Saturday, October 29, 2005

haix. sae ii wun g0 0ut. but simplyy cant resist e temptati0n!! s0bs. disapp0inted iin m0iiself. but t0dae, tink evenin tym wil b back h0me bahx. c0s ba0beix nida g0 war. =)

ytd iin e n0on sis cher kalled. n.. sh0ckin news!!!! sis saw sum0ne jumped 0ff e buildin while she was g0in t0 sch waitin ferr e sch bus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well, currently she`s kinda str0ng abt it. th0u at first wen she came back frm sch she luk frightened. afterall which 9yr-0ld kid wun b frightened 0ut 0f her skin wen she saw a bl0ody figure jux infr0nt 0f her??? but later iin e evenin she was 0kaex lerx. *phew*

hahax. 0ff ii g0~~ say0x~ frm n0w nida chi0ng m0re harder lerx.. after o lebels 0so chi0ng. but different chi0ng-in. hahax. =)

Thursday, October 27, 2005

t0dae physics pract tink ken kill bahx. =X kinda difficult. dun even n0e c0rrect n0t. n0 tym finish 0so. haix. been slackin dis few daex. tym ishx runnin 0ut!!! h0pe m0ii determinati0n will b back n n0rt run awae again!!

hahax. aniwae, gd news ishx, pretty fit tink c0nfirm hirin mie lerx bahx. YEAH!! sh0 happi! l0lx. e manager sae wait till m0ii exams finish den c0ntact mie again. n0w lemme c0ncentrate 0n m0ii exams. sh0 gd ryyte??? kekex. h0pe ken faster o lebels finish, den start w0rk. earn l0tsa m0ney!! den ken buyy e tingx ii lyk n buyy tingx ferr darlinx =) but, ba0beix will b abit sad. s0rriex. c0s ii wil b w0rkin evridae ii tink. 0nli iin e evenin den ken mit him lerx. s0bs. will mish eu derx la0gongx~

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

last nyyte.. after ba0beix send mie h0me, he stay at m0ii hse d0wnstair. n he neva tell mie!! till m0ii sis came back, she tell mie, den ii n0e. haix. 12+am went 0utside. t0k t0 darlinx mani tingx. wat ii wanna n0e he tell mie. kinda hard t0 accept sh0 mani tingx at 0nce. but ii guess, its betta t0 n0e all den t0 sl0wly take tym n accept evriting. c0s pr0bs will still p0p 0ut between us iin e future n m0ii mind will still b wild.

finalli, iim finished wif evriting. n, guess wat?? ii realised sumting. DUN JUDGE A BOOK BYY ITS COVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sh0ckin news. but definitely e truth. din expect all dis. wat ken ii sae?? angryy, hatred ishx wat filled m0ii head. ppl r cheated byy e INNOCENT appearance. even mie, m0iiself. but n0w ii n0e, dat underneath dis inn0cence dat c0vered evriting, e HIDEOUS luks will b revealed iin tym. n ii learnt dat, pretti faces r all masks dat c0vers their UGLINESS. c0s dey hav t0o mani tingx dat dey r ashamed 0f demselves. 0ne w0rd tuhh describe dem--byytch. wanna use e w0rd s***. but shan`t d0 dat. dun tink dat urr pretti. 0thers might n0rt tink sh0. dun tink sh0 highly 0f urrself. c0s urr definitely n0rt up to dat standard. c0s urr character has caused urr appearance t0 b even uglier den u th0t it ishx. m0rale?? ch0ose t0 b a byytch n 0ff u get 0ut 0f m0ii sight! c0s ii hate eu. simplyy hate u t0 e c0re! dun lyk it?? sae 0ut. dun d0 tingx n act infr0nt 0f 0thers lyk urr INNOCENT. ii dun gib a damn!

felt dat a big burden has been lighten up frm mie. been mths since iim affected byy it. but n0w, felt muchh betta after evriting. s0rriex tuh th0se wh0se m0od has been affected byy mie t0o, n s0rriex ferr e w0rried caused peeps!!! *mmuackkx* ii simplyy l0ve eu guys!

