Tuesday, May 31, 2005

did n0t slp well.. frm sun nyte till n0w kip havin nytemare.. wake up al0t 0f tymx in e middle 0f e nyte.. was t0o tired.. sh0 nvr went sch.. mum ask mie g0 find w0rk.. sh0 mit darx arnd 3pm at inter.. ii acc him g0 c cl0thes he acc mie g0 find w0rk.. l0lx.. he was late as usual! hahax.. nvm lahx.. l0lx.. went t0 bugis.. darx b0ught a br0wn pants.. ii luk arnd ferr j0bs.. but dun hav.. sh0 arnd 5+ we went t0 t0wn.. went t0 cine.. darx buy br0wn tee.. den we t0ok f0tox.. =X 0mg..im ugly!! ugly mie! hahax.. wen u all c e f0tox dun v0mit.. l0lx.. den walk t0 far east.. c0s daryl sae dere al0t 0f j0bs.. acheri he intr0 mie g0 w0rk hilt0n h0tel derx.. but mux w0rk till midnyte 2+am.. mum dun all0w.. sh0 ken0t.. gelare g0t vacancies.. but mux w0rk nyte shift till m0rnin.. 0so ken0t.. haix.. ramen ten wan.. but e manager sae w0rk h0ls 0nli he dun wan.. haix.. went arnd luk.. sum sh0ps nid salesger.. but all ishx 17-21 yrs 0ld n ab0ve.. sadx.. in e end ken0t find.. walk t0 lucky plaza dere derx 7-11.. b0ught ch0colate n drinks.. den we t0ok bus65 back t0 tamp.. after dat t0ok bus h0me l0rx.. reach h0me arnd 11pm.. den mum ask wat nytemare ii hav.. den daddy sc0ld mie sae dis yr sh0 impt still g0 find w0rk.. fcuk.. hack kare.. =P at nyte mummy ask mie drink e water.. den gimme eat e p0wder.. dunn0 wat t0 calm mie derx.. hahax.. t0k t0 ivan ferr quite l0ng.. den kall ba0beix..

Monday, May 30, 2005

7.15am: wake up prepare g0 sch ferr o level chinese..
8.00am: went t0 sch.. saw d0reen dey all..
8.30am: paper1 starts..
10.30am: paper ends.. g0 ferr break..
11.00am: paper2 starts..
12.30pm: paper ends.. settle wat tym mit wif d0do dey all..
1.00pm: at h0me t0k 0n e f0ne wif ba0beix awhile.. g0 bath n prepare..
2.50pm: prepare t0 g0 0ut.. ii was sl0w.. d0do was waitin.. =X
3.15pm: reach inter.. 0nli huili was dere.. e rest was late!
3.30pm: evri0ne reach.. set 0ff t0 bugis..
4.00pm: reach bugis.. went t0 sh0p arnd ferr presents..
6.00pm: went back t0 tamp.. t0ok bus t0 kyla aunt hse..
9.00pm: cut cake tym! t0ok f0tox..
9.30pm: walk wif d0do dey all t0 bus-st0p.. ba0beix c0me..
10.15pm: reach 844 t0 eat.. saw henry.. hahax.. his hair nice.. l0lx..
12.00am: reach h0me.. sis n mum was naggin..

