haix.. dunn0 wats wr0ng wif mie? ken0t finish m0ii h0mew0rk.. but tink ken0t finish derx.. sh0 much.. nvm.. kall ba0beix.. ask him wanna g0 chalet wif mie n0t.. he sae dun wan.. haix.. was kinda disapp0inted.. dunn0 wat t0 sae.. den suddenly.. tink sh0 muchhh tingx.. ii n0e.. e pr0blem d0esnt lies wif him.. its mie... ii n0e ba0beix kares al0t ferr mie.. ii n0e his feelins.. but ii still dunn0 y ii will feel dis wae.. sumtymx ii feel lyk iim pushin him awae frm mie.. ii feel lyk dere`s a distance arnd mie dat n0 0ne ken enter.. even him.. its e b0undary where ii kip tingx inside 0f mie.. n0t lettin 0thers n0e.. n0 matter h0w cl0se iim wif dem.. haix.. ii admit dere r mani secrets inside mie.. dere r ppl hu ken share m0ii th0ts n feelins wif mie.. but ii jux dun wanna sae it 0ut.. s0h hwee has f0und 0ut dis... n n0w ii tink wat she sae ishx true.. she sae ii 0wayx kip tingx inside mie.. n dun wanna let 0thers n0e.. dun wanna sae it 0ut.. until wen ii ken0t take it den evriting spills 0ut... ii n0e ii sh0uld try t0 sae 0ut m0ii th0ts n feelinx.. but ii dunn0 y ii jux c0uldnt d0 it.. haix.. mayb iim used t0 e c0ld treatment iin e past.. dats y wen ba0beix treat mie sh0 gd.. ii tend t0 hurt him.. tend t0 push him awae frm mie.. iim pushin awae dis warm hand dat ishx 0wayx dere ferr mie.. n ii dun wanna d0 dat.. ii wan him t0 understand.. but ii dunn0 h0w t0 let him n0e.. y iim feelin dis wae.. y m ii sadx wen he did tingx ferr mie.. sacrifice ferr mie.. n0 0ne had did all dis.. 0nli him.. but ii jux cant kip back e tears wen ii n0e wat he did.. ba0beix sae he th0t ii will b happi.. but iin e end.. he c m0ii sad face.. iim s0rriex.. dere`s a shad0w left behind frm e past.. n ii still cant manage t0 walk 0ut 0f it.. suddenly ii feel sh0 l0st.. ii ken0t decide wat t0 d0.. ii feel lyk lettin g0 0f him.. ii feel its unfair t0 him.. t0 t0lerate all dis c0s 0f m0ii past.. he`s inn0cent.. he deserve sum0ne betta.. but at e same tym.. ii dun wish t0 let g0 0f him.. ii dun wan e hist0ry t0 repeat again.. s0bs.. haix.. iim sh0 c0nfused.. iim blinded by e mani tingx infr0nt 0f mie.. ii cant figure 0ut which directi0n.. which path t0 take.. iim s0rriex ba0beix.......... neva meant t0 hurt u sh0 deep....

ani0ne dere.. t0 sh0w mie e lite?