Monday, July 18, 2005

iin sch was kinda tired.. haix.. den after recess g0t m0ther t0ngue c0mp0 test.. dunn0 g0t wryte 0ut 0f pt n0t.. nvm.. den after sch g0t s0cial test.. sianx.. luckily ishx 0pen b0ok.. den c0py till hand pain.. ba0beix had 0ral.. den he waited ferr mie 0utside sch.. 4+ den ii went 0ut.. s0rriex ba0beix.. let euu wait sh0 l0ng lerx.. *mmuackkx* den went t0 eat wif ba0beix.. hehex.. after dat he sent mie h0me l0rx.. bath lerx rush hmk again.. feel lyk g0t t0ns 0f hmk ken0t finish.. hmMmx.. ba0beix acc mie t0k till 12.3oam iin e nyyte.. ask him help mie g0 c d0do bl0g.. den he read t0 mie wat she wr0te.. yahx.. she neva angry wif mie.. glad dat tingx had n0t w0rsen.. den ba0beix sae sh0 mani tingx.. ii cryy 0ut.. ken0t k0ntr0l e tears.. he sae till his future.. den he had been tinkin thru mani tingx all dat.. ii hear lerx reali ken0t kip back m0ii tears.. feel dat.. ba0beix d0te n kare ferr mie al0t al0t.. n mani ppl arnd mie 0so kare ferr mie al0t.. even if sumtymx dey neva sh0w 0ut but inside dey still w0rriex ferr mie.. tankx al0t evri0ne hu has been w0rriex ferr mie all dis while.. reali tank kew.. ii l0ve all 0f u! =X haix.. after t0kin ba0beix was sh0 tired lerx.. ba0beix arhx ba0beix.. y euu sh0 f0olish? euu were sh0 tired.. but wen ii ask euu euu tell mie euu r n0t.. its 0kaex if euu g0 n slp first.. ii reali dun mind derx.. haix.. dun sacrifice sh0 muchhh ferr mie pls.. reali dunn0 wat ii ken d0 ferr euu..........

d0do.. n0w ii n0e lerx.. iim s0rriex.. let u feel sh0 helpless wif all dese pr0bs.. its n0t urr fault.. sh0 dun blame urself.. afterall its understandable dat u dunn0 h0w t0 c0nsole mie.. jux let dis ting past bahx... n tank kew t0o..

k0on.. mayb urr disapp0inted iin mie bahx ii tink.. but wat u sae mayb ishx e past.. ii hav decided t0 trust e herr n0w.. n dun mind abt e past.. afterall ii hasnt n0e aniting she had sae bad abt mie.. sh0 pls 4gib mie.... iim s0rriex.. n.. iim glad t0 n0e dat u hav straighten 0ut urr th0ts 0n him.. c0ntinue bein str0ng kaex? iim still here ferr u jux lyk h0w u hav been here ferr mie 0wayx.. s0on u will find sum0ne betta derx.. dun let urself c0ntinue t0 suffer in e past 0f u n him kaex? wanna c e smile back 0n urr face again.. urr k0r 0so wanna c u happi.. =]