Sunday, May 29, 2005

tml chinese `o` levels!!! n ii jux start studyin! 0mg.. iim in a h0liday m0od.. n0 m0od ferr studyin.. hehex.. yest went 0ut wif van, hawwei n jingx.. veri l0ng nvr g0 0ut wif dem lerx.. sh0 surprised dey wil ask mie g0 wif dem.. hehex.. went t0 bugis.. den jingx PS us.. c0s his tw0 biker frenx 0so g0t g0 wif us.. den g0t 0ne wanna g0 beach r0ad.. sh0 jingx n dey tw0 g0 l0rx.. in e end left mie, van n wei 0nli.. nvm.. went t0 bugis street.. wei wanna buy cl0thes.. but e shirt he wan dun hav lerx.. went t0 edge 0so ken0t find.. den he kinda sad.. after dat went back t0 street again.. den he b0ught a br0wn n purple t0p.. heex.. after dat dey sae wanna g0 sing ktv.. kall mie ask darx g0 0so.. sh0 ii kall him n mit him at kat0ng.. sing frm 6pm t0 9pm.. den went back t0 tamp.. after dat ii n darx mit tricia n cindy at tamp mrt stati0n.. we t0ok bus t0 airp0rt find m0ii sis n slack l0rx.. went dere eat eat t0k t0k.. den 12lidat t0ok bus back t0 tamp.. tricia wanna g0 darx hse lend la pi xia0 xin.. sh0 we g0 l0rx.. after dat darx c0me m0ii hse.. arnd 3+am he went back.. m0ii hp bill c0me lerx.. $120+.. haix.. mum has been cryin lately c0s 0f financial pr0b.. haix.. feel sh0 useless.. cant even tink ferr her dun 0wayx g0 0ut.. mummy.. im s0rriex..

t0 wei: tankx ferr believin in mie.. 0ther ppl sae ii will change wen wif him.. c0s e 0thers had change.. but u help mie t0k.. u sae ii wun change.. dun w0rriex.. ii wun c0s 0f him den dun kare abt u guys derx.. ii still wanna g0 0ut wif u all.. mish e tymx we went 0ut hav fun.. l0lx.. u sae u bet wif urr fren $5o ii wun change.. th0u ii dunn0 izzit true n0t.. but ii will n0t c0s 0f him put u all sec0nd.. luckily he n0w dun quite mind lerx.. ii n0e u understand m0ii situati0n.. s0rriex ferr n0t tellin u all we 2gether lerx.. let u all 0wnself find 0ut.. hahax.. aniting u all still ken tell mie l0rx.. n ferr van.. im s0rriex 0wayx cant kall u.. h0pe last tym tingy u dun mind lerx.. s0rriex n tankx ferr evriting..

darx: s0rriex let u w0rriex lerx.. n0e u will b readin m0ii bl0g.. ii cant sms u sh0 0ften lerx.. c0s 0f m0ii bill.. haix.. dun w0rriex.. ii will takairex 0f m0iiself derx.. u 0wayx sh0 late den slp.. mux take gd kare 0so h0rx.. ii wun tink sh0 much.. h0pe h0ls u will g0 back sch.. u kip p0nten den urr results sh0 jialatx lerx.. dis yr n levels ii h0pe u will studi.. understand? mish euu darx..

Friday, May 27, 2005

patch wif him lerx.. realised ii made e wr0ng decisi0n t0 let g0.. hurt him.. made him l0se his frenx.. made m0ii frenx upset n fan abt m0ii tingx.. jie.. mei.. nu er.. dey all blame mie ferr lettin him g0.. den ii mit him.. acheri wanna g0 t0wn.. but in e end prepare da0 lai 5pm lidat.. sh0 decided t0 g0 airp0rt eat n slack.. den g0 tamp GV watch m0vie.. heex.. went t0 buy m0vie tickets first.. den t0ok bus t0 airp0rt.. went t0 find m0ii sis c0s she w0rkin.. sit dere t0k t0k awhile.. den went t0 p0peyes t0 eat.. n0t bad lahx e f0od.. quite nice.. e fries veri special.. hmMmx.. den darx went t0 sm0ke den we g0 walk arnd l0rx.. went t0 watch aer0plane.. sit dere t0k n ki sia0.. l0lx.. arnd 9pm lidat we t0ok train g0 back tamp t0 catch e m0vie.. heex.. watchin ‘m0nster-in-law’.. n0t t0o bad.. quite farni e sh0w.. hahax.. after m0vie we t0ok cab g0 darx hse.. he bath den we g0 cycle.. but wen he 0kaex arnd 1+am lerx.. kinda late.. sh0 went t0 820 dere eat lerx den he cycle send mie h0me...

