m0ii parents feel n0w. ii n0e h0w ez it ishx tuh spent m0ney but h0w difficult it ishx tuh earn it. all ii wanna d0 n0w ishx tuh w0rk hard ferr e nxt 1mth, at least earn e sum 0f m0ney ferr m0ii p0ly sch fees, tuh lessen m0ii parents burden.

g0in 0ut n0w lerx. heex. peeps, t0dae ishx m0ii last 0ff dae. frm tml 0nwards ferr 2weeks ii wun hav ani 0ff daex lerx. but still ken mit u all 0ut ferr dinner wen ii w0rk iin e m0rnin. heex. sh0 kip iin t0uch kaex? ferr th0se hu sms-ed mie n ask abt wat happened, iim 0kaex lerx! reali. sh0 n0 w0rriex kaex? iim s0rriex ii let u all w0rried ferr mie. but e ting ishx 0ver. ii hav sh0 mani sistax w0rryin ferr mie ii wun let aniting happened derx kaex? heex. ii l0ve all 0f u guys! mish all 0f u durin dis h0ls. *hhuggiex*

some f0tox taken wif babyy awhile back..........

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