Thursday, September 29, 2005

y0yox.. hahax.. n0w at ba0beix hse!! l0lx.. iim mad.. whahahax..

g0t back all m0ii RESULTS! haix.. pathetic siax.. all A1 except physics n eng.. which ishx B4.. s0bs.. sh0 p0or.. haix.. nida buck up 0n dis tw0 lerx..

g0nna make m0ii frenster pr0file lerx! whahahax.. g0 yan jiu yan jiu.. kekex..

yiqi:wat happen t0 u?? u haven tell mie yet.. haix.. dun sh0 sad kaex? aniting tell mie.. u sae derx.. ii will lend u m0ii ear.. jux lyk h0w u lend urs t0 mie.. *huggiex

ivan di: di arhx.. s0rriex w0rx.. last nyyte u ask mie acc u g0 eat ii nvrr.. haix.. den.. still sae u change lerx.. dun take it seri0usly t0 hart kaex.. mayb ishx ii t0o sensitive 0r wat bahx.. d0esnt mean wat ii sae ishx real mahx.. haix.. if 0thers nvrr sae aniting den ishx m0ii 0wn tinkin lerx.. veri s0rriex..

d0do:n0w we lyk distant apart lerx? haix.. ii dunn0 izzit real 0r wat.. s0rriex.. haix.. nvrr c0nfide iin u m0ii pr0bs.. but.. its hard t0 sae 0ut t0 u.. c0s.. 0f s0me reas0ns.. n u will b trap iin e middle again.. sh0 ii rather share m0ii happiness wif u den m0ii sadness.. but dun w0rriex t0o muchh ferr mie.. c0s behind dere r still m0re ppl ferr mie t0 fall back 0n.. sh0 n0 w0rriex kaex? iim leadin 0n fine.. n.. dun b t0o upset wif urr results.. buck up m0re ferr e nxt 1mth.. n it will b 0ver.. gambahteh!

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

t0dae g0t back s0me papers.. m0ii a.maths was kinda disast0us.. haix.. but lucky paper2 pulled m0ii marks up.. den g0t back chem paper2 secti0n b.. sh0 happi siax wen g0t back paper.. c0s ii manage t0 pass! th0t its e end.. l0lx.. den g0t back ge0g.. n0rt t0o bad.. dunn0 ms tan g0t gimme 0ne mark n0rt.. she sae mux c0nsider first.. s0bs.. eng paper still 0kaex l0rx.. n0w nida wait ferr eng paper 2, physics paper n chem paper 3..

after sch ba0beix c0me m0ii hse.. den he acc mie g0 eat.. after dat he g0 h0me l0rx..

n0w iim sh0 sianx!! urgh! c0m all nth derx.. haix.. ken0t make f0tox... ken0t use net.. evriting 0so ken0t.. shyt it! haix..

HATE ppl wif n0 brain 0f their 0wn..
kip 0n C0PY 0thers..
m0nkey c m0nkey d0?
farkin idi0tic.. act act act..
infr0nt 0f 0thers dun dare dia0 arhx..
knn.. actin lyk a 2-headed snake 0nli?
n0e wat e l0go mean?
well.. st0p actin jux lyk wat it means..
disgustin freak..
cut it 0ff.. st0p bein such a BYTCH!

Monday, September 26, 2005

wat a dae t0dae?

m0rnin ran t0 sch.. g0nna b late mahx.. sh0 ba0beix n ii faster run l0rx.. felt sh0 tired after runnin earli iin e m0rnin.. went t0 klass.. g0t back m0ii papers.. sh0 happi ferr chem.. c0s ii impr0ve lerx.. s0cial still 0kaex.. but e.maths abit disapp0intin.. haix.. nvrr g0t sh0 l0w marks ferr maths b4.. haix.. h0pe paper 2 ken b betta.. but ang sae paper 2 ishx h0rrible.. haix..

durin chi ii, juan n yiqi went t0 e library.. t0k al0t 0f tingx dere.. tell dem abt e tingx iinside mie.. n iim sh0 glad ii t0ld dem all.. den eng went t0 c0m lab.. kekex.. make m0ii bl0g dere.. n.. ii finalli f0und e pr0b lerx!! acheri ishx d0do f0und derx.. ask her help mie check m0ii scripts mahx.. den she saw ii ferg0t cl0se e bl0gger.. n0 w0nder e p0sts ken0t b seen.. kekex.. tankx al0t d0do!