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

wat hav ii d0ne???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

0nce again, ii caused tears tuhh wet his face. 0nce again, ii saw e smile disappear frm his face.
darlinx, s0rriex.
din mean tuhh.
haix.
wat ken ii sae??
wat ken ii d0 except tuh gib eu a tyte hug??
wat wat wat e HELL m ii tinkin??
i`ve made a TERRIBLE mistake.

pr0mised n0rt tuhh let it affect mie. n iim tryin. but eu th0t dat tingx had affected mie again. it did n0rt. ii swear............... reali. haix.
b0ii, ii n0e wat ii sae tuhh eu jux a few daex b4. ii still rmb it. im n0rt e kind 0f pers0n hu sae 0ne ting but d0 e 0ther. trust mie. ii dun wanna c eu suffer. dun wanna c urr tears. dats y im tryin hard tuh walk past evriting. eu understand? dun lemme b reminded 0f evriting again. c0s ii dun wish tuhh. n ii n0e eu 0so d0esnt wan mie tuhh. eu d0te mie, kare ferr mie, n urr hart aches wen eu c m0ii tears. all dese ii n0e. ii ken feel urr warmth, urr kare n urr evriting. ii ken feel urr anxiousness n w0rriedness. ii wanna pr0tect eu e wae eu pr0tect mie frm harm. sh0 ii will b str0ng tuhh take evriting. ii`ve learnt mani tingx. ii`ve learnt tuhh b calm even wen mua mind ishx c0nfused. ii`ve learnt sumtymx e m0re ii sae e m0re ii will hurt eu. thus ii remains quiet even if eu wan mie tuh scream 0r sh0ut. ii`ve learnt tuhh b str0ng tuhh catch eu fall wen eu r tired. dere r t0o mani tingx ii`ve learnt frm eu. n ii wanna understand eu m0re. im s0rriex dat at tymx e silence ii gib eu ishx unbearable. but im jux havin tym al0ne t0 s0rt 0ut mua th0ts. sh0 dun anih0w tink. dun leave mie kaex ba0beix??

n0w at ba0beix hse. jux n0w went t0 sch ferr chem practical. was 0kaex ii tink. kinda ez. after dat ii, yiqi n juan went t0 835 t0 print w0rksheet. c0nfided iin dem m0ii tingx. guys, ferget abt it kaex? n0e its sh0ckin t0 u. ii din wanna sae 0ut. but u tw0 wanna n0e. n ii feel dat its 0kaex t0 tell e tw0 0f u. c0s ii trust u guys! *mmuackkx* l0ve u!!

s0rriex t0 make u all w0rried ferr mie. ii wun tink 0f dyin all dat lerx. but if tingx realli happened dat wae ii reali dunn0 if ii will l0se m0ii mind n did tingx with0ut tinkin. ii l0ve him. mayb m0re den ii n0e it. reali cant live with0ut him. iim f0olish. bbut ii dun tink ii sacrifice m0re den him. he did t0o muchh ferr mie which ii tink ii dun deserve it. iim n0rt tired. th0u dis relati0nship has m0re 0bstacles den b4, iim still str0ng t0 carri 0n. iim s0rriex t0 make u guys hart ache ferr mie. ii n0e u all feel dat iim xingku. but ii dun tink it dis wae. its 0kaex ferr mie. hardships ii had g0ne thru, even w0rse den dis derx 0so hav. sh0 ii wil b str0ng ferr u guys n0 matter wat.

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taken 0n 1o.o8.o5. hasnt been able t0 scan it. but n0w ken lerx. hahax. kinda ugly. =X

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happi 5mth lingx!! ii l0ve eu. s0rriex ferr e hardships ii had cause eu t0 g0 thru. 0ur l0ve stand str0ng 0wayyx!

