Friday, September 02, 2005

went t0 bugis wif ba0beix n tricia mei.. reach dere first tingy ishx eat? l0lx.. e tw0 piggy.. hahax.. jkjk.. after dat went t0 walk arnd t0 c c l0rx.. den went t0 bugis street.. ba0beix wasnt himself.. he seems t0 hav sumting kipin frm mie.. m0ii mind jux g0 craziee n ii jux pretend lyk n0thin happen lidat.. ii ask him.. but he sae nth.. but ii N0E dere ishx sumting.. tricia went t0 buyy a skirt.. damn cheap.. $2o 0nli.. den after all e walkin we went t0 bk t0 sit n eat l0rx.. 9+pm we went back tamp.. ba0beix send mie g0 mit ivan deyy all den he g0 mit his frenx.. ii help van d0 sumting.. well.. after all e sweatin we finalli finish e masterpiece.. was sh0 pr0ud 0f m0iiself =) c0s e results turn 0ut quite nice.. kekex.. den went back h0me arnd 11.45pm lidat.. fall asleep wen ba0beix sms mie.. den 4+am ii w0ke up send sms gib ba0beix.. 12sms iin t0tal? well.. al0t 0f tingx t0 tell him.. haix.. den realised daddy f0ne was still wif mie den faster return back his r0om..

y u dun wanna tell mie e truth? y did u lied? ii ask u izzit abt dat tingy but u sae n0? ii n0e.. ii n0e ishx abt it.. u denyy it.. haix.. darlinx.. b truthful t0 mie.. u dun lyk it.. ii change.. iim willin t0 d0 it ferr euu.. euu nearly make mie cryy 0ut 0utside e t0ilet.. ii had a hard tym preventin m0ii tears frm fallin.. ii din wan euu t0 w0rriex.. ii din wanna c euu sad.. but pls dun treat mie sh0 c0ld.. at dat p0int 0f tym.. iim reali scared.. damn scared.. ii kip anih0w tink.. r euu g0in t0 leave mie? wat r euu tinkin at dat p0int 0f tym? y r euu actin dis wae? dere r sh0 mani y n unanswered Qn iin m0ii head.. ii feel sh0 l0st.. dere`s an unsp0ken fear iinside 0f mie.. ii wish euu ken h0ld mie tyte.. t0 tell mie wats g0in 0n.. darlinx.. iim reali scared.. ii cant imagine a dae with0ut euu dere byy m0ii side.. reali.. iim used t0 havin euu.. used t0 all urr habits.. used t0 all urr d0ins.. ii l0ve euu bibix.. din wanna leave euu..