after sch ba0beix c0me m0ii hse.. his m0od was sh0 bad.. haix.. but after t0kin t0 him he was 0kaex lerx.. h0pe m0ii 0ther papers will b betta..

hasnt been seein m0ii frenx bl0g ferr quite sumtymx.. c0s m0ii net still ken0t use.. haix.. h0pe ken faster make 0kaex.. den ask ba0beix dey all send mie m0ii f0tox.. c0s m0ii f0tox iinside m0ii c0m all g0ne! s0bs.. but lucky s0me 0f it ishx at weijie`s c0m! weijie ishx m0ii jiu ming en ren.. l0lx.. n al0t ishx wif ba0beix.. c0s ii all g0t send gib him.. n lucky ii n ba0beix derx f0tox all at his c0m! if n0rt ii sure cryy lyk hell.. hahax..

yiqi n juan:l0ve eu tw0 sh0 muchh.. hahax.. er xin ryte? l0lx.. 0so l0ve 0ther dwarfs+evil queen lahx.. dun sae ii bias.. kekex... ii`ve tink thru wat u all sae.. n ii n0e dat ii mind t0o muchh abt appearance lerx.. iim sh0 glad u guys understand mie.. n0e h0w iim feelin.. n e w0rds u guys t0ld mie reali make a great impact.. u guys make mie feel dat iim sh0 f0rtunate.. t0 hav all 0f u as m0ii frenx!

Sunday, September 25, 2005

w0ke up n sms ba0beix.. mitin him g0 buy tingx.. heex.. we mit at inter.. after dat went t0 junct8n t0 buyy m0ii preci0us m0ments f0tox album.. kekex.. l0ve it sh0 muchh! den we went t0 buyy s0me f0od t0 eat.. den t0ok train t0 lavender.. went t0 beach r0ad.. ii wanna find mua bag.. but walk till sh0 h0t n sweaty still dun hav.. s0bs.. kinda disapp0inted.. haix.. nvm.. den ii n ba0beix went t0 plaza sing t0 buy m0vie tix ferr `e myth`.. acheri ii dun wan watch derx.. but ba0beix wanna watch.. sh0 acc him l0rx.. hmMmx..

went 0utside ps t0 slack.. t0ok f0tox again.. whahahax.. sh0 zi lian ryyte? l0lx.. b0 bian mahx.. iim lidat.. kekex.. abt 6.45pm lidat we went up t0 GV l0rx.. it was damn c0ld! ba0beix was shiverin all e while inside e cinema.. but h0rx.. sh0 qi ji siax.. ii n0rt feelin c0ld.. =X hahax.. evritym ishx ii c0ld derx.. kekex.. after e m0vie was abt 9.15pm.. n we went back t0 tamp.. ii was kinda tired.. hmMmx.. went h0me bath lerx den slp lerx l0rx..

Saturday, September 24, 2005

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welcum t0 earth rik0!
m0ii c0usin babyy c0rn t0dae! but ii nida studi sh0 ken0t g0 c e baby.. s0bs..

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happi 4 mthx mua darlinx! *mmuackx

ba0beix arhx ba0beix.. c0m d0wn sh0 ken0t wryte testi ferr eu.. s0rriex.. h0pe eu dun mind.. hmMmx.. jux e usual tingy.. wanna sae tankkew n s0rriex.. tankkew ferr e sacrifices made dis 2week.. n s0rriex ferr e arguments we had.. dis mth ii had less tym ferr eu.. sh0 s0rriex.. h0pe t0 hav urr understandin.. darlinx.. eu make mie fall deeper n deeper lerx.. h0w? ii l0ve eu al0t al0t lerx.. wun eva g0nna leave eu anim0re.. dis ishx m0ii pr0mise t0 eu.. deeply n truly.. w0 ai ni..

tankx yiqi ferr e sms t0 wish mie n zha0.. heex..

t0dae..
prelims finalli 0ver!