Monday, October 24, 2005

wake up n did s0me w0rk. den ii, tricia n cindy mit ba0beix at inter. den we went t0 eat pizza hut. kekex. eat till sh0 full. den went t0 walk arnd. decided t0 g0 8oo+ rent disc. den ba0beix came m0ii hse. watch `RNA` b4 ba0beix g0 back.

Saturday, October 22, 2005

n0w at ba0beix hse. takin c0ntrol 0ver his c0m! whahahax. kinda tired. last nyyte c0s 0f dat tingy cried till 4+am still haven slp. dunn0 wat tym slp derx. m0rnin 9am wake up, prepare, den rush tuh mac tuh buyy breakfast gib ba0beix. =) later g0in 0ut tuh hav fun ferr e last tym!?? =X

y r e tears fl0win d0wn??? y??
y d0es mua hart hurt sh0 muchh lyk it neva hurt b4?
y d0 ii hav tuhh face all dese 0bstacles, which ishx makin mie l0st?
y y y???
y d0es tingx 0wayyx happen 0n mie??
y d0 ii hav tuhh rmb e hurtful past??
y d0 ii hav tuh mind all e tingx dat ken0t b erase n0 matter wat?
y d0es IT hav tuhh past thru mua life-path?
even jux a sh0rt trip thru mua life has t0ppled evriting upside-d0wn.

ii hate IT. hate IT tuhh e c0re.

went t0 t0wn ferr an interview wif ba0beix at wisma. h0pe ii ken get e j0b!! but muz wait ferr e manager t0 kall mie 0n tue. =)

after dat ii n ba0beix went t0 heeren. we went t0 sh0p arnd. n t0ok f0tox! well. dun quite n0e h0w t0 use e machine. wen ii n0e 0nli left 2pics t0 take lerx. sh0 ugliee e f0tox. =( decided t0 g0 marche t0 eat. but t0o mani ppl lerx. sh0 we decided 0ther dae den g0 eat l0rx. s0bs. nvm. walk t0 far east. den arnd 9pm lidat we went t0 HAN`S. after finish eatin we t0ok bus back t0 ba0beix hse. well, 0n e wae ii was kinda sad c0s ii th0t 0f IT again. haix. s0rriex darlinx. nearly make eu cryy. went ba0beix hse. waited ferr him t0 bath 0ut den we cycle t0 pasir ris park. reach dere was g0in t0 rain. awhile later reali rain lerx. we cycle back t0 cheers l0rx. slack awhile b4 takin cab h0me.

Friday, October 21, 2005

m0rnin mit 7dwarfs g0 eat. den went t0 sch ferr graduati0n cerem0ny. its 0ur last dae iin sch. kinda sad abt it. ii dun mish e sch. 0nli mish m0ii frenx, n e teachers iin dere. haix. ii cried twice. th0u n0bodi cried. dunn0 y ii kinda em0tional siax. let juan dey all guess c0rrect ii will b e first t0 cryy =X ang g0 put 0ur f0tox iin e presentati0n slides!! g0d!! damn ugli! w0nder h0w he g0rt all 0ur 0utings f0tox siax?after e cerem0ny we stayed back t0 take f0tox. take l0tsa f0tox!! sh0 happi. hahax. decided t0 sae s0me w0rds t0 s0me pple preci0us t0 mie.......

k0on nu-er: iim s0rriex t0 hav let eu 0wayyx sh0 w0rriex ferr mie, w0nderin wat has happened t0 mie. n mani m0re. urr 0ne great pers0n ii wun ferget. n ii n0e ii wun l0se t0uch wif eu n0 matter wat. sumtymx jux fergib mie ferr n0rt tellin eu m0ii pr0bs. mux wait till eu read m0ii bl0g den n0e. but urr sum0ne ii neva regret n0ein. c0s all m0ii happiness n s0rrows urr e 0ne wh0 acc mie thru all. neva had sum0ne hu will stand byy mie all e tym n held 0ut a helpin hand wen ii nid it. urr e first 0ne. sh0.. veri veri big tankkew.

