Friday, April 29, 2005

after sch went h0me.. bath change den mit angelia jie.. hehex.. sh0 l0ng nvr c her lerx.. but h0rx... we bcum n0thin t0 t0k lerx.. sadx... afterall she n0t in sch ferr 2yrs lerx.. den we g0 bugis.. 0n e wae 0n e train we nvr t0k.. den kinda weird... dunn0 wat t0 t0k.. haix.. g0 bugis.. walk arnd... kip walkin r0und each level... hahax.. den g0 d0wn den g0 up den g0 d0wn again.. t0ok ne0prints.. but was kinda wasted.. c0s we dun hav tym t0 ch0ose e f0tox.. den 0nli manage t0 ch0se 2.. ugly!! 0mg.. den went back t0 tamp.. eat at mac.. g0 walk arnd.. went t0 buy a pencil b0x.. hehex.. den ii g0 tamp west cc mac mit d0reen n ivan.. dey at dere studi.. tricocia came find us.. den we g0 aHh pek sh0p find clement, jiaha0, sebest.. den sumting happen.. dun wish t0 sae muchiex.. but ii 0nli n0e he ishx veri unreas0nable... f0o ker him.. dunn0 y he wanna lidat sae.. its between u n mie.. ii dun understand y u mux sae till ivan dey all.. u ken sae mie but its n0ne 0f their business sh0 dun drag dem int0 it.. URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! den mit desm0nd, zha0 k0r.. find dem 0ut t0 vent m0ii anger!!!!!!!!!!!! cycle t0 pasir ris park.. den mit xia0ben, kian hwee dey all.. went t0 eat.. den g0 pasir ris park again.. ii was b0red.. dunn0 wat t0 d0.. but luckily dey did cheered mie up.. tankx guys.. heex.. den cycle t0 e c0ffeesh0p.. 0n e wae kena p0lice check.. but luckily n0thin.. l0lx.. arnd 3+am went back.. was kinda guilty.. des c0s dun wan ii get sc0lded den cycle sh0 fast.. k0r 0so.. felt sh0 bad.. s0rriex w0rx.. make till u tw0 sh0 tired.. heex.. n tankx al0t.. kekex..

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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

jux an0ther b0rin dae.. sianx.. ms chew nvr cum 2dae.. sh0 g0t 2free peri0ds.. in klass t0k n sms n take f0tox.. hahax.. den e relief teacher saw ii usin m0ii f0ne.. den walk 0ver ask mie kip.. luckily he nvr c0nfiscate.. heex.. n0thin muchiex acheri.. l0lx.. jux finish all m0ii und0ne maths h0mew0rk.. finalli.. x) oHhx yahx.. mr ang discuss wif us.. if 0ur klass g0t wh0le attendance frm n0w till end 0f yrr.. den he will treat us 0ut.. c we wanna g0 where.. den all he pay.. minimum he mux pay $300.. l0lx.. yeaHhx!! but ken0t gib letter... mux gib mc.. hehex.. N!!! 0ur klass MSG ferr e.maths mid-yrr mux b 2+.. a.maths 4+.. prelim e.maths 1.8.. a.maths 3+.. 0mg!!!!! sh0 high.. hmMmx.. but h0pe dis will enc0urage e wh0le klass t0 studi hard.. heex.. 4e3.. mux studii hard n get gd results!! pr0ve all teachers wr0ng!! heex.. suddenly realised.. ii mish sum0ne ii sh0uldnt mish.. hav ii given up 0n him?? ii dunn0.. heex.. but im n0t g0nna kare sh0 muchiex.. jux let nature take its c0urse bahx... x)