hahax.. sh0 happi! =) finalli ken rest lerx.. yest after b0th physics n chem paper 1 ii went 0ut.. mit d0do, juan, celest, huili, yiqi n kaiying t0 bugis.. dey acc mie g0 interview first.. hahax.. sh0 t0uched.. l0lx.. went t0 take f0tox! dis tym e f0tox r successful! l0lx.. it was kinda nice.. kekex.. den we g0 sh0p arnd.. after dat went t0 t0wn.. went t0 eat first.. den went t0 sh0p again! we practicalli walk e wh0le far east.. ii b0ught a t0p[huili lyk it al0t =P hahax..] den evri0ne except kaiying 0so b0ught sumting.. juan n kaiying went back first while e rest 0f us g0 luk at 0ur tingx.. den arnd 7.5opm we left ferr tamp.. reach h0me was abt 9+pm.. sh0 earli?

cried at nyyte.. guess dere r sumtingx ii mind t0o muchh.. ii lied t0 ba0beix sae ii g0in slp s0on.. but acheri ii nvrr did.. but ii dun wan him t0 w0rriex.. t0 feel sad.. sh0 ii decided t0 lie.. hawwei sms wif mie.. c0ns0lin mie.. sae mani tingx dat ii had ferg0tten.. den t0k t0 ivan 0n e f0ne.. realised dat dey were at et hse celebratin jingx bdae.. ii cried sh0 badly 0n e f0ne.. tink its didi turn t0 c0nsole mie bahx.. didi change 0ver n jingx t0k t0 mie.. n he manage t0 make mie luff.. he sae mani mani tingx.. felt sh0 bad.. nid e bdae b0i t0 an wei mie.. den didi change 0ver again n he t0o make mie luff.. after dat ii went t0 slp.. but turn n turn 0so ken0t slp.. kip tinkin abt mani tingx.. haix.. kall didi again.. but dey drink n he was drunk again.. et t0ok 0ver his f0ne ask mie acc him t0k.. duhx? den nigel tell mie sae ivan fell asleep lerx.. hahax..

t0ss n turn.. manage t0 slp 0nli abt 1+am..

t0dae m0rnin 8+am wake up lerx.. eyes was abit sw0llen.. n0rt enuff slp n cryy t0o muchh.. h0pe ba0beix dun n0tice it..

didi, wei n jingx: tankx al0t al0t al0t!!! tink dis ishx e first tym u all 3 c0nsole mie ryyte? l0lx.. guess ii 0so nid u guys at tymx.. u all sae mani tingx dat make mie xin wei.. but.. ii dunn0 h0w t0 tell u all e tingx iim g0in thru n0w.. ii understand wat u all sae.. n ii will d0 m0ii veri best n0rt t0 mind abt mani tingx lerx kaex? dun w0rriex ferr mie.. iim fine lerx.. heex.. *buddies4life*

ba0beix.. tink wen u g0t h0me u saw dis.. u will b sh0cked bahx.. iim s0rriex.. reali s0rriex.. ferr lyin t0 eu..

after a tiring dae..

back t0 bl0g.. heex.. jux n0w went 0ut wif ba0beix.. well.. sumtingx happened.. we went t0 bugis first.. t0 take f0tox.. saw jingx n samy dere t0o.. hahax.. 0wayx saw dem derx.. hmMmx.. after takin f0tox we t0ok train t0 t0wn l0rx.. went t0 cine t0 buyy tix.. watchin `e red sh0es`.. saw tricia n cindy dere.. sh0 t0k awhile wif dem.. deyy waitin ferr k0r t0 c0me mahx.. hahax.. mie n ba0beix went t0 heeren.. we had s0me argument.. n0rt sae argue lahx.. jux kind 0f sae each 0ther l0rx.. dunn0 y ba0beix suddenly sae till m0ii past tingy.. haix.. nvm.. after dat we 0kaex lerx.. went t0 eat want0n mee.. den g0 walk walk.. quarrel again.. haix.. tell ba0beix ii quarrel wif him till sianx lerx.. he sae he 0so.. den we all e while silence.. went 0utside ba0beix sm0ke first.. den we walk t0 far east.. t0k after dat.. went t0 luk arnd ferr cl0thes all dat l0rx.. haix.. den ii g0 pierce m0ii ear.. g0nna pierce an0ther 0ne after dat.. abt 9pm we walk back t0 cine.. hurried ferr e 9.2opm sh0w..

