Friday, May 27, 2005

patch wif him lerx.. realised ii made e wr0ng decisi0n t0 let g0.. hurt him.. made him l0se his frenx.. made m0ii frenx upset n fan abt m0ii tingx.. jie.. mei.. nu er.. dey all blame mie ferr lettin him g0.. den ii mit him.. acheri wanna g0 t0wn.. but in e end prepare da0 lai 5pm lidat.. sh0 decided t0 g0 airp0rt eat n slack.. den g0 tamp GV watch m0vie.. heex.. went t0 buy m0vie tickets first.. den t0ok bus t0 airp0rt.. went t0 find m0ii sis c0s she w0rkin.. sit dere t0k t0k awhile.. den went t0 p0peyes t0 eat.. n0t bad lahx e f0od.. quite nice.. e fries veri special.. hmMmx.. den darx went t0 sm0ke den we g0 walk arnd l0rx.. went t0 watch aer0plane.. sit dere t0k n ki sia0.. l0lx.. arnd 9pm lidat we t0ok train g0 back tamp t0 catch e m0vie.. heex.. watchin ‘m0nster-in-law’.. n0t t0o bad.. quite farni e sh0w.. hahax.. after m0vie we t0ok cab g0 darx hse.. he bath den we g0 cycle.. but wen he 0kaex arnd 1+am lerx.. kinda late.. sh0 went t0 820 dere eat lerx den he cycle send mie h0me...

d0do:u wan mie t0 patch wif him.. u sae if ii gib up lidat sh0 easily u will luk d0wn 0n mie.. b0th 0f us were sh0ck dat u acheri nvr 0ppose t0 us 2gether.. n u acheri t0ld us e pr0bs we will face frm 0thers.. ii nvr had e c0urage t0 carry 0n.. but urr w0rds m0tivated mie.. ii was tinkin.. if it was u u will n0t let g0.. u will face all dis bravely.. sh0 y sh0uld ii run awae?? tankx d0do.. ur w0rds enc0urage mie al0t.. im s0rriex ii t0ld him wat u sae.. ii understand lerx.. but its n0t urr fault.. its ii n him derx fault.. all dis while it has g0t n0thin t0 d0 wif u.. we jux had t0 let u n0e 0nli.. but we make tingx till u had t0 get inv0lve int0 dis mess.. sh0 dun eva blame urself again kaex??? ii c u lidat ii will bu ha0 sh0u derx.. tank kew ferr all urr enc0uragement.. n ur advice.. n im s0rriex t0 let u w0rriex... n0w.. u dun hav t0 kare abt all dis.. take gd kare 0f ur mum.. she nid u by her side.. sh0wer her wif ur lurve.. kare n c0ncern.. u hav gr0wn up.. mature al0t.. frm all dis.. ii ken c ur tinkin has mature al0t.. u handle tingx betta.. sh0 sh0w her dat u hav gr0wn up.. assure her.. take kare 0f urr dad t0o.. t0k t0 him.. dun let him tink t0o much.. if he w0rriex t0o much its n0t gd ferr him.. let him n0e he ken share his pr0bs wif u all.. n u mux takairex t0o.. o levels c0min.. urr results dun kare t0o much.. w0rk hard ferr ur prelims.. dis ishx still n0t e finals.. dis ishx jux t0 remind us t0 w0rk harder.. u stil hav enuff tym t0 prepare urself.. understand?? but dun stress urself t0o much.. u hav ur g0als.. w0rk t0wards it.. all e best t0 u!!

ba0beix:jux wanna sae a veri big s0rriex t0 u.. guess c0s 0f dis ting u hardly slp.. den c u lyk wanna sick 0ready.. mux take gd kare 0f urself kaex.. u cycle in e rain in e middle 0f e nyte jux t0 wait 0utside m0ii hse.. dun b sh0 f0olish again kaex? all e w0rds u sae t0uched mie al0t.. n im veri happi all dis while u nvr let g0.. s0rriex t0 make u cry sh0 much.. s0rriex t0 treat u sh0 c0ldly past few daex.. n0w.. ii ken c e smile back 0n urr face again.. nvr wanna c u cry again.. we’ve been thru sh0 much.. n ii guess all dis has brin us cl0ser.. n0w.. we hav t0 t0lerate wat 0ther ppl sae.. but we jux dun kare kaex? ii sae b4 ii will 0wayx b by urr side.. n ii mean it.. des dere.. ii tink ishx a gd news dat he lyk sum0ne else.. if p0ssible.. b frenx back wif him.. dun sae nvm.. c0s ii mind.. n u h0rx.. studi ken? ii c ur results wanna v0mit lerx lahx.. u still dare t0 luff.. dun ferget ur g0als.. w0rk hard t0wards it.. prelims if u still get dis results h0rx.. u will get it frm mie.. l0lx.. e r0ad infr0nt ishx still l0ng n b0uncy.. but ii will acc u d0wn dis path.. dere’s n0 return n0w.. iLu ba0beix.. [22.o5.o5..2222hr]

t0 u-n0e-hu:im a bytch.. but ii tink urr m0re bytch den mie.. ii cant believe u will d0 dis kind 0f ting.. if u n0t happi 0r wat we ken c0me 0ut sae.. ishx c u ken plae n0t.. u wan plae ii ken acc u.. dun infr0nt sae 0ne behind d0 e 0ther 0ne.. wan den jux gan gan sae.. n0 nid hide aniting.. u 0wayx backstab ppl... den infr0nt 0f dat pers0n u act til sh0 gd.. ferr wat?? u cause ppl t0 quarrel.. u make urr frenx l0se their frenx.. if n0t ishx quarrel.. but hav u eva th0t 0f wat u hav d0ne?? u nvr even fan xing e tingx u d0.. n claim evriting u did ishx c0rrect.. yahx.. urr 0wayx ryte 0thers 0wayx wr0ng l0rx.. urr a tw0-headed snake.. but u nvrr realised dat e tingx u d0 ishx makin u sh0w urr true c0lours.. u hav a fcukin attitude ii hate.. ii 0nli dun wanna make tingx w0rse.. but if u d0 tingx till t0o gu0 fen.. den dun blame mie ferr treatin u back e same wae.. c0s ren nai shi y0u xian du derx.. h0pe u understand dis p0int.. but if u dun.. den t0o bad.. u wu ya0 ke jiu.. u may b mature.. but ii tink urr tinkin sux.. if u eva tried t0 tink ferr 0thers.. den u wun make mie hate u sh0 much..

m0ii 2nu er: s0rriex make u all w0rriex.. aj.. u sms mie.. n im surprised u still g0t read m0ii bl0g.. tankx al0t.. k0on.. u c0nsole mie n gimme advice.. u analyse e situati0n ferr mie n make mie feel dat tingx r n0t dat w0rse.. tankx..