d0do:u wan mie t0 patch wif him.. u sae if ii gib up lidat sh0 easily u will luk d0wn 0n mie.. b0th 0f us were sh0ck dat u acheri nvr 0ppose t0 us 2gether.. n u acheri t0ld us e pr0bs we will face frm 0thers.. ii nvr had e c0urage t0 carry 0n.. but urr w0rds m0tivated mie.. ii was tinkin.. if it was u u will n0t let g0.. u will face all dis bravely.. sh0 y sh0uld ii run awae?? tankx d0do.. ur w0rds enc0urage mie al0t.. im s0rriex ii t0ld him wat u sae.. ii understand lerx.. but its n0t urr fault.. its ii n him derx fault.. all dis while it has g0t n0thin t0 d0 wif u.. we jux had t0 let u n0e 0nli.. but we make tingx till u had t0 get inv0lve int0 dis mess.. sh0 dun eva blame urself again kaex??? ii c u lidat ii will bu ha0 sh0u derx.. tank kew ferr all urr enc0uragement.. n ur advice.. n im s0rriex t0 let u w0rriex... n0w.. u dun hav t0 kare abt all dis.. take gd kare 0f ur mum.. she nid u by her side.. sh0wer her wif ur lurve.. kare n c0ncern.. u hav gr0wn up.. mature al0t.. frm all dis.. ii ken c ur tinkin has mature al0t.. u handle tingx betta.. sh0 sh0w her dat u hav gr0wn up.. assure her.. take kare 0f urr dad t0o.. t0k t0 him.. dun let him tink t0o much.. if he w0rriex t0o much its n0t gd ferr him.. let him n0e he ken share his pr0bs wif u all.. n u mux takairex t0o.. o levels c0min.. urr results dun kare t0o much.. w0rk hard ferr ur prelims.. dis ishx still n0t e finals.. dis ishx jux t0 remind us t0 w0rk harder.. u stil hav enuff tym t0 prepare urself.. understand?? but dun stress urself t0o much.. u hav ur g0als.. w0rk t0wards it.. all e best t0 u!!

ba0beix:jux wanna sae a veri big s0rriex t0 u.. guess c0s 0f dis ting u hardly slp.. den c u lyk wanna sick 0ready.. mux take gd kare 0f urself kaex.. u cycle in e rain in e middle 0f e nyte jux t0 wait 0utside m0ii hse.. dun b sh0 f0olish again kaex? all e w0rds u sae t0uched mie al0t.. n im veri happi all dis while u nvr let g0.. s0rriex t0 make u cry sh0 much.. s0rriex t0 treat u sh0 c0ldly past few daex.. n0w.. ii ken c e smile back 0n urr face again.. nvr wanna c u cry again.. we’ve been thru sh0 much.. n ii guess all dis has brin us cl0ser.. n0w.. we hav t0 t0lerate wat 0ther ppl sae.. but we jux dun kare kaex? ii sae b4 ii will 0wayx b by urr side.. n ii mean it.. des dere.. ii tink ishx a gd news dat he lyk sum0ne else.. if p0ssible.. b frenx back wif him.. dun sae nvm.. c0s ii mind.. n u h0rx.. studi ken? ii c ur results wanna v0mit lerx lahx.. u still dare t0 luff.. dun ferget ur g0als.. w0rk hard t0wards it.. prelims if u still get dis results h0rx.. u will get it frm mie.. l0lx.. e r0ad infr0nt ishx still l0ng n b0uncy.. but ii will acc u d0wn dis path.. dere’s n0 return n0w.. iLu ba0beix.. [22.o5.o5..2222hr]