finish watchin e sh0w was abt 11+pm.. den we went 0utside slack awhile.. t0ok f0tox.. hahax.. nida fill ba0beix f0ne wif 0ur f0tox.. c0s his hp dat tym g0 repair den inside all e tingx all g0ne.. all 0ur f0tox n vide0s.. s0bs.. but lucky s0me f0tox g0t send t0 c0m.. sh0 nvm.. went t0 7-11 after dat.. b0ught s0me junk t0 eat 0n bus.. reach h0me at abt 2am... =X

darlinx.. s0rriex ferr t0dae.. ii nvrr angry at u.. its m0ii fault.. wat ferr angry wif u? ii angry wif m0iiself.. 0wayx sh0 sl0w.. den drag till g0 0ut sh0 late.. haix.. we 2dae quarrel al0t 0f tymx.. n ii ken tell u.. ii dun lyk it.. reali dun lyk.. c0s 0f wat we b0th sae.. haix.. dere ishx s0me c0mmunicati0n pr0b between e tw0 0f us.. dats y we s0rt 0f take e j0kes t0o seri0usly.. iim s0rriex.. ferr evriting.. ii will change e wae ii t0k.. n e wae ii j0ke.. ii n0e sumtymx u dun lyk e kind 0f wae ii t0k t0 u.. iim willin t0 change.. reali.. iim sh0 glad t0 hear urr ans wen ii ask u.. will u let g0 0f mua hand.. n e ans u gimme reali makes mie feel peace after dat.. tankx al0t! ii n0e mua mistake.. ii n0e mua bad pts.. n iim changin it ferr eu.. eu dun hav t0 gib iin t0 mie m0re.. c0s its MIE wh0 hav t0 gib in m0re.. eu hav d0ne urr veri best.. its mie wh0 ishx n0rt pei he-in eu iin e tingx eu d0.. sh0 dun eva feel guilty abt it.. its n0rt urr fault.. understand? ii wun let g0 0f eu sh0 easily derx.. sh0 dun w0rriex kaex? heex.. vLu babyy.. *mmuackx*

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V & R y0ngyuan.. w0 aii ni ba0beix..

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

stressed!!!!!!!!!!!!

sun nyyte cant fall asleep?? duhx.. wh0le nyyte turn n t0ss.. jux ken0t fall asleep.. kip lukin ferward t0 after exams!

yest after sch ba0beix acc mie iin sch eat.. den he send mie h0me.. at h0me studi lyk hell.. wh0le dae ishx studi studi studi!! damn tired after dat.. at nyyte den t0k t0 ba0beix awhile 0n e f0ne n0rx..

n0w at ba0beix hse.. after sch came here.. stuck 0utside his hse c0s he nvrr brin keys.. duhx.. iin sch was slackin e wh0le dae.. sh0 sianx.. d0do n celest nvrr c0me.. den 0thers havin exams... free peri0d ken sae all e wae.. d0 nth 0nli..

later g0 h0me mux studi again!!! haix..

Saturday, September 10, 2005

currently at ba0beix hse.. later g0in 0ut.. will n0rt b able t0 bl0g n0wadaex.. c0s m0ii c0m was s0t.. shyt it.. haix.. with0ut m0ii c0m ii ken die! n0 s0ngs listen.. n0 techn0s t0 blast!! damn sianx l0rx..

well well well.. went t0 t0wn wif ba0beix.. den we g0 buyy m0vie tix ferr `e cave` at 9.25pm.. dun hav c0uple seatins lerx.. s0bs.. nvm.. den went t0 heeren t0 eat l0rx.. after dat g0 walk walk.. saw 2earrins veri nice! ii nvrr sae aniting den ba0beix tell e pers0n t0 take.. ask him dun buyy he still wanna buyy.. haix.. again.. but return him e m0ney after dat.. ba0beix 0nli take s0me.. den walk t0 far east.. saw an0ther earrins again! been findin it ferr sh0 l0ng.. b0ught it.. was cheap.. $2.9o niax.. walk arnd.. ba0beix b0ught a earrin t0o.. well.. his ishx plaeb0i derx.. l0lx.. 7+pm we finish walkin far east lerx.. ba0beix suggest g0 watch li0n dance c0mpetiti0n.. sh0 we walk dere.. reach dere kall tricia ask herr where ishx she.. den g0 mit herr at taka.. watch awhile.. saw ba0lian den t0k t0 herr l0rx.. hahax.. after dat ii n ba0beix went t0 cine.. wait ferr tricia t0 c0me.. c0s she 0so watchin it[sh0 qia0]..

e m0vie was n0t bad lahx.. at first kinda b0rin.. after dat ii was sh0 scared till ii cryy 0ut.. =X paisehx siax.. l0lx.. after m0vie went t0 bk t0 eat.. den catch bus65M.. den walk h0me after dat wen reach tamp.. 0n bus saw sean.. hahax..

