Wednesday, October 26, 2005

last nyyte.. after ba0beix send mie h0me, he stay at m0ii hse d0wnstair. n he neva tell mie!! till m0ii sis came back, she tell mie, den ii n0e. haix. 12+am went 0utside. t0k t0 darlinx mani tingx. wat ii wanna n0e he tell mie. kinda hard t0 accept sh0 mani tingx at 0nce. but ii guess, its betta t0 n0e all den t0 sl0wly take tym n accept evriting. c0s pr0bs will still p0p 0ut between us iin e future n m0ii mind will still b wild.

finalli, iim finished wif evriting. n, guess wat?? ii realised sumting. DUN JUDGE A BOOK BYY ITS COVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sh0ckin news. but definitely e truth. din expect all dis. wat ken ii sae?? angryy, hatred ishx wat filled m0ii head. ppl r cheated byy e INNOCENT appearance. even mie, m0iiself. but n0w ii n0e, dat underneath dis inn0cence dat c0vered evriting, e HIDEOUS luks will b revealed iin tym. n ii learnt dat, pretti faces r all masks dat c0vers their UGLINESS. c0s dey hav t0o mani tingx dat dey r ashamed 0f demselves. 0ne w0rd tuhh describe dem--byytch. wanna use e w0rd s***. but shan`t d0 dat. dun tink dat urr pretti. 0thers might n0rt tink sh0. dun tink sh0 highly 0f urrself. c0s urr definitely n0rt up to dat standard. c0s urr character has caused urr appearance t0 b even uglier den u th0t it ishx. m0rale?? ch0ose t0 b a byytch n 0ff u get 0ut 0f m0ii sight! c0s ii hate eu. simplyy hate u t0 e c0re! dun lyk it?? sae 0ut. dun d0 tingx n act infr0nt 0f 0thers lyk urr INNOCENT. ii dun gib a damn!

felt dat a big burden has been lighten up frm mie. been mths since iim affected byy it. but n0w, felt muchh betta after evriting. s0rriex tuh th0se wh0se m0od has been affected byy mie t0o, n s0rriex ferr e w0rried caused peeps!!! *mmuackkx* ii simplyy l0ve eu guys!