Wednesday, August 10, 2005

stayed at h0me t0 d0 hmk.. did hsew0rk first.. help mummy vacuum n m0p e fl0or.. kekex.. rush m0ii hmk.. hav been plaein since fri.. evridae 0so g0 0ut.. nvrr 12am nvrr g0 h0me siax.. felt sh0 guilty.. hmMmx.. den at nyyte ba0beix c0me m0ii hse pass mie ch0colate.. hahax.. tankx!! after hmk kall ba0beix.. ivan di kall.. but ii didnt hear.. c0s ii was iin e livin r0om.. well.. t0k t0 ba0beix ferr quite l0ng.. wen ii g0 int0 m0ii r0om.. saw van sms.. c lerx nearly cryy.. reali veri t0uchin.. was sh0 sh0cked dat he acheri sae all th0se tingx t0 mie.. ba0beix was jeal0us? hahax.. well.. reali a great dae.. hehex..

van didi.. well.. u did it.. u reali sh0cked mie.. was sh0 surprised t0 c 6msg iin 1sms.. th0t wat had happened t0 u.. yahx.. nearly cryy.. u 0wayx lyk t0 make mie cryy.. l0lx.. hmMmx.. u tankx mie sh0 muchh.. ii 0so wanna tankx u.. ferr bein such a w0nderful gan didi 0f mine.. nvrr fail t0 tell mie urr pr0bs.. nvrr fail t0 find mie weneva u nid help.. even wen ii nvrr c0ntact u.. u still will rmb mie n kall mie.. lettin mie n0e dat u trust mie.. ii dun mind e attitude u gimme.. c0s ii understand wat urr g0in thru.. reali... n ii cant sense e attitude u gimme.. sh0 n0 w0rriex.. ii understand dat urr g0in t0 feel l0nely wen we r 0ut 0f sch.. but pls rmb.. u stil hav mani mani frenx iin sch nxt yrr.. dun kip tinkin dat we will distant apart 0r wat.. lyk wat ii`ve sae.. ii will still g0 back t0 sch t0 find u.. sumtymx mayb mit u 0ut t0 ktv 0r wat.. reali.. dun feel sh0 l0st kaex? ii admit th0u we may hav new frenx iin p0ly/jc.. but ii ken tell u.. sec sch frenx r still cl0ser t0 us.. c0s ii hav seen mani ppl still wif their sec sch frenx instead 0f p0ly frenx.. iim s0rriex dat n0wadaex wen u kall mie ii either nvrr pick up 0r ken0t t0k t0 u.. ii din hear urr kall.. sh0 s0rriex.. sumtymx ii t0kin t0 zha0 den mux let u wait.. but ii h0pe u b0th will understand.. reali.. had been hearin urr depressed eva since e gerr entered urr life.. well.. ii reali dunn0 h0w t0 enc0urage u 0n dis matter.. ii 0nli ken sae.. ii will supp0rt urr decisi0n all e wae.. n h0pe dat u will still remain str0ng t0 carry 0n.. u hav did dat iin e past 1yrr.. sh0 dun gib up n0w.. e g0in might gets t0ugher.. but reali reali dun let it affect u sh0 muchh.. ii still rmb e dae urr bdae.. wen u 1st cried 0n m0ii sh0ulder.. dat was e tym ii truly n0e h0w xin ku urr g0in thru.. life has n0t been 0wayx gd ferr u.. ii n0e.. but ii mux admit urr reali str0ng.. t0 b able t0 g0 thru all dis.. dere r tymx wen u wanna gib up.. dere r tymx u curse n swear lyk hell.. but ii n0e u dun mean wat u sae.. dun let herr take awae e smile 0n urr face.. tink p0sitively n luk ahead.. u may sae.. `s0und ez but difficult t0 d0`.. yahx.. ii n0e.. but tryy urr veri best.. she has m0ve 0n wif herr life.. its p0intless n0w.. dun regret but b glad.. c0s at least e paths 0f e tw0 0f u did cr0ss at 0ne 0f e juncti0n 0f life.. mux jiay0ux all e wae kaex? as ferr urr family.. ii n0e urr havin difficulties sumtymx.. iim 0so facin abt e same pr0b as u d0.. sh0 ii understand fully h0w u feel.. tryy n0rt t0 let dem w0rriex sh0 muchh.. esp urr dad.. tryy n0rt t0 sh0ut at dem.. ii ken c dey reali kare.. n ii n0e u kare ferr dem al0t t0o.. its 0nli u dunn0 h0w t0 sh0w urr kare n c0ncern 0ut t0 dem.. cherish wat u hav n0w n let dem n0e.. dun regret it iin e future.. reali.. a milli0ns gratitude n a milli0ns ap0logies t0 u.. aniting still ken tell mie kaex? *jie-di 184*

darlinx.. well.. send t0 u all mua hart felt w0rds.. n0e urr t0uched byy mie.. kekex.. but still.. ii wanna sae it again.. hmMmx.. tankx ferr bein mua 0ne n 0nli bibix.. eva since e dae u t0ok mua hart awae.. ii reali felt e extreme happiness ii ken feel.. nehh verx felt dat b4.. euu r 0wayx full 0f surprises.. 0wayx dere ferr mie wen iim tired 0r d0wn.. mua life reali brightens up wif urr smile.. e ups n d0wns we hav been thru jux iin e sh0rt 2mths hav made us grew cl0serr den ehh verx.. iim s0rriex dat at tymx.. ii sh0wn mua temperr t0 euu.. n at tymx.. mua attitude.. iim s0rriex dat ii let euu feel ii take urr gd ferr advantage.. but ii reali nehh verx wanna d0 dat.. euu hav been t0leratin mua stubb0rnness.. mua bad pts.. n mua bad w0rds.. iim s0rriex t0 b such a bad gerr.. dat euu 0wayx had t0 w0rriex ferr mie n tell mie e tingx euu dun lyk mie t0 d0.. but 0wayx.. ii nehh verx listen t0 euu n c0ntinue wif all mua n0nsense.. a veri big s0rriex t0 euu.. but 0so a veri big tankkew.. tankx ferr bringin e smile 0nto mua face weneva mua life turns t0 darkness.. tankx ferr e l0ve.. kare n c0ncern euu hav been sh0werin mie wif.. ii still rmb e 1st tym we held hands.. e 1st tym we hug.. n e 1st tym we kiss.. still rmb e 1st quarrel we had.. e 1st tym ii made tears fell frm urr eyes.. e 1st tym ii break urr hart.. but euu nehh verx 0nce.. th0t 0f lettin mie g0.. euu c0ntinue t0 embrace mie wif all e l0ve euu ken gib n l0ve mie wh0le-hartedly.. tankx ferr bein such a w0nderful b0ii.. tankx ferr d0tin mie n l0vin mie ferr hu ii m... babyy euu stand a veri special place iin mua hart.. n ii n0e dat dis place ishx n0rt g0nna meant ferr 0thers xcept euu.. urr sh0 preci0us t0 mie.. darlinx mua l0ve ferr euu will 0nli increase n n0rt decrease.. lemme h0ld 0nto euu 0nce again.. lemme rely 0n euu ferr e rest 0f mua life.. nth`s g0nna change all dis l0ve dat had been nurtured byy us.. n ii pr0mised dat n0 matter h0w t0ugh e j0urney might g0es.. ii will stay byy urr side dis tym.. t0 l0ve euu unc0nditi0nally.. ehh verx since 0ur st0riee started.. ehh verx since e dae [22.o5.o5]

mishin him... wanna l0ve him till e dae ii cl0se mua eyes.. n even den.. ii will still b l0vin him....