Thursday, September 08, 2005

stay at h0me damn sianx.. n0 m0od studi 0so.. haix.. disapp0inted iin m0iiself.. den g0 0ut wif tricia mei n cindy n ba0beix t0 suntec l0rx..

went t0 marina square.. den g0 eat Han`s.. after dat g0 sh0p arnd.. sh0p till abt 9+pm we went back t0 tamp.. ba0beix g0 mit his frenx.. ii n tricia dey all g0 underbl0ck slack.. slack till 1am den g0 back h0me..

at nyyte cant slp.. cried t0 slp.. haix.. was feelin sh0 scared.. a fear was iinside mie.. ii was sh0 scared dat ba0beix will leave mie.. reali damn scared.. haix..

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

went t0 sch ferr test.. e test.. well.. ken sae difficult but n0rt dat difficult? hahax.. went h0me after dat..

bath lerx den rush t0 mit d0reen, huili n xiangyi at inter.. den we went t0 airp0rt studi l0rx.. hmMmx.. eat sumting first.. hahax.. was damn hungry.. haven even eat m0ii breakfast yet.. den we started studyin.. had fun studyin wif dem.. n ii was sh0 glad ii g0.. c0s ii did studi m0ii physics 9chapts! hahax.. sh0 pr0ud 0f m0iiself.. l0lx.. saw a japanese b0ii.. den d0do deyy all were lyk sh0 enthu abt him? hahax..

after dat arnd evenin tym we went back.. den ii mit ba0beix at inter.. he was late.. d0do deyy all acc mie wait.. arigat0x nehx!!

ba0beix came.. n we s0rt 0f quarrel.. he nvrr t0ld mie he mitin his fren.. den ii dun mit him lerx.. haix.. c0s 0f mie den he late g0 mit his fren.. but after dat we 0kaex lerx.. went t0 walk arnd l0rx.. c c.. hahax.. den we went t0 eat all dat.. den ba0beix send mie t0 inter ii g0 back m0iiself n he g0 mit his frenx.. first tym ba0beix nvrr send mie h0me? hahax..

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

happi bdae nu-er!

jux came back frm sch.. g0t eng test.. haix.. nvrr g0 watch m0vie lerx.. klass damn n0t steady.. w0nderr wats e fuss abt sacrificin a few hrs t0 watch a m0vie?? its jux a few hrs l0rx.. haix.. iin e end cherr sae p0stpone t0 e last dae 0f prelims g0 beach.. wtf.. dat dae planned t0 g0 0ut wif 7dwarfs+evil queen.. iin e end e plan was sp0ilt again.. shyt..
wanna mit ba0beix g0 eat after dat.. but din wanna tr0uble him.. haix..

y evri plan dat ii make ishx backfired?? feel sh0 farked up n0w.. reali damn farked up.. ii dunn0 wats wr0ng wif mie dis few daex lahx.. hate m0iiself t0 e c0re! ba0beix suffer frm m0ii temper.. m0ii m0od swing n evriting.. he dun seems t0 understand mie abt all dis ting.. ii n0e iim makin a fuss abt it.. but dis ishx e last yrr.. izzit wr0ng dat ii wanna spent m0re tym wif m0ii frenx? urghhh........
later g0t c0mpetiti0n.. as usual.. ba0beix wun g0 d0wn.. n0 matter h0w muchh ii wan him t0.. haix.. ferget it.. st0opid mie t0 even ask him t0 g0.. even wen ii n0e wat his ans will b.. jux h0pe t0 listen t0 a different ans.. but ii n0e its neva g0nna happen.. evritym its e usual tingy..

wat e hell ishx wr0ng wif mie?!?! URGH!! jux leave mie al0ne..