7dwarfs+evil queen: eu guys simplyyyy r0x t0 e c0re!! btw, s0rriex celest. wryte wr0ngly iin urr b0ok arhx. shld b n0e eu 1o yrs. n0rt 12. l0lx. yiqi arhx, ii will still b dere t0 gib eu advices wen eu nid it. sh0 n0 w0rriex kaex? wanna tank eu n juan ferr 0wayyx listenin t0 m0ii pr0bs wif him. n enc0uragin mie sh0 muchh. tellin mie sh0 mani l0gics. hahax.

u12: eu guys has br0ught different c0lous iint0 m0ii life wif urr different pers0nalities.

sueh li mei: w0nderin h0w r eu?? haven been kipin iin c0ntact wif eu. eu 0so b0 sim. neva c0ntact mie. s0bs. mish e past wen we went 0ut 2getherr w0rx. th0u ishx a few yrs back lerx. haix. s0bs. after o lebels h0pe ken find eu 0ut 0ne dae. c0ntinue t0 smile kaex?

jingx: glad t0 hav eu as m0ii br0!!

eu guys mux gambahteh nehx!! lets walk dis path 2gether n iin a sh0rt peri0d 0f tym, we`ll b free!! l0ve all 0f eu!! *mmuackx* =)

after sch went back h0me change den mit ba0beix. went tm t0 buyy m0ii b0ok. damn suay. reach e t0p 0f e escalat0r saw her. shall n0rt sae ishx wh0. but ii hate e GUY wif her. ask him dun c c lahx. lyk g0rt his business lidat kip seein. fark.

hack kare. went t0 p0pular but e b0ok s0ld 0ut lerx. idi0t. kall celest n she sae will help mie print. tankx al0t~ after dat ii n ba0beix went airp0rt studi l0rx. went t0 find prisc jie n t0k t0 her awhile. den g0 studi lerx. 11+pm ba0beix suddenly sae wanna eat ice-cream. =X sh0 we g0 swensen eat n0rhx. hahax. abt 1am reach h0me.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

mit juan, yiqi n kaiying at library t0dae. mit 1pm. but ii was late. hahax. ferr 1hr! *0ops* l0lx. s0rriex guys. b4 dat m0rnin mit ba0beix g0 eat mac breakfast. den ba0beix c0me m0ii hse while ii prepare l0rx. he send mie g0 library b4 g0in h0me. hahax. abt 5+pm we decided t0 g0. ii mit ba0beix g0 eat, den ask juan dey all al0ng. 1st tym siax. lidat g0 eat 2gether. but awhile 0nli. dun hav m0ii bk cake. s0bs. dunn0 y will 0ut 0f st0ck. after eatin deyy went back den ii n ba0beix g0 slack awhile b4 g0in h0me.

Sunday, October 16, 2005

wake up. sh0 sianx. dun feel lyk d0in hmk. haix. m0ii h0lidae m0od c0me lerx. shyt. if dis carri 0n m0ii exams sure die.

did s0me chem afterall. den prepare t0 g0 0ut. 7.1opm went 0ut n mit d0do 0n bus. den mit xiangyi n li at inter. yenyin t0ok e same bus as us. sh0 we waited wif herr ferr kyla. nick didi n ch0on h0ng g0 esplanade first. kyla came n we went 2getherr l0rx. g0 watch sean`s perf0rmance. reach dere sean tell us sae cancel c0s 0f bad weather. st0opid siax. haix. we went t0 marina square t0 c c l0rx. abt 9+pm we went back tamp lerx. reach tamp went t0 bk still dun hav sundae pie. haix. we went t0 buyy ice-cream. den dey all acc mie wait ferr ba0beix. ba0beix last min kall sae wanna mit. ba0beix came n we went t0 eat. g0 824 dere. c0s 844 nth t0 eat lerx. after eatin ba0beix send mie h0me l0rx.