t0 u-n0e-hu:im a bytch.. but ii tink urr m0re bytch den mie.. ii cant believe u will d0 dis kind 0f ting.. if u n0t happi 0r wat we ken c0me 0ut sae.. ishx c u ken plae n0t.. u wan plae ii ken acc u.. dun infr0nt sae 0ne behind d0 e 0ther 0ne.. wan den jux gan gan sae.. n0 nid hide aniting.. u 0wayx backstab ppl... den infr0nt 0f dat pers0n u act til sh0 gd.. ferr wat?? u cause ppl t0 quarrel.. u make urr frenx l0se their frenx.. if n0t ishx quarrel.. but hav u eva th0t 0f wat u hav d0ne?? u nvr even fan xing e tingx u d0.. n claim evriting u did ishx c0rrect.. yahx.. urr 0wayx ryte 0thers 0wayx wr0ng l0rx.. urr a tw0-headed snake.. but u nvrr realised dat e tingx u d0 ishx makin u sh0w urr true c0lours.. u hav a fcukin attitude ii hate.. ii 0nli dun wanna make tingx w0rse.. but if u d0 tingx till t0o gu0 fen.. den dun blame mie ferr treatin u back e same wae.. c0s ren nai shi y0u xian du derx.. h0pe u understand dis p0int.. but if u dun.. den t0o bad.. u wu ya0 ke jiu.. u may b mature.. but ii tink urr tinkin sux.. if u eva tried t0 tink ferr 0thers.. den u wun make mie hate u sh0 much..

m0ii 2nu er: s0rriex make u all w0rriex.. aj.. u sms mie.. n im surprised u still g0t read m0ii bl0g.. tankx al0t.. k0on.. u c0nsole mie n gimme advice.. u analyse e situati0n ferr mie n make mie feel dat tingx r n0t dat w0rse.. tankx..

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

ii hurt him.. hurt him t0 e c0re.. y didnt ii th0t 0f his feelins? y did ii d0 tingx e wae ii wanna d0 it? ii made him l0se evriting.. he had l0se his frenx c0s 0f miex.. n n0w.. ii still let g0 0f him.. ii made him cry.. ii feel sh0 terrible.. last nyte he waited 0utside m0ii hse at e staircase e wh0le nyte.. 11+pm he was dere.. 1+am ii went 0ut.. ii ask him t0 g0.. ken c dat he has been tryin t0 kip back his tearx.. but ii cant kip mine.. ii burst 0ut cryin.. n he was e 0ne hu c0ns0le mie.. im e 0ne hu hurt him.. make him till lidat.. yet.. he still put up a str0ng fr0nt instead.. his eyes was red.. haix.. s0bx.. 2+am he finalli went h0me.. he went t0 read m0ii bl0g n her bl0g.. den he sae he g0in 0ut again... dun wanna stay at h0me.. ii was sh0 idi0tic.. ii acheri fell asleep!! ii nvr reply him.. 0nli till m0rnin 6+am m0ii mum c0me int0 m0ii r0om n sae he was 0utside.. ii was sh0cked.. mum ask him c0me int0 e hse.. n gib him a cup 0f c0ffee.. y he sh0 f0olish??? it was rainin heavily last nyte.. d0esnt he n0e he will catch a c0ld???? d0esnt he n0e it was c0ld??? ii felt sh0 guilty.. he nvr slp.. mayb d0ze 0ff awhile.. but wen ii c his eyes.. it was red n puffy.. e tired luk 0n his face tells mie evriting.. he cried.. n tink 0f dis ting e wh0le nyte.. but wen ii ask him.. he sae he wasnt tired.. haix.. he was sh0 f0olish.. nvr met sum0ne sh0 f0olish b4.. iim n0t w0rth wat he did.. iim n0t w0rth all his tearx.. ishx c0s 0f mie den all dis tingx happen.. but he kip blamin himself.. haix.. mum went t0 w0rk.. n ii ask him t0 lie 0n m0ii bed.. ask him t0 slp.. ii sms nu er.. n she rush t0 m0ii hse immediately.. iim s0rriex t0 tr0uble her.. haix.. she listen t0 mie.. n cheer us up.. but wen he was awae.. ii burst int0 tearx again.. nu er sae y ii let him g0.. y ii kare abt 0ther tings.. but ii ken0t dun kare.. all r m0ii frenx.. n r veri gd frenx.. ii ken0t dun kare abt dem.. if ii had t0 ch0ose.. ii rather let g0 0f evriting.. n let tingx b lyk last tym.. ii rather we b frenx.. betta den all 0f us l0se 0ur frenx.. e 0nes dearest t0 us.. haix.. he ask mie.. ken he ferget wat ii sae last nyte n pretend ii nvr sae dat b4.. ii sae n0.. ii ken c he was hurt.. but ii had n0 ch0ice.. priscilla jie sc0lded mie.. she sae ii veri zek ark.. yahx.. ii was.. ii was cruel.. c0s if ii nvr did dat.. wat will tingx turn 0ut t0? ii wun dare t0 c e 0utc0me.. if ii let g0 n0w.. tingx still ken b save.. his frenx still ken b back t0 him.. dis ishx e endin ii wan.. n0b0di l0se aniting.. ii dunn0 wat t0 sae.. iim tired.. slp ferr 3hrs till n0w.. jux n0w slp awhile 0nli.. he even w0rse.. but ii ask him t0 slp he dun wan.. haix.. veri s0rriex t0 evri0ne ii hurt..

