Sunday, January 29, 2006

HAPPI CHI NEW YRR!

cut mua hair again. n0w reali mux style lerx if n0rt veh ugli. l0lx.

ytd after w0rk g0 uncle hse eat dinner. den went h0me tuh prepare g0 0ut again. mit ba0beix, d0do, van, jingx n sebest at 1o.3opm. den we went tuh pavili0n. e b0ix plae game. ii n d0do? c dem plae l0rx. l0lx. c til veh jing zhang. hahax. den 12.o5am went tuh plae p0ol. ii kena check byy e ppl! idi0tic. =( help ba0beix plae p0ol wif sebest a few tymx. hahax. sh0 l0ng neva plae lerx. g0nna ferget h0w tuh plae. after dat we went tuh tm watch 1.3oam sh0w `fearless`.

sh0w ended. n0rt tuh bad. n0w n0e y NC16 lerx. c0s its gr0ss =X d0do`s 1st NC sh0w! sh0 h0n0ured siax. iim 0ne 0f dem tuh acc her watch it. hehex. den mua eyes veh pain. t0ok 0ut mua c0ntact lens n thr0w awae. ba0beix take cab send mie back l0rx.

t0dae, m0rnin wake up prepare n g0 mua uncle hse. den ba0beix c0me here bai nian l0rx. n0w at his hse bai nian 0so. later g0in 0ut tuh dunn0 where? dunn0 e gang wanna g0 where. haix.

Monday, January 23, 2006

happi 8mth anni la0gongx! l0tsa w0rds tuh sae. but al0t 0ready t0ld eu lerx. heex. sh0 shall n0rt sae here bahx. 0nli ken sae.. ger aii nii 184......

new yr c0min lerx. sh0 fast. hmMmx. dunn0 ba0beix ken celeb new yr n0rt. h0pe ken bahx. b0ught mua new yrr cl0thes. dis yrr has a different style frm past few yrs. l0lx.

dunn0 wan g0 cut mua hair n0rt lehx. j0lene g0in h0ngkong w0rk lerx. dunn0 wen she leavin. den mua hair n0 ppl cut lerx. s0bs.

g0nna take results s0on. scared siax. w0nderin h0w ii fare. dun even n0e wat c0urse tuh take. ppl ask mie take acc0untin. s0me sae 0ther tingx. haix. dunn0 lehx. ani suggesti0ns ani0ne???

t0ok ne0prints wif ba0beix last thur. g0nna p0st up wen iim free. heex. takairex frenx n br0s n sistax! ii mish all 0f eu!

Thursday, January 19, 2006

17.o1.o6-HAPPI BDAE MUA BELOVED KOR! all e best w0rx. ferget mie dis mei ii kill u! hahax. but n0e u din lahx. c0s u stil g0t kall mie e 0ther nyyte ryte? l0lx. s0rriex ii was w0rkin 0n urr bdae sh0 ken0t g0 celeb wif u. mish ya k0r! mmuackkx!

ytd w0rk till 6.3o den ba0beix c0me fetch mie. acheri ishx w0rk till 8 derx. but sh0p n0 ppl sh0 dey sae ken g0 back l0rx. hmMmx. went tuh queenst0wn wif ba0beix tuh c0llect his shirt. ii b0ught ferr him derx. bugis dun hav his size lerx sh0 mux g0 d0wn queenst0wn tuh take l0rx. heex. 0n e wae dere suddenly rain veh heavily. ii n ba0beix hav tuh ling yu tuh get tuh e bus-st0p. t0ok train tuh bugis. 0n e wae n0e sumtingx frm ba0beix. n……. its tym ferr mie tuh sl0wly accept e facts. feel lyk lettin g0 0f evriting, but realized dat dis path ishx ii ch0ose derx. ii g0nna bear wif all e facts dat happened n e hurt he`s g0nna brin mie. c0s iin e first place, ii n0e dat dis path ii ch0ose wil b a difficult 0ne. but reali, ferr e past 7mths, ii feel sh0 tired n xingku, nida take iin evriting he sae, n pretend dat it has neva happened.

w0nderin y ishx e g0d sh0 unfair…………… y d0 s0me ppl live with0ut w0rriex but din n0e h0w tuh appreciate evriting……… while 0thers hu wanna hav dis kind 0f life ken 0nli blame demselves? Y d0 sum ppl walk int0 0thers lives n put dem iin misery? y sumtingx r betta left unkn0wn den diggin it 0ut, end up sufferin 0urselves?