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Monday, April 25, 2005

2dae after sch went h0me bath.. den g0 0ut lerx.. c0s 0ur klass 2dae g0in 0ut 2gether wif mrs daniel t0 watch m0vie!!! heex.. first tym wh0le klass g0 watch m0vie.. sh0 ii, d0reen, juan, celest, s0h hwee, huili, kaiying, yiqi, jacks0n n nich0las mit 3.30pm at inter small mac.. ii mit d0reen 0n bus.. but at bus-st0p saw jas.. den g0 up bus saw yiqi n huili.. den saw wee zha0, juan n jacks0n.. after dat nxt st0p celest n nick came up bus.. l0lx.. we were luffin c0s lyk n0 nid mit at inter lerx.. all mit 0n bus except kaiying n shwee.. l0lx.. den we went t0 ntuc buy tidbits.. den 4pm lidat went up t0 GV t0 mit up wif e rest 0f e klass.. at 4.15 lidat we went int0 e cinema.. but e pers0n dere dun all0w us t0 g0 in.. c0s he saw sum 0f us wif camera.. den daniel argue wif dem.. l0lx.. finalli dey let us g0 in.. heex.. we ch0se 0ur 0wn place.. lyk n0b0di lidat.. we ken plae n t0k.. l0lx.. sh0 fun.. watch ‘sahara’.. at first wen heard teacher sae watch sahara we were lyk.. 0mg.. g0in t0 slp lerx.. but after watchin it was a nice sh0w.. sum parts exciting.. n farni 0so.. hehex.. after e m0vie went t0 kfc eat.. sum went h0me.. den edwin dey all g0 buy cake gib kamal.. c0s his bdae.. den he kena sab0.. l0lx.. den arnd 8+pm we walk h0me 2gether.. HAPPI BDAE KAMAL!!

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Sunday, April 24, 2005

suddenly feel lyk eatin ch0colate!!!!!!!!! hahax.. eat ch0colate den will 0kaex lerx.. at least wun tink sh0 muchiex.. ii lurrve ch0colate!!!!!!!!!! l0lx..

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Saturday, April 23, 2005

hengx arhx.. dad nvr sc0ld wen ii g0 h0me sh0 late.. l0lx.. but tink he n0e.. mum 0nli sae abit.. heex.. went t0 watch 'infecti0n' wif tricia.. damn scary!!!! ii watch halfwae den feel lyk leavin e cinema lerx.. dun feel lyk watchin it anim0re.. but dun wan.. hahax.. it was damn disgustin.. 0mg.. yuckx.. finalli after abt 1 n 1/2 hr.. e sh0w ended.. went t0 help ivan buy sly album.. hahax.. he gimme his card.. but gimme e wr0ng passw0rd.. 0mg.. den later wen passw0rd c0rrect.. dunn0 y ken0t use.. hahax.. den after dat went h0me lerx.. reach h0me.. sms.. den kind 0f quarrel wif sum0ne.. haix..

reali feel sh0 guilty.. ii dunn0 y.. but ii feel dat evriting ishx all m0ii fault.. y tings will turn 0ut t0 bcum lidat?? evriting ishx bey0nd wat ii tink.. evriting turns 0ut t0 b n0t wat ii wan it t0 b.. if ii n0e tings will turn 0ut dis wae.. sh0 mani ppl will b inv0lved in it.. den ii rather ii kip 0ut 0f evriting.. sh0 mani rum0urs.. sh0 mani pr0bs.. y cant ppl believe wat ii sae? y d0 u kip tinkin im angry wif u? d0 ii luk lyk th0se kind 0f ppl hu wun 4gib 0thers c0s 0f e little tings dey d0? haix.. ii nvr reply u c0s ii dunn0 wat t0 reply.. n u t0o sensitive lerx.. ii nvr angry 0r unhappi but u kip saein ii m.. since u sae till lidat wat m0re sh0ud ii sae? u dun hav t0 n0e wat m0ii hart ishx tinkin.. c0s n0 0ne n0es.. even sumtyms ii dun even n0e wat m ii tinkin.. n ii feel dat ii dun nida tell u evriting abt mie.. if im angry ii will sae it.. but ii nvr.. haix.. ii dunn0 wat t0 sae.. dunn0 wat sh0uld ii d0.. mayb u sh0uld jux m0ve 0n.. find sum0ne m0re suitable ferr u.. c0s im jux a stupid n ugly ger.. n0t w0rth e tings u d0.. im s0rriex.. reali veri s0rriex.. but ii had enuff...