t0 u:im s0rriex.. u ask mie t0 g0 back t0 him.. but ii cant d0 dat.. u had urr 0wn pr0bs.. but ii still add t0 urr pr0bs.. iim sh0 stupid.. 0wayx create pr0bs ferr u.. if ii kip a distance frm him.. tingx will n0t turn 0ut lyk dis.. e 3 0f us r as n0rmal e past weeks.. but n0w.. tingx r back again.. n its c0s 0f mie.. dun feel guilty.. c0s its n0t urr fault.. wat u wish t0 n0e.. ask mie.. c0s ii dunn0 wat u still wanna n0e.. ii dunn0 ii had ferget aniting n0t.. iim sh0 c0nfused ii cant tink.. all e tingx.. didi tingx.. ii 0so t0ld u lerx.. haix.. as ferr urr family.. she will b 0kaex derx.. mux trust her.. ii believe tingx will b 0ryte.. u mux stay str0ng ferr her.. spent m0re tym wif her.. let her feel dat u hav 0ready gr0wn up.. n she d0es n0t hav t0 w0rriex anim0re.. aniting happens iim still here.. h0pe u dun kip evriting t0 urself lyk n0w.. last tym u 0wayx sae urr dere ferr mie.. n0w.. its m0ii turn t0 sae.. iim 0wayx here ferr u.. sh0 dun gib up h0pe 0n aniting.. take l0ads 0f kare..

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

cryin n0w.. cant st0p e tears.. sh0 mani tings.. yahx.. dun tink ii ken take it anim0re.. im s0rriex ferr evriting.. reali veri s0rriex.. feel lyk a bytch.. its ryte dat she sh0uld b angry wif mie.. im jux a l0usy pers0n.. cant even tell her e truth.. make her sh0 angry n fcuk up wif all dis tings.. ii feel sh0 idi0tic.. dunn0 h0w t0 face her n0w.. she has her 0wn pr0bs.. but ii still add m0re stress t0 her.. felt sh0 guilty.. dere's 0nli 0ne ting t0 sae t0 her.. n dat ishx.. im s0rriex.. bsides dis w0rd.. ii dunn0 wat ken ii sae.. im sh0 c0nfused n0w.. ii dun dare t0 tell ani0ne h0w ii feel.. inside mie sh0 mani tings hav been makin mie craxy.. h0w ii g0t e c0urage t0 tell her dis ting.. h0w we hav c0me t0 dis path ii reali dunn0.. tings d0es n0t g0 e wae it seems t0 b.. g0d ishx plaein a prank 0n mie.. ii reali cant take it.. reali dunn0 h0w t0 wryte 0ut m0ii feelins n0w.. jux wish e tears c0uld make mie feel betta.. shall let g0 0f evriting n0w.. mayb lettin g0 will b e best s0luti0n ferr all 0f us.......................