silence ferr quite sumtym, hurt n pain fills mua hart. but ii manage tuh push all e feelins aside n pretend iim 0kaex. went tuh sh0p arnd ferr m0ii c0mpany`s dinner n dance cl0thes. nida wear red, sh0 st0opid l0rx. pink n mar0on 0so ken0t. fark. b0ught a c0at which ishx red n black. hack kare dem. tink ii jux wear jeans n e c0at ken lerx. l0lx. wear til lidat g0 marri0t h0tel. hahax. sh0 farni. saw a skirt which ishx kinda punk. e auntie sae ishx free size. g0d, ii jux slp it 0ver m0ii jeans n its stil sh0 l0ose l0rx. stil sae ken. skirt ken jux dr0p d0wn still ken arhx. neva buy it. but lyk it al0t. th0u ii had a br0wn punk skirt lerx. heex. veh int0 punk tingy n0wadaex. saw plaeb0i watches!! Damn bl0ody exp! $99 jux ferr a n0rmal, n0rt branded watch! unless its real plaeb0i brand watch. but ii dun even n0e whether its fake n0rt. c0s ii n0e real plaeb0i stuff ishx 0ver $1oo.

after sh0ppin ba0beix c0me m0ii hse stay. ii c0ok maggie ferr him tuh eat. l0lx. tink he`s starved lyk hell bahx. hahax. n he`s tired t0o. sch daex he 0nli slp 3-4hrs, n0 w0nder wil tired. haix. beibeix, pls slp earli durin sch daex ken? dun make mie w0rriex. since iim w0rkin u g0t tym wil c0me fetch mie frm w0rk, sure veh tired derx. alm0st n0 tym tuh rest. still kip saein nvm, u ken take it. ii will hart pain derx lehx. dun wanna c u get sick kaex? mux takairex w0rx. n trust mie. ii wun lyk 0ther ppl derx. verlyn ishx r0dric`s ba0ba0x lehx. where gt sh0 ezily lyk 0thers? iim n0rt dat kind 0f ger. sh0 trust mie. ii l0ve eu bibix. *mmuackkx*

h0ls c0min an end s0on. N ii stil hav n0 idea 0f where ii wanna g0. frenx, all hav been w0rkin lerx, startin tuh walk int0 e industry n c0ntribute sumtingx, 0so c0ntributin tuh e family. ferr th0se hu hav been wastin tym plaein ferr e past 2mths, ii luk d0wn 0n dem. c0s dis h0ls ishx a step t0wards 0ur adult life, 16yrs since we depend 0n 0ur parents. Its tym tuh return dem sumtingx durin dis tym, its tym tuh let dem rest after w0rkin half their lives. plaein ishx 0nli a selfish tinkin. ferg0t hu sae dis w0rds tuh mie- w0 men derx kuai lerx shi w0 men fu mu qing derx t0ng ku. c0s dey hav been w0rkin tuh pr0vide us a gd life. ii`ve been w0rkin ferr 2mths, ii n0e h0w m0ii parents feel n0w. ii n0e h0w ez it ishx tuh spent m0ney but h0w difficult it ishx tuh earn it. all ii wanna d0 n0w ishx tuh w0rk hard ferr e nxt 1mth, at least earn e sum 0f m0ney ferr m0ii p0ly sch fees, tuh lessen m0ii parents burden.

g0in 0ut n0w lerx. heex. peeps, t0dae ishx m0ii last 0ff dae. frm tml 0nwards ferr 2weeks ii wun hav ani 0ff daex lerx. but still ken mit u all 0ut ferr dinner wen ii w0rk iin e m0rnin. heex. sh0 kip iin t0uch kaex? ferr th0se hu sms-ed mie n ask abt wat happened, iim 0kaex lerx! reali. sh0 n0 w0rriex kaex? iim s0rriex ii let u all w0rried ferr mie. but e ting ishx 0ver. ii hav sh0 mani sistax w0rryin ferr mie ii wun let aniting happened derx kaex? heex. ii l0ve all 0f u guys! mish all 0f u durin dis h0ls. *hhuggiex*

some f0tox taken wif babyy awhile back..........

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0ur 7mth anniversary...

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durin xmas dae....

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durin new yr c0untd0wn 2oo6...

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

back tuh bl0g.

mani tingx happened. ii n0e it m0iiself. new yr c0untd0wn was kinda disapp0inted but fun. th0u iin e end 0nli left e 4 0f us but we were quite happi.

den, was m0ii 0ff dae wen ii turned d0wn e ktv byy d0do n ivan di. haix. came a klass bbq which ii din manage tuh turn up. s0rriex guys. acheri ii was 0ff frm fri tuh m0n. yeahx, which ishx jux a few daex b4. din went tuh w0rk c0s sumting bad happened tuh mie. made ba0beix sh0cked n l0st at wat tuh d0. n make m0ii wh0le family w0rried ferr mie. but tingx turned 0ut 0kaex lerx. n iim fine t0o lerx. th0u iim stil scared.

s0rriex tuh th0se wh0 hav been w0rried n takin kare 0f mie e past few daex eva since dat incident happened. esp m0ii family, m0ii mama n papa.

k0on n renes mei: pls e tw0 0f u d0 takairex 0f urself kaex. iim s0rriex dat e past few daex iim n0rt able tuh reali help e tw0 0f u c0s 0f sumting dat happened. but e ting ishx 0ver lerx. aniting pls tell mie. k0on, mux kip mie updated wif urr ting kaex? ii h0pe eu dun tink sh0 muchh 1st. *hhuggiex*