Wednesday, July 13, 2005

t0dae.. as predicted.. n0e ba0beix wun c0me t0 sch.. haix.. tink he ishx tired 0ut last nyte wif all th0se tingx.. sms him iin klass.. den ii suddenly realised h0w he felt all nyytex.. w0rried n sadx n angry wif all these.. haix... dun hav e m0od t0 carry 0n wif e less0n.. but ii had t0.. was 0kaex lerx wif ba0beix.. den recess juan suddenly ask mie y ii wan kare sh0 muchhh abt m0ii frenx.. dis Qn was kinda sh0ckin? but if u n0e mie well.. u will n0e dat ii cant leave m0ii frenx al0ne.. n0 matter wat ii still will b 0n m0ii frenx side.. its abit unfair t0 ba0beix.. c0s ii n0e he feel dat iin m0ii hart he`s 0wayx sec0nd.. haix.. h0pe ii ken st0p makin him w0rriex abt dese n jux carry 0n wif 0ur life.. missin him..

d0do.. s0rriex ferr e last min decisi0n dat ii hav made.. ii hav been tinkin abt it all dis while.. n ii feel dat ii reali nid s0me space 0ut dere.. ii cant g0 0n lidat.. if n0t e pr0b will still remains.. ii dun wish t0 d0 dat.. but ii h0pe u understand.. ii reali nid urr understandin.. esp iin dis matter.. w0rds r 0wayx easier sae den d0ne.. iim tryyin m0ii veri best n0w.. mayb dis decisi0n ishx abit t0o muchhh.. but ii will b back wen ii hav t0tally m0ve 0n.. ii jux nid tym 0ff.. s0rriex..

k0on.. tank kew w0rx.. heex.. n0thin t0 sae.. c0s all sae mani tymx lerx.. hahax.. *mama-nuer ferr ehh verx*

ba0beix.. wat ii wanna sae acheri ken sae ishx alm0st all tell euu lerx bahx.. but.. jux wanna tell euu dis.......
n0 matter h0w muchhh we had quarrel.. ii n0e we r still e same.. m0ii feelinx r still e same.. n ii believe urrs ishx e same t0o.. we hav n0t distant.. instead.. we hav been br0ught cl0ser den eva.. evritym we quarrel.. we understand each 0ther m0re.. n wat we r n0t happi wiif we sae all 0ut.. dere might b tymx dat we hurt each 0therr.. but ii believe e hurt ishx ferr us t0 bcum str0ngerr.. t0 determine h0w str0ng 0ur relati0nship ishx.. dere r tymx wen dere r silence between us.. but ii believe e silence ishx e tym ferr us t0 c0ol d0wn n tink thru wat we hav d0ne wr0ng.. t0 s0rt 0ur th0ts 0ut.. n t0 tink thru wat we hav sae.. n wat r we g0in t0 d0.. iim sh0 happi dat till n0w.. n0 matter wat we hav been thru.. euu nvrr 0nce lemme g0.. euu nvrr 0nce gib up 0n dis relati0nship.. tank kew ba0beix.. reali reali tankx al0t.. euu t0uched mie wif wateva euu d0.. t0uched mie deeply iin m0ii hart.. iim s0rriex ferr e tears ii hav caused t0 fl0w frm urr eyes.. iim s0rriex ferr e w0rds dat sh0ot lyk needles n pricked urr hart.. iim s0rriex ferr n0t bein able t0 b dere ferr euu weneva euu nid mie.. iim s0rriex ferr e w0rriex caused weneva iim silent.. a milli0n ap0logies t0 euu.. n 0so.. a milli0n gratitudes t0 euu.. ferr acceptin mie ferr hu iim.. ferr believin iin mie n0 matter wat.. ferr e kare n c0ncern euu hav sh0wer mie wif.. euu sae euu dunn0 h0w t0 xpress urr feelinx t0 mie.. ii dun nid euu t0 xpress it.. jux lemme h0ld 0nto euu.. n lemme hav e chance t0 luk int0 urr eyes.. den evriting will b sae.. ii l0ve euu ba0beix.. urr mua evriting.. ken0t live with0ut euu... 0wayx mua babyy b0ii~

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