came back frm taka.. well.. ba0beix acc mie t0 watch e li0n dance c0mpetiti0n?? l0lx.. but ii nvrr g0 shi guan change cl0thes l0rx.. ii n ba0beix g0 d0wn dere straightawae t0 mit dem dere.. 0nli sis dey all change.. hmMmx.. 1st tr0upe yi wei was n0t bad.. den nxt few wasnt dat gd.. 0ne fell.. e third tr0upe fell 2tymx n dey gib up.. f0urth ishx nam sieng.. n dey acheri fell! well.. ah ben wasnt feelin well 0n dat dae.. was kinda sh0ck.. afterall sh0 mani yrs 0f c0mpetiti0n deyy nvrr fell b4.. dey were damn gd.. after dat was tianeng.. ii was sh0 nerv0us.. but at e veri last m0ment dey fell t0o.. haix.. wasnt feelin veri upset.. s0rt 0f used t0 it lerx.. after dat jie dey all g0 back shi guan.. ii n ba0beix take train g0 tamp.. den g0 mac eat sumting l0rx.. after dat went back h0me..

Monday, September 05, 2005

intend t0 studi 2dae.. iin e end was readin c0mic? duhx.. h0ldin t0 m0ii physics text.. but 0nli read 2chapts? haix.. disapp0inted iin m0iiself.. n0 m0tivati0n t0 studi at all.. evenin tym went t0 c0usin hse.. celebrate herr bdae.. den abt 8+pm ii mit ba0beix n we went t0 buyy sum stuffs.. lied t0 k0on sae ii n ba0beix break.. wanna ask herr 0ut n gib herr a surprise.. iin e end 0n e wae t0 central she kall n ask where m ii all dat.. den ii lied t0 herr ii al0ne.. after dat she sms mie sae ii liar.. n0e m0ii plan had failed.. n she nvrr turn up at central park.. she nvrr replied ani 0f m0ii kalls n sms.. haix.. waited at central park ferr herr but she reali went h0me.. ii n ba0beix n0 ch0ice walk t0 herr hse pass herr e present.. den ba0beix send mie h0me..

nu-er: n0e ii shldnt lied t0 u abt dis ting.. ii n0e u w0rriex lyk mad ferr mie.. but besides dis.. ii reali cant tink 0f aniting t0 bluff u sh0 dat u will c0me 0ut t0 mit mie.. if ii use 0ther excuse u will find 0ut derx c0s u sh0 clever.. din n0e dat mani ppl lied t0 u n make u w0rriex sh0 muchh dis few daex.. iim s0rriex.. veri s0rriex.. felt sh0 guilty after dat.. haix.. 4gib mie ferr wat ii hav d0ne.. guess iim st0opid afterall? haix.. th0u after dat urr 0kaex lerx.. but still felt sh0 s0rriex abt it.. h0pe u lyk e present kaex?
happi bdae j0ey sis! h0pe u n james last l0ng l0ng w0rx.. th0u veri l0ng lerx.. hahax.. 8yrs lehx.. kekex.. mayy all urr wishes c0me true!

Sunday, September 04, 2005

m0rnin w0ke up at 7.3oam.. den t0ok bus wif prisc n tricia t0 bed0k mit k0r dere.. after dat change bus t0 shi guan.. we were abit late.. hahax.. nvm.. tianeng ppl 0wayyx late 0ne.. dey r n0rt punctual all e tymx.. hmMmx.. change int0 shi guan unif0rm den take l0rry t0 w0odlands.. t0dae sh0 mani ppl chu shi siax.. tink g0t 5o ppl.. g0t 5l0rry n 1 van? hahax.. reach w0odlands dere.. den suddenly rain till sh0 big.. damn sianx.. evrib0di run iin e rain t0 g0 l0rry dere l0rx.. den we gerx g0t e privilege t0 sit infr0nt.. n0 nid bcum `lu0 tang ji`.. hahax.. s0rriex junha0 we snatch urr seat at e fr0nt.. e rest 0f e guys all sit behind n was drenched lyk hell.. ii n tricia slp 0n e l0rry.. g0 quite mani place.. west c0ast.. ch0a chu kang.. jur0ng west.. n dunn0 wat ulu place ii dunn0 wan lahx.. reach shi guan at abt 6+pm ii guess? den change back 0ur cl0thes n aHh an drive us g0 geylang l0r 35 dere eat.. after eatin he send us t0 his hse dere derx bus-st0p.. den we take cab h0me.. kekex.. well.. tue ishx 0ur c0mpetiti0n lerx.. tink we n0rt g0in t0 get int0 e t0p 8 bahx.. c0s nam sieng ishx b4 0f us! die lyk hell.. h0pe ba0beix tue will g0 wif mie d0wn t0 e c0mpetiti0n? but ii tink m0stly he wun bahx.. haix.. t0dae neva heard ba0beix v0ice 0nce! mishh him sh0 muchh! h0pe later ken t0k.. well.. nyytex guys.. its studi-tym ferr mie!

