Saturday, May 14, 2005

sick 0n thur n fri.. nvr take exam ferr dis tw0 daex.. haix.. been slpin.. c0s e medicine will cause dr0wsiness.. n ii g0t n0 energy t0 m0ve abt.. head damn pain n giddy.. eat e medicine till wanna v0mit.. 7types 0f medicine.. 0mg.. 7types.. eat till ii die.. jux fever 0nli gib sh0 mani.. haix.. yest kena nag by dad.. f0o kerr him.. sae wat ii exam tym in e n0on dun wan studi.. kip usin e f0ne.. den wait till n0 tym den burn midnyte 0il.. pls l0rx.. 2weeks derx exams.. since wen he cum back c mie h0ldin 0n t0 e f0ne???? nvr even t0uch e f0ne arhx.. ivan kall ii 0so tell him n0 tym t0k t0 him.. he wan ii teach him physics ii dun even hav e tym l0rx.. fcuk.. evritin m0ii fault lidat.. knn.. den jiejie earli in e m0rnin wake up use c0m 0ready.. den grandma g0 tell dad sae ishx ii use e c0m.. jux shut ur m0uth lahx.. dunn0 dun anih0w sae.. since wen ii earli wake up?? ii 0wayx slp till n0on den wake up derx l0rx.. ii at nyte 10+ use c0m dad nag.. jiejie lehx? she after w0rk midnyte 3+am still use e c0m.. y u all dun g0 sae her.. lyk her eyesight wun w0rsen lidat.. lyk she will enuff slp lidat.. wat e hell ishx all dis.. ii wan g0 w0rk.. pay m0ii 0wn bills.. u all dun all0w.. den wat u all wan mie t0 d0.. ii use t0o much.. u all threaten sae wan cut 0ff m0ii line.. at m0st ii 0wnself pay lahx.. n0 big deal wat.. damn it.. URGH!!!!!!!! damn angry.. evritin dey sae ishx 0nli m0ney m0ney m0ney.. m0ney m0re imp0rtant? ii sick 0so u all derx pr0b? c d0c derx fees ii 0ready 0wnself pay lerx.. den u all still sae.. lyk ii wan sick lidat.. ii sick ii veri ha0 sh0u mehx? ii 0so will veri xing ku mahx.. but u all 0nli n0e h0w t0 sc0ld.. jiejie dat tym 0nli n0se bl0ck s0re thr0at.. den take mc 4daex.. kip g0 c d0c.. nvr g0 sch.. den u all dunn0 h0w t0 sae her? if she reali sh0 sick she still ken g0 0ut? jiejie ii 0so dun wan sae much lahx.. she w0rk n n0 w0rk still e same.. dunn0 h0w t0 save m0ney.. yest still g0 reb0nd.. dunn0 ishx use her 0wn m0ney 0r dad’s 0ne.. kip buy cl0thes all dat.. daddy card wif her scarly inside derx m0ney all gib her use arhx.. ii n tricia dun even wanna t0uch e m0ney dere.. den she kip usin.. sae will put back.. hahax.. frm last yr hear u sae till n0w wil put back wil put back.. sae w0rk lerx take pay will put back.. bullshit 0nli.. den h0w cum till n0w ii still nvr c u put back e m0ney?? den exam tym still g0 clubbin.. still tell dad sae u after g0 0ut straightaway g0 airp0rt studi till nxt dae g0 w0rk.. in e end still gimme guess c0rrect.. u will still c0me h0me.. c0s after clubbin sure veri tired 0ne.. might as well use e tym g0 clubbin 0ne change t0 studi.. aHhyahx.. ferget it.. damn sick n tired 0f dis family.. dunn0 wat their mind ishx tinkin..

last 0f all.. t0 m0ii didi:
s0rriex ferr wat ii did.. ii guess.. ii br0ke e trust between u n mie.. n0w ii reali dunn0 h0w t0 face u.. im veri s0rriex.. ii n0e mayb a th0usand ap0l0gies cant make up ferr e trust u had in mie.. haix.. but ii reali regretted.. im s0rriex.............