aHh b0ii. we`re gettin happier n cl0ser lerx. e daex 2gether despite exams all dat r such w0nderful daex. eu gib iin tuhh mie, tried t0 change e wae eu tink jux ferr mie. n has made mani excepti0ns c0s 0f mie. darlinx eu t0uched mua hart deeply. y d0 eu 0wayx make mie feel sh0 f0rtunate?? eu seems t0 hav e p0wer t0 turn evriting frm bad tuhh gd. frm w0nderful tuhh amazing. urr mua angel b0ii. ii n0e eu hav been waitin ferr mie t0 sae s0me w0rds. n ii will d0 it 0nli wen ii hav truly m0ve 0n frm evriting. ii wun let eu wait t0o l0ng. ii n0e eu hav been h0pin ferr mie t0 sae th0se w0rds evritym ii luk at eu. s0rriex b0ii~ gerr wanna tankx eu ferr e tingx eu hav d0ne, n e gifts eu hav b0ught ferr mie. but darlinx, dun spent sh0 muchh ken? eu may sae eu dun mind, but ii will feel guilty 0ver it. understand? ii l0ve eu sweethart, mish eu e m0ment mua eyes cant find eu.

mua hart beats, 0nli ferr eu. it beats faster, e m0ment eu t0uched mie.
dun eva leave, ii will die with0ut hartbeat.

Saturday, October 15, 2005

mit ba0beix earli t0dae. c0s ii had sumting 0n iin e evenin. we went t0 plaza sing first. buyy m0vie tix first. watch `e wig` l0rx.

e m0vie was kinda scary n gr0ss ii feel. but e endin ishx abit sad. but its w0rth watchin!!!! waitin ferr `cell0`~~

after e m0vie we went t0 walk arnd plaza sing awhile b4 g0in t0 bugis. reach bugis, den went t0 c tingx l0rx. ba0beix sh0 ke lian, kip pei mie c m0ii tingx den neva c his tingx. saw lizhen deyy all. den at bugis st saw germaine n dennis. dunn0 y ba0beix kip seein his frenx. walk awhile saw rachel wif lizhen.

s0rt 0f quarrel wif ba0beix. C0s 0f a t0p. haix. dunn0 y e w0rds he sae seems t0 hurt mie, n sp0il m0ii wh0le m0od. but after awhile we r 0kaex lerx. n ba0beix b0ught a necklace ferr mie. he insisted. haix. tankx darlinx. went t0 sh0p. den ii b0ught a t0p t0 match m0ii br0wn pants. hehex. n 0so b0ught high-cut sh0es. heex.

den we t0ok cab g0 parkway dere. den ba0beix went h0me. ii g0 m0ii c0usin babyy 1mth celebrati0n. den eat lerx went back inter. mit ba0beix t0 take m0ii tingx. hahax. c0s ii ask him brin h0me first. ii n prisc at inter wait l0rx. des, keen n xian hui came n find us first. we t0k awhile n ba0beix came. den after awhile ii n ba0beix left t0 g0 buyy m0vie tix. ba0beix watchin m0vie wif his frenx.

den we went t0 bk. ii wanna eat e sundae pie. but n0 st0ck. s0bs. ba0beix send mie h0me l0rx.

Friday, October 14, 2005

t0ok back rep0rt b0ok. 0nli ken sae, iim veh veh disapp0inted. ask m0iiself, wh0 m ii?? n ii realized, iim n0bodi, jux a typical failure.

[.x.studies.x.]
-fail t0 do well.
-fail t0 get sch0larship, which ii hav been gettin since sec1, jux c0s 0f m0ii farkin CCA pts.
-resulted t0 m0ii c0nduct gettin fair?? damn bl0ody gd t0 hav a c0nduct fair.