aniwae.. tml ishx ba0beix n lebels chi.. all e best t0 him! g0odiex luck~ *mmuackx*

Saturday, September 03, 2005

HAPPI 1mth ANNIVERSARY YQ N ET! hahax.. all e best t0 e tw0 0f u! t0 yq.. if et bulli u tell mie.. ii make sure he die till beri jialatx.. whahahax.. =PpP

mit ba0beix at 2.3opm.. went t0 bugis t0 take f0tox.. e new machine.. veri nice e effect.. ii lyk it sh0 muchh.. but wen ii n0e h0w t0 use it 0ready n0 tym.. shyt.. hahax.. nvm.. nxt tym g0 plae e machine again.. l0lx.. den ba0beix xplain t0 mie all e tingx.. *phew.. finalli.. m0ii hart ishx stable after listenin t0 his w0rds.. den we went t0 plaza.. b0ught tix ferr `herbie:fully rel0aded`.. den we went t0 sh0p arnd n eat l0rx.. after eatin ba0beix wanna g0 sm0ke but we`re late ferr e m0vie.. ii pull him upstairs.. dun all0w him t0 g0 sm0ke.. l0lx.. s0rriex bibix.. kekex.. e m0vie was kinda farni.. hahax.. nice m0vie.. after m0vie we walk t0 heeren.. c c luk luk.. buyy ting.. den went t0 cine.. ba0beix b0ught a new t0p.. jux arrive haven displae 0ut all den he buyy 0ready.. hahax.. den we went t0 take bus l0rx.. ba0beix send mie h0me.. it was g0in 1am wen ii reach h0me.. mummie n daddy was waitin ferr mie.. sae ii 0wayyx sh0 late slp.. =X lucky nvrr kena sc0ld..

babyy.. euu`ve sh0wn mie urr l0ve.. ii feel it.. ii feel sh0 relieved after wat euu tell mie.. ii understand e tingx euu d0 lerx.. t0dae g0 0ut sh0 happi ryyte? kekex.. l0ve euu deeplyy till e end..

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verlyn <3>
neva endin st0riee..

Friday, September 02, 2005

went t0 bugis wif ba0beix n tricia mei.. reach dere first tingy ishx eat? l0lx.. e tw0 piggy.. hahax.. jkjk.. after dat went t0 walk arnd t0 c c l0rx.. den went t0 bugis street.. ba0beix wasnt himself.. he seems t0 hav sumting kipin frm mie.. m0ii mind jux g0 craziee n ii jux pretend lyk n0thin happen lidat.. ii ask him.. but he sae nth.. but ii N0E dere ishx sumting.. tricia went t0 buyy a skirt.. damn cheap.. $2o 0nli.. den after all e walkin we went t0 bk t0 sit n eat l0rx.. 9+pm we went back tamp.. ba0beix send mie g0 mit ivan deyy all den he g0 mit his frenx.. ii help van d0 sumting.. well.. after all e sweatin we finalli finish e masterpiece.. was sh0 pr0ud 0f m0iiself =) c0s e results turn 0ut quite nice.. kekex.. den went back h0me arnd 11.45pm lidat.. fall asleep wen ba0beix sms mie.. den 4+am ii w0ke up send sms gib ba0beix.. 12sms iin t0tal? well.. al0t 0f tingx t0 tell him.. haix.. den realised daddy f0ne was still wif mie den faster return back his r0om..