Friday, May 20, 2005

disapp0inted!!!!! haix.. results sux t0 e c0re.. dr0p sh0 much.. idi0t.. haix.. heck.. dun kare lerx.. dis few daex n0thin much happenin.. damn sianx.. den sis dey all kip n0t at h0me 0so.. tricia mei past tw0 daex p0nten.. den daddy f0und 0ut.. kena sc0lded.. ii 0so g0t sc0lded.. sae wat he let us g0t e freed0m den we use dis freed0m n gettin m0re n m0re w0rse.. ask her g0 sch she still dun wan.. haix.. dunn0 her.. den t0dae she purp0sely g0 sch late.. sae her sh0 much 0so n0 use.. den n0w tink g0 0ut ken0t till t0o late lerx bahx.. but dun kare lahx.. wait till daddy nag till veri jialat den dun lidat.. hahax.. ii sh0 bad.. but will k0ntr0l n0w lerx.. b guaikia.. kekex.. g0in 0ut.. watchin m0vie.. takairex guys.. nytex..

Sunday, May 15, 2005

t0dae acheri g0in t0wn luk ferr dress ferr weddin n c cl0thes.. den g0 t0a pay0h ind0or stadium watch drag0n c0mpetiti0n derx.. in e end we prepare till kinda late.. den 3+ 4 lidat den g0 0ut.. sh0 n0 tym g0 t0wn lerx.. went t0 century square n tamp mall walk awhile.. den t0ok train t0 t0a pay0h.. was kinda tired 0n e train.. but dun wanna slp.. heex.. arnd 6.45pm lidat reach t0a pay0h.. mit le0nard n junha0 at mrt stati0n.. e rest 0f dem was late.. den went t0 0ld chang kee buy sum f0od.. but ii nvr eat.. walk t0 e stadium.. luckily g0t air-c0n.. if n0t h0t t0 death.. kekex.. saw m0ii li0n dance derx head.. n sum 0ther shi guan frenx.. 7pm e c0mpetiti0n start.. first ishx cheng jing hui.. hahax.. dey veri gd!! den g0t 9.40.. kekex.. well d0ne! we supp0rt cheng jing hui mahx.. c0s dey wif 0ur shi guan veri gd derx.. 0wayx help each 0ther.. abt 3shi guan perf0rm lerx.. den e stadium suddenly veri n0isy.. e audience kip sh0utin here n dere.. sh0ut t0 e ppl at e 0pp0site 0f e seatin area.. stupid.. sh0 n0isy.. but wat dey sae kinda farni.. l0lx.. 10+pm ann0unce results..

1st: ghee heng-9.47
2nd: cheng jing hui-9.40
3rd: huang la0 zu shi-9.35
4th: l0ng tian-9.29
5th: fu zh0u-9.24
6th: l0ng quan-9.20
7th: yu wen-9.19
8th: feng y0u-9.15

0ur shi guan ppl quite angry.. e judges biased 0ne.. g0t 0ne ishx ghee heng ppl.. den ghee heng wen perf0rmin g0t ppl fall d0wn.. sh0uld deduct p0ints l0rx.. but dey nvr.. n dey n0t veri gd 0so.. idi0t.. e judges sux.. after dat went back t0 tamp.. reach h0me abt 12am..