saw his frenster pr0file.. tink he g0t stead lerx bahx.. haix.. his shirt still wif mie.. haven t0ok back.. n ii dunn0 h0w t0 return him.. haix.. if its reali lidat.. ii wish he b happi 0wayx.. jux h0pe t0 c e smile back 0n his face.. jux lyk e first tym wen ii saw him.. mayb we r jux n0t fated.. n0 matter h0w hard ii tried.. jux 2weeks.. n ii fall sh0 hard.. ii dunn0 wats wif u.. dat lemme tink abt u all e tym.. till n0w den ii realised.. ii mish euu sh0 much.. if tym c0uld turn back.. ii wish e pers0n hu met u wasnt mie.. it will b e ger wh0 ken reali brin u happinesss.. n let ur smile remains 0n ur face all e tym.. n0 matter wat.. w0 zhi xiang kan jian ni kuai lerx.. den n0thin matters lerx..

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Friday, April 22, 2005

urgh.. dun feel lyk wakin up in e m0rnin.. but nida g0 sch.. drag m0iiself 0ut 0f bed.. den first peri0d ishx mr ang derx.. he g0 thru a.maths exam paper wif us.. in e end f0und 0ut half e klass nvr d0.. he was pissed 0ff.. den all e wae gib attitude.. dun wanna teach 0so.. ii ask him Qn he gimme e stupid face.. hate dat.. t0ok back a.maths test paper lerx.. ii passed!! heex.. happi w0rx.. l0lx.. after sch g0 h0me read c0mic lerx.. heex... n eat ch0colate.. ii lurrve ch0colate!!!!!!!!!! l0lx.. ii mad lerx.. dunn0 later wanna g0 clubbin n0t.. sh0 l0ng nvr g0 0ready.. ii mish it.. haix.. but d0reen, s0h hwee shujuan dey all ask mie dun g0.. sae exams cumin lerx.. haix.. den d0do sae mie.. ii n0e she sae mie ishx ferr m0ii 0wn gd.. haix.. reali feel lyk g0in.. sadx.. but ii scared later ii g0 lerx dey all angry wif mie h0w.. c0s ii sae ii wun g0 after march.. haix.. *c0nfused..

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went t0 t0wn.. tricia mei wanna g0 dere eat k0bayashi.. sh0 acc her g0 l0rx.. den we g0 taka she buy little twin star.. sh0p arnd den went back t0 t0wn mit sum frenx.. den we g0 cyclin.. heex.. quite fun.. went t0 east c0ast park.. arnd 3+am we went t0 bed0k 85 dere eat.. after dat g0 h0me lerx.. reach h0me abt 5am..

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Thursday, April 21, 2005

heex.. went t0 eat wif k0r.. k0r f0und 0ut ii at nyte veri late den slp.. den he sc0ld mie.. =X hahax.. still wan mie pr0mise him ken0t sh0 late slp again.. den ii sae ken0t c0s g0 clubbin will late den g0 h0me derx.. l0lx.. heex.. s0rriex k0r let u w0rriex ferr mie lerx.. heex.. ii will b gd gerr derx n ttakaiirex 0f m0iiself.. dun nid w0rriex.. t0k t0 ivan at nyte.. den he dun all0w mie slp.. den t0k till 1am den g0 slp..

