Saturday, April 23, 2005

hengx arhx.. dad nvr sc0ld wen ii g0 h0me sh0 late.. l0lx.. but tink he n0e.. mum 0nli sae abit.. heex.. went t0 watch 'infecti0n' wif tricia.. damn scary!!!! ii watch halfwae den feel lyk leavin e cinema lerx.. dun feel lyk watchin it anim0re.. but dun wan.. hahax.. it was damn disgustin.. 0mg.. yuckx.. finalli after abt 1 n 1/2 hr.. e sh0w ended.. went t0 help ivan buy sly album.. hahax.. he gimme his card.. but gimme e wr0ng passw0rd.. 0mg.. den later wen passw0rd c0rrect.. dunn0 y ken0t use.. hahax.. den after dat went h0me lerx.. reach h0me.. sms.. den kind 0f quarrel wif sum0ne.. haix..

reali feel sh0 guilty.. ii dunn0 y.. but ii feel dat evriting ishx all m0ii fault.. y tings will turn 0ut t0 bcum lidat?? evriting ishx bey0nd wat ii tink.. evriting turns 0ut t0 b n0t wat ii wan it t0 b.. if ii n0e tings will turn 0ut dis wae.. sh0 mani ppl will b inv0lved in it.. den ii rather ii kip 0ut 0f evriting.. sh0 mani rum0urs.. sh0 mani pr0bs.. y cant ppl believe wat ii sae? y d0 u kip tinkin im angry wif u? d0 ii luk lyk th0se kind 0f ppl hu wun 4gib 0thers c0s 0f e little tings dey d0? haix.. ii nvr reply u c0s ii dunn0 wat t0 reply.. n u t0o sensitive lerx.. ii nvr angry 0r unhappi but u kip saein ii m.. since u sae till lidat wat m0re sh0ud ii sae? u dun hav t0 n0e wat m0ii hart ishx tinkin.. c0s n0 0ne n0es.. even sumtyms ii dun even n0e wat m ii tinkin.. n ii feel dat ii dun nida tell u evriting abt mie.. if im angry ii will sae it.. but ii nvr.. haix.. ii dunn0 wat t0 sae.. dunn0 wat sh0uld ii d0.. mayb u sh0uld jux m0ve 0n.. find sum0ne m0re suitable ferr u.. c0s im jux a stupid n ugly ger.. n0t w0rth e tings u d0.. im s0rriex.. reali veri s0rriex.. but ii had enuff...

saw his frenster pr0file.. tink he g0t stead lerx bahx.. haix.. his shirt still wif mie.. haven t0ok back.. n ii dunn0 h0w t0 return him.. haix.. if its reali lidat.. ii wish he b happi 0wayx.. jux h0pe t0 c e smile back 0n his face.. jux lyk e first tym wen ii saw him.. mayb we r jux n0t fated.. n0 matter h0w hard ii tried.. jux 2weeks.. n ii fall sh0 hard.. ii dunn0 wats wif u.. dat lemme tink abt u all e tym.. till n0w den ii realised.. ii mish euu sh0 much.. if tym c0uld turn back.. ii wish e pers0n hu met u wasnt mie.. it will b e ger wh0 ken reali brin u happinesss.. n let ur smile remains 0n ur face all e tym.. n0 matter wat.. w0 zhi xiang kan jian ni kuai lerx.. den n0thin matters lerx..

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