Saturday, May 14, 2005

sick 0n thur n fri.. nvr take exam ferr dis tw0 daex.. haix.. been slpin.. c0s e medicine will cause dr0wsiness.. n ii g0t n0 energy t0 m0ve abt.. head damn pain n giddy.. eat e medicine till wanna v0mit.. 7types 0f medicine.. 0mg.. 7types.. eat till ii die.. jux fever 0nli gib sh0 mani.. haix.. yest kena nag by dad.. f0o kerr him.. sae wat ii exam tym in e n0on dun wan studi.. kip usin e f0ne.. den wait till n0 tym den burn midnyte 0il.. pls l0rx.. 2weeks derx exams.. since wen he cum back c mie h0ldin 0n t0 e f0ne???? nvr even t0uch e f0ne arhx.. ivan kall ii 0so tell him n0 tym t0k t0 him.. he wan ii teach him physics ii dun even hav e tym l0rx.. fcuk.. evritin m0ii fault lidat.. knn.. den jiejie earli in e m0rnin wake up use c0m 0ready.. den grandma g0 tell dad sae ishx ii use e c0m.. jux shut ur m0uth lahx.. dunn0 dun anih0w sae.. since wen ii earli wake up?? ii 0wayx slp till n0on den wake up derx l0rx.. ii at nyte 10+ use c0m dad nag.. jiejie lehx? she after w0rk midnyte 3+am still use e c0m.. y u all dun g0 sae her.. lyk her eyesight wun w0rsen lidat.. lyk she will enuff slp lidat.. wat e hell ishx all dis.. ii wan g0 w0rk.. pay m0ii 0wn bills.. u all dun all0w.. den wat u all wan mie t0 d0.. ii use t0o much.. u all threaten sae wan cut 0ff m0ii line.. at m0st ii 0wnself pay lahx.. n0 big deal wat.. damn it.. URGH!!!!!!!! damn angry.. evritin dey sae ishx 0nli m0ney m0ney m0ney.. m0ney m0re imp0rtant? ii sick 0so u all derx pr0b? c d0c derx fees ii 0ready 0wnself pay lerx.. den u all still sae.. lyk ii wan sick lidat.. ii sick ii veri ha0 sh0u mehx? ii 0so will veri xing ku mahx.. but u all 0nli n0e h0w t0 sc0ld.. jiejie dat tym 0nli n0se bl0ck s0re thr0at.. den take mc 4daex.. kip g0 c d0c.. nvr g0 sch.. den u all dunn0 h0w t0 sae her? if she reali sh0 sick she still ken g0 0ut? jiejie ii 0so dun wan sae much lahx.. she w0rk n n0 w0rk still e same.. dunn0 h0w t0 save m0ney.. yest still g0 reb0nd.. dunn0 ishx use her 0wn m0ney 0r dad’s 0ne.. kip buy cl0thes all dat.. daddy card wif her scarly inside derx m0ney all gib her use arhx.. ii n tricia dun even wanna t0uch e m0ney dere.. den she kip usin.. sae will put back.. hahax.. frm last yr hear u sae till n0w wil put back wil put back.. sae w0rk lerx take pay will put back.. bullshit 0nli.. den h0w cum till n0w ii still nvr c u put back e m0ney?? den exam tym still g0 clubbin.. still tell dad sae u after g0 0ut straightaway g0 airp0rt studi till nxt dae g0 w0rk.. in e end still gimme guess c0rrect.. u will still c0me h0me.. c0s after clubbin sure veri tired 0ne.. might as well use e tym g0 clubbin 0ne change t0 studi.. aHhyahx.. ferget it.. damn sick n tired 0f dis family.. dunn0 wat their mind ishx tinkin..

last 0f all.. t0 m0ii didi:
s0rriex ferr wat ii did.. ii guess.. ii br0ke e trust between u n mie.. n0w ii reali dunn0 h0w t0 face u.. im veri s0rriex.. ii n0e mayb a th0usand ap0l0gies cant make up ferr e trust u had in mie.. haix.. but ii reali regretted.. im s0rriex.............

went t0 t0wn wif tricia mei mei n d0reen.. acheri wanna g0 ktv.. but m0ii s0re thr0at haven 0kaex ken0t sing.. sh0 g0 watch m0vie.. went t0 cine buy m0vie tickets.. watch ‘c0ach carter’.. heex.. went t0 basement eat e taiwan shilin chicken n n0odles.. saw tingting.. l0lx.. after m0vie went t0 heeren.. d0do wanna buy earrings n pencil b0x.. but nvr manage t0 f0und 0ne.. sh0 0nli b0ught earrings.. we went t0 walk arnd.. den went back lerx.. send tricia h0me den ii went t0 k0r hse.. he bath lerx den we g0 mit his fren watch ‘hse 0f wax’.. hehex.. acheri wanna catch 11.50pm derx sh0w.. den we late.. sh0 watch e last sh0w at 12.20am.. e sh0w nice ishx nice.. but ken0t eat while watchin.. c0s ishx damn disgustin.. 0mg.. ii watch halfwae reali feel lyk walkin 0ut.. kan bu xia qu.. damn err xin.. arnd 2+am e sh0w ended.. den we went back..