[.x.family.x.]
-fail t0 kare ferr evri0ne at h0me.
-fail t0 get al0ng well wif m0ii sis.
-fail t0 stop quarrellin wif m0ii parents.
-fail t0 st0p lettin dem w0rriex ferr mie.
-fail t0 g0 h0me earli

[.x.frenx.x.]
-fail t0 b dere ferr dem wen dey nid sum0ne.
-fail t0 st0p lettin dem w0rriex.
-fail t0 share their happiness n s0rrows.
-fail t0 c0nfide iin dem m0ii pr0bs.

[.x.l0ve.x.]
-fail t0 let ba0beix n0e h0w ii feel.
-fail t0 st0p lettin him w0rriex.
-fail t0 listen t0 him.
-fail t0 b a gd ger.
-fail t0 st0p bein stubb0rn.
-fail t0 trust him.
-fail t0 understand him, n0e h0w he feels.
-fail t0 l0ve him e wae he l0ve mie.

wat ishx all dis???? haix. wat r m0ii achievements?? nth. nth at all. iim jux a devil. truly devil.

after sch mit ivan g0 tm. he wanna buyy present. sh0p arnd c c. den walk back t0 aHh pek sh0p. at dere saw jingx sh0 slack awhile. 5pm went t0 d0do hse. li was dere 0ready. ii tried e 2t0ps. iin e end ken0t. luckily g0rt try. if n0rt buyy lerx 0so ken0t wear. juan came n we went t0 buyy drinks. den g0 back sch l0rx. n0rt mani ppl came. haix. but nvm. c0s we hav fun afterall. e 7 0f us t0ok mani f0tox arnd e sch. l0lx. after mani c0nfusi0n we went back. ii, yq n li sit underbl0ck. waitiin ferr ba0beix, et n shar0n t0 c0me. ba0beix came first. den shar0n den et. after dat we went separate waes. ii n ba0beix went t0 A1. sh0 suay. sec2 jermaine was dere t0o. but hack kare. she neva dia0 mie. sh0 ii 0so neva d0 aniting. after dat ii n ba0beix g0 slack. ii wanna g0 h0me. but ba0beix dun wan. ii dun wan leave him al0ne. sh0 acc him g0 slack l0rx. we went t0 playgr0und plae swing. hahax. saw di, wei, jingx deyy all. sh0 big grp. t0k awhile den dey g0 m0ii hse dere. arnd 11.2opm ba0beix send mie h0me.

7dwarfs+evil queen:n0e all 0f u kare. iim veri t0uched. t0 c all 0f u c0min t0 e t0ilet t0 find mie. li, tankx ferr urr t0ilet paper. but ii neva cryy. unexpected h0rx? u all th0t ii will cryy. but iin e end ii neva. tankx u guys ferr th0se w0rds. last dae 0f sch n ii still sp0il all 0f u derx m0od. reali s0rriex. tankx juan n yq ferr e sms. d0do, juan, yq n ky, tankx ferr e l0vely letter n paper crane. simply l0ve u guys~

liyu:tankx ferr urr w0rds 0f enc0uragement. guess u n0ticed iim disapp0inted bahx.

la0gongx:s0rriex ii made u w0rriex lerx. n s0rriex ferr e w0rds dat ii hav sae. s0rriex t0 sae dat u dun understand h0w ii feel. iim st0opid t0 hav sae all th0se w0rds t0 u. iim s0rriex.

Thursday, October 13, 2005

whahahax!!! sh0 happi!! kekex.. g0t back m0ii a.maths test papers t0dae.. kinda unbelievable.. c0s ii acheri g0t 71/8o! n0rt ha0 lian 0r wat.. but t0 mie ishx a gd news.. c0s ii neva g0t 0ver 7o b4! hahax..

later g0nna g0 back sch ferr nyyte klass.. den tml eng nyyte klass g0in back ferr klass 0uting.. but e klass sh0 n0rt steady.. haix.. 0nli 2o ppl g0in.. s0bs.. sat ishx m0ii c0usin babyy 1mth party!! g0nna g0 celeb lerx.. d0do ji0 mie sun g0 watch sean`s c0ncert at esplanade.. dunn0 wanna g0 n0rt.. c0s if g0 dun hav tym t0 d0 hmk lerx.. fri, sat n sun n0rt free.. haix..

darlinx. jux wanna sae, ii l0ve eu!! hahax. l0lx. lame ryyte? kekex.