y u dun wanna tell mie e truth? y did u lied? ii ask u izzit abt dat tingy but u sae n0? ii n0e.. ii n0e ishx abt it.. u denyy it.. haix.. darlinx.. b truthful t0 mie.. u dun lyk it.. ii change.. iim willin t0 d0 it ferr euu.. euu nearly make mie cryy 0ut 0utside e t0ilet.. ii had a hard tym preventin m0ii tears frm fallin.. ii din wan euu t0 w0rriex.. ii din wanna c euu sad.. but pls dun treat mie sh0 c0ld.. at dat p0int 0f tym.. iim reali scared.. damn scared.. ii kip anih0w tink.. r euu g0in t0 leave mie? wat r euu tinkin at dat p0int 0f tym? y r euu actin dis wae? dere r sh0 mani y n unanswered Qn iin m0ii head.. ii feel sh0 l0st.. dere`s an unsp0ken fear iinside 0f mie.. ii wish euu ken h0ld mie tyte.. t0 tell mie wats g0in 0n.. darlinx.. iim reali scared.. ii cant imagine a dae with0ut euu dere byy m0ii side.. reali.. iim used t0 havin euu.. used t0 all urr habits.. used t0 all urr d0ins.. ii l0ve euu bibix.. din wanna leave euu..

heyax.. been sh0 bz.. frm jux n0w till n0w.. hahax.. m0ii msn finalli ken use lerx! miracle?? l0lx.. dunn0 y suddenly ken lerx.. hahax.. den send ba0beix all e f0tox.. hasnt been updatin him wif 0ur f0tox.. kekex.. t0dae iin sch was d0in `sumting`.. l0lx.. ken0t sae wat.. but aniwae mux tankx d0do.. if n0rt ii dun tink ii ken finish sh0 fast..

after sch intend g0 eat lunch wif m0ii frenx.. but iin e end ii neva g0.. sh0 s0rriex guys.. rainin mahx.. but n0rt all g0t g0 0so.. s0me went back.. haix.. lukin ferrward t0 e m0vie nxt tue.. sh0 mani ppl iin klass neva g0.. sadx.. cant dey jux aff0rd a few hrs t0 watch a m0vie???? y sh0 ping ming siax? haix.. n its last m0vie trip lerx.. haix..

g0in prepare n0w.. g0in 0ut later.. say0x!

Thursday, September 01, 2005

HAPPI TEACHERS` DAE!

w0ke up.. tell ba0beix ii dun wanna g0 0ut.. laziee.. s0rriex ba0beix.. decided t0 stay at h0me t0dae.. ivan jux came t0 m0ii hse t0 pass mie sumting.. hahax.. he was drenched! c0s rain sh0 big.. s0rriex di.. aniwae.. g0in t0 b bz later.. takairex guys..

babyy.. iim sh0 s0rriex n guilty after hearin wat u sae t0 mie.. ii n0e urr unhappi abt mani tingx.. angryy wif mani tingx.. but iim n0rt at all affected.. ii n0e h0w t0 takairex 0f m0iiself wen urr n0rt arnd.. sh0 pls dun w0rriex ferr mie.. s0rriex ferr m0iis stubb0rnness iin sumtingx.. ii n0e urr angry.. w0rried.. n anxi0us abt sum tingx.. urr afraid ii might b at disadvantage.. scared dis.. scared dat.. but n0w.. ii wanna reassure urr jumpy hart.. m0ii hart will 0wayx b wif u n0 matter where m ii.. wh0 iim wif.. n wat iim d0in.. aniting dat happened.. ii will tell u[th0u nth will happened].. ii will n0rt take aniting seri0usly wen iim n0rt wif u.. wat ii hear.. 0ne ear in 0ne ear 0ut.. ii wun let it affect mie.. ii dun wan u t0 b w0rried ferr mie.. s0rriex kaex? ii l0ve euu darlinx.. dun wish t0 l0se euu.. understand mahx? ii n0e e sacrifices u hav made all dis while.. iim t0uched.. veri veri t0uched.. reali.. believe iin mie.. place trust iin mie.. n we`ll walk dis path 2getherr.. hand iin hand.. til we`re 0ld.. *mmuackx*

verlyn gergurl LOVE n0 0ne xcept *euu.. MISH n0 0ne xcept *euu.. WAN n0 0ne xcept *euu.. n its e ONE n ONLI *euu..