Sunday, July 17, 2005

t0dae was spent at h0me.. frm m0rnin rush m0ii hmk till sia0x.. den left mie n tricia at hm.. g0t chu shi but ii neva g0.. 0opx.. hahax.. nvm lahx.. den ba0beix came m0ii hse.. daddy dey all 0so c0me back.. den ba0beix was lyk sh0 paisehx lidat.. hahax.. eat dinner.. den went back t0 m0ii r0om t0 rush hmk again.. ba0beix was dere t0 disturb mie? hahax.. nvm.. l0lx.. den arnd 9+ ii n ba0beix g0 865 dere derx mama sh0p buy swits t0 eat.. kekex.. 11pm lidat ba0beix went back.. t0dae was a special dae.. mux c0mmem0rate.. l0lx.. c0s it ken sae ishx e first tym ba0beix came iin a different status.. previ0usly th0t mummy dey all wld mind.. but iin e end f0und 0ut dey s0rt 0f n0e abt e tw0 0f us lerx.. hmMmx.. n it ishx e first tym ba0beix sae sh0 mani t0uchin w0rds t0 mie.. ii hear lerx was sh0 happi n feel sh0 secure.. had been feelin insecure ferr e past few daex.. was sh0 scared dat if ba0beix 0wayx g0 0ut wif m0ii sis dey all he might fall ferr dem.. afterall ii had past xperience b4.. but after hearin wat ba0beix sae.. ii ken t0tally put d0wn evriting n trust e l0ve he had iin mie.. ba0beix.. a milli0n tank kew ken0t xpress m0ii gratitude t0wards euu.. euu had did sh0 muchhh ferr mie.. n 2dae euu reassure m0ii jumpy hart byy tellin mie all th0se tingx.. ii believe iin euu.. wun anih0w tink lerx.. reali.. sumh0w.. manage t0 f0rce e w0rds 0ut 0f m0ii m0uth.. h0pe euu 0so ken feel e l0ve ii had ferr euu.. if neva sae 0ut ii tink ii will regret bahx.. but jux a `i l0ve euu` ken0t xpress h0w deep m0ii l0ve ferr euu ishx.. feel dat iim fallin t0o hard.. t0o hard iin l0ve wif euu...................