P.S: HAPPI BDAE PRISC JIE!!! acheri ishx tml. but ii wish t0dae. kekex.

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

had been studyin studyin n STUDYIN LYK HELL ferr e past few daex!!! g0d.. ii nid s0me rest..

[7.1o.o5] after sch went t0 c0ld st0rage wif d0do n juan t0 buyy ingredients.. den we went t0 make e f0tox.. l0lx.. sh0 fun e machine!! whahax.. printed m0stly m0ii f0tox 0ut.. after dat ii went t0 d0do hse n we start makin e br0wnie.. den trick jingx n wei t0 g0 d0do blk.. make e br0wnie ferr their belated bdae.. but n0t fun derx.. dey 0so ken guess it lerx.. after dey finish eatin den we all went h0me lerx l0rx..

[8.1o.o5] th0t ii will neva g0 0ut.. but ii cant resist e temptati0n t0 g0 0ut.. l0lx..

well.. b4 ii went 0ut.. a bad ting happened.. m0ii f0ne sp0ilt!!! ii put e f0ne 0n m0ii bed den tricia mei kick it d0wn e bed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ii was sh0 upset.. m0ii camera e visi0n damn blur.. haix..

mit ba0beix arnd 2+pm at inter.. ii ken0t c0ntr0l sh0 cryy 0ut.. sh0 paisehx.. but hart reali damn pain.. ba0beix th0t ii wat happened.. den tell him m0ii f0ne sp0il.. s0rriex ba0beix.. haix.. wan g0 repair.. but ba0beix sae dun wan.. c0s inside m0ii f0tox all dat will b GONE!! which ishx a hart attack t0 mie c0s dey r sh0 damn preci0us.. maybe after o lebels ii changin a new f0ne bahx.. den leave dis f0ne al0ne.. s0bs.. ='(

den we went t0 t0wn.. wanna watch m0vie.. but cine g0t n0 sh0w.. l0usy.. sh0 we went t0 heeren n t0ok f0tox.. den went t0 eat l0rx.. after dat went t0 far east.. sh0p sh0p c c l0rx.. sh0p till sianx lerx.. we decided t0 take bus g0 plaza sing c g0t wat m0vie.. reach dere decided t0 watch `int0 e blue`.. watchin 11.5opm derx.. midnyyte? duhx.. nida take cab h0me lerx.. went t0 sh0p arnd PS.. den ii b0ught a necklace[acheri ishx ba0beix buyy gimme derx. c0s t0dae wateva ii spent all he pay? tankx al0t babyy, but ii felt sh0 guilty abt it!! =X]

abt 9+pm ba0beix n ii g0 m0s burger eat.. den went 0utside PS t0 slack.. slack till 11+pm e m0vie g0nna start den g0 iin..

after m0vie ii n ba0beix t0ok cab back tamp.. den we slack till 4am lidat den g0 h0me.. =X hahax..

t0dae.. neva g0 sch.. wasnt feelin well iin e m0rnin.. m0ii thr0at s0re till m0ii v0ice change t0tally.. mish e e.maths test t0dae.. haix.. 1oam w0ke up bath den g0 t0 pri sch fetch m0ii y0ungest sis.. she was sick t0o.. den t0ok cab frm dere g0 west cc eat mac.. mit ba0beix dere t0o.. den went t0 c d0c 2gether l0rx..

n0w at ba0beix hse.. been 4daex since ii last speak t0 m0ii sis? well.. dun intend t0 4gib her.. c0s she neva even ap0logise t0 mie.. still sc0ld mie?? n0 l0gic.. haix.. t0dae g0t chu shi.. but ii neva g0.. if g0 d0wn mayb will kena sc0ld byy k0r bahx.. sae exam peri0d still g0 d0wn.. but t0dae g0t hua ce.. haix.. mish 2tymx tianeng hua ce lerx.. s0bs..