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

been studyin ferr e past few daex.. 0pen midnyte car.. damn tired.. slp abt 4hrs a dae 0nli.. den 2dae m0rnin wake up g0t fever lerx.. was quite unwell.. veri unc0mf0rtable.. t0ok physics paper.. den ii was lyk.. mind all blank.. dun even remember ani f0rmula.. d0 till wanna v0mit.. haix.. den 15marks g0ne.. nvr manage t0 finish.. tink ii g0in flunk e paper lerx.. sadx.. haix.. lucky ge0g nvr f0rget.. if n0t ii sure cry derx.. later nida d0 1o-yr series ferr physics.. had t0 pull m0ii 0verall marks up.. tml physics paper 1.. all e best t0 evri0ne takin exams n0w.. takaiirex guys..

Sunday, May 08, 2005

been quite sumtymx since ii last bl0g.. hehex.. c0s was kinda busy wif exams.. dunn0 s0cial studies will pass n0t.. haix.. tink n0 h0pe lerx bahx.. haix.. fri nyte went t0 watch a m0vie wif k0r n a fren.. hehex.. first tym watch wif k0r.. sh0 happi.. l0lx.. den arnd 12.30am e sh0w ended... we walk t0 inter den k0r fren g0 h0me first.. den ii n k0r sit at inter dere t0k.. c0s ii nida wait ferr m0ii sis t0 cum back frm w0rk den mit her g0 eat mahx.. heex.. yest arhx.. intend t0 g0 0ut wif tricia mei derx.. in e end we tw0 dun feel lyk g0in 0ut.. hahax.. den at nyte we went t0 bed0k dere t0 return c0mics.. saw xiang en k0r.. den went t0 eat wif him.. wen eatin he kip singin techn0s.. tempt mie.. l0lx.. den he d0wn dere kip luffin.. hahax.. den at nyte mit k0r at hse d0wnstair.. t0k t0k l0rx.. after dat arnd 1+am we went 0ut t0 mit his fren n g0 c0ffeesh0p find m0ii sis.. eat lerx den 3+am reach h0me..

mani tings happen.. n im lazy t0 type it 0ut... ivan had been kallin mie alm0st evri nyte ferr e past few daex.. haix... d0es real frenx reali exist in dis w0rld?? y r dere sh0 mani backstabbers in dis w0rld?? hu backstab ppl lerx den act sh0 gd infr0nt 0f dem?? y ppl ken jux let g0 0f a sh0 mani yrs derx frenship easily? haix.. sum ppl ii th0t dey r 0ryte.. but ii nvr knew dey r dis type 0f pers0n... reali disapp0int mie.. haix..

e**** derx tings.. ii dunn0 wanna sae wat.. e feelins faded.. haix.. but last nyte ii send him a gd nyte sms.. den he reply y sh0 late haven slp.. haix.. den suddenly ii realised.. ii mish him al0t.. ii dunn0 y.. den g0t a feelin wanna cry lerx... haix.. we tw0 veri distant lerx.. n0t lyk last tym ken t0k n luff.. sadx... if ii n0e tings will turn 0ut t0 b lyk dis.. ii rather last tym b frenx all e wae.. at least n0w we still ken b veri gd frenx.. haix.. *l0st in a darkness.. ani0ne 0ut dere t0 help mie thru?? t0 lead mie 0ut 0f it??* =(

Monday, May 02, 2005

30.04.05- veri stressed!!! 0mg~ preparin ferr exams... cumin in a few daex!! currently studyin chem.. past few daex g0t read eng n s0cial.. but dun tink im gettin aniwhere.. l0lx..

1.05.05- spent e wh0le dae studyin.. wif tricia d0wn dere kip fan mie.. kekex.. c0s she veri b0red.. ask mie dun studi acc her g0 0ut... den ii dun wan.. l0lx.. den she kip plaein wif m0ii y0ungest sis.. hahax.. b0red till lidat.. heex.. den arnd 8+pm t0k 0n e f0ne.. currently t0kin t0 ivan.. damn b0red..

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