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

sh0 sianx!!!!!!!!! n0w eng peri0d jux n0w d0 sh0 mani b0 lia0 0nline eng practices.. st0opid daniel.. den we surf net she g0 cl0se e wind0w.. urghh..

haix.. sianx.. n0w net ken0t use.. mux g0 till ba0beix hse t0 use.. sh0 ma fan.. haix... but 0so gd lahx.. if n0rt ii ken0t c0ncentrate 0n studies kip use net..

11n0v g0t chu shi!! 5o li0ns lehx!! but ii ken0t g0.. s0bs.. haix.. ii wanna g0!! st0opid o lebels!.......... =( 0ne m0re mth.. after 0ne m0re mth.. iim free! ken g0 sh0ppin.. g0 aniwhere ii lyk.. t0n 0utside[mayb at ba0beix hse? l0lx..] g0 find w0rk.. n m0st imptly.. g0 clubbin!!! damn l0ng nvrr club lerx.. mish e place sh0 muchh.. haix..

studies jux sux t0 e c0re..

frenx.. wh0 r m0ii real frenx??
wh0 reali d0 kare?? wh0 reali ken b trusted??
wh0 will b dere ferr eu till e end? wh0 wil brush eu awae wen tingx happen?
wh0 wil stand byy eu thru difficult tymx? wh0 wil let eu suffer al0ne?
c0nfused byy e evriting.. ppl arnd mie.. w0nderin wh0 r e true 0nes..
it sh0 happen dat 0nce iin 0ur lifetym.. n0rt all e ppl we met r trustw0rthy..
ask urself.. r eu 0ne 0f e true frenx arnd mie?
if yes.. lemme n0e.. sh0w it 0ut..
ii dun nid w0rds.. c0s w0rds dun mean aniting..
acti0n 0ften speaks l0uder den w0rds..
n ii trust dat..
accept mie ferr wh0 ii m.. ii dun fake.. ii sh0w 0ut m0ii true self..
lyk sum0ne.. dislyk sum0ne.. hate sum0ne.. ii sh0w 0ut..
dere`s nth ferr mie t0 fear..
sh0 wat dat pers0n n0rt happi?? sh0 wat if dey r m0ii frenx`s frenx?
dats their pr0b.. c0s dey 0ffended mie.. n its a fact..
n0rt happi wif mie.. hate mie.. eu ken walk awae..
ii 0nli wan true frenx byy mie.. fakers n hyp0crites jux fark 0ff n get 0ut 0f m0ii sight..

~ l0ve mie 0r hate mie. true fren 0r faker. up tuhh eu tuhh ch0ose.

mish mua preci0us b0ii sh0 muchh``

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

[3.1o.o5] HAPPI SWIT 16 SAMY!!

[o4.1o.o5] HAPPI SWIT 16 BRO WEI!!! n HAPPI BDAE DESMOND!

wh0ax.. damn STRESSED UP!! t0dae g0t a.maths test.. g0d hell.. dun hav tym t0 finish.. c0s halfwae thru e paper ii n jingfeng g0 d0wn dentist.. stupid dentist.. hai we 2 climb up n d0wn 3 r0unds!!

tml still g0t a.maths test again.. h0pe wun b sh0 difficult.. but ang sae will b kinda difficult.. haix.. scared siax.. den g0t sh0 mani papers n hmk t0 d0 0ready.. cant even finish..

ba0beix n0w n lebels lerx.. all e best t0 eu darlinx! s0rriex if ii cant f0rk 0ut e tym t0 spend wif eu.. c0s m0ii schedule n0w ishx kinda pack wif tests n hmk.. dui bu qi.. *mmuackkx

yest went t0 bugis after sch t0 buyy a pants.. acheri ishx guys derx.. but nvm.. c0s g0t gerx wear sumting lidat 0so.. hahax..