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ii mish CLUBBIN!! had a dream dat ii went clubbin.. den wake up realised ii kinda l0ng nvr g0 lerx.. haix.. sadx.. mish e daex wif k0rr dey all g0 clubbin.. sh0 fun.. haix.. 4get it.. den g0 sch.. durin chinese less0ns teacher tell us abt her children.. hahax.. her st0rieex sh0 farni we kip luffin n luffin n0n-st0p... l0lx.. den ishx chem less0ns.. wasnt reali payin attenti0n.. was lukin at ‘i-weekly’ magazine instead.. hahax.. physics g0t pract.. recess nxt.. n0t lukin ferrward t0 it acheri.. c0s ii n0e d0reen will b in e middle again.. n ii felt bad t0 c her lyk busy entertain ii n jas lidat.. but n0 ch0ice.. ii cant leave her al0ne wif jas.. she dun wan.. she sae she rather wif mie.. haix.. but ii n jas recess g0t t0k abit.. aBIT 0nli.. tink 0nli 2sentence.. haix.. s0rriex d0do.. make u nan zu0 ren.. haix... t0ok m0ii a.maths test.. ken0t make it.. use wr0ng f0rmula.. haix.. acheri wanna use e 0ther 0ne.. c0s tink ii use wr0ngly.. den n0 tym lerx.. in e end teacher g0 thru e 0ther 0ne c0rrect.. haix.. sadx.. tink will fail bahx.. afterall 8marks g0ne.. den realised wat teacher sae b4 ii dunn0.. c0s wen teacher teach dat chap ii was absent.. sh0 ii dunn0 e impt p0ints.. nvm.. 0ver lerx.. sh0 dun tink.. nvr g0 speech dae!! hahax.. decided n0t t0 hand in e f0rm.. l0lx.. after sch went t0 c0m lab take NE quiz.. hahax.. kinda fun acheri.. but m0ii c0m damn stupid.. e m0use abit s0t s0t derx.. had a difficult tym t0 use.. reach h0me after dat.. n0w acheri ii sh0uld b at sp0rts hall.. but ii nvr g0 plae badmint0n c0s ii fell asleep.. lata g0in 844 dere eat bahx.. kkaex.. st0p here.. ttakaiirex guys.. x)
*currently listenin t0 twins s0ngs.. veri nice.. xP

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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

damn tired in sch.. nearly wanna slp lerx.. but luckily after recess 3peri0ds teacher nvr cum.. den we in klass plae.. but ii was guai.. ii in klass d0 maths.. l0lx.. c0s g0t mani t0 d0 mahx.. teacher gib mani papers ferr us.. den all sh0 difficult derx.. sh0 ii d0.. den d0reen dey all in klass f0ld paper aer0plane.. -.-lll hahax.. dey kip plaein l0rx.. l0lx.. run here run dere lyk small kids lidat.. heex.. den 12.45pm mrs daniel came back.. she ask us hand in 0ur eng which she wan us t0 d0 jux n0w derx.. den wh0le klass bluff her sae dey d0 inside e b0ok.. but ishx acheri dey nvr d0.. hahax.. veri bad.. l0lx.. after dat ishx assembly.. was kinda sianx.. g0t a t0k 0n healthy lifestyle all dat.. abt sm0kin all dat.. sianx.. went h0me faster d0 h0mew0rk.. 7.30pm watch ‘hai tun wan lian ren‘.. heex..

den c0ntinue d0in h0mew0rk.. n 0so studi ferr a.maths test.. at nyte ivan kall.. den t0k t0 him.. ii was tired but he dun all0w mie t0 put d0wn e f0ne.. l0lx.. sh0 acc him t0k till 1am lidat den g0 slp..

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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

2dae m0rnin saw jas t0k t0 d0reen.. den wen ii walk 0ver she walk awae.. knew sumting was wr0ng lerx.. haix.. d0reen s0rt 0f angry wif mie.. she ask mie y ii still sms wee zha0.. haix.. den all e wae she lyk av0id mie lidat.. ii readin peri0d t0 klassr0om kip wanna cry 0ut.. but ii nvr.. den ferr first 4peri0ds ii nvr t0k t0 her at all.. 5th peri0d was ge0.. we went t0 AVA r0om.. ii was 0utside n teacher haven cum.. ii al0ne g0 t0ilet.. in t0ilet ii tink ii saw jas.. den suddenly felt dat e tears ken0t held back.. ii hide inside e cubicle n cry.. nvr even g0 less0ns.. d0reen dey all f0und 0ut ii mishin den dey tell teacher.. in e end d0do, shujuan, celestine, yiqi, kaiying n huili all cum find mie.. ii inside t0ilet dey nvr saw.. den dey kip kallin mie but ii nvr pick up e f0ne.. 0nli after dat den dey realise cubicle d0or cl0se.. dey kip bangin 0n e d0or but ii dun wanna 0pen.. den celest use c0in t0 0pen e l0ck.. den wen ii saw dem ii cant st0p cryin.. ii kip cryin cryin cryin.. dunn0 y will kip cryin.. den dey all sh0 w0rried luk at mie.. haix.. den d0reen n0e ii cry till sh0 badly she 0so cry 0so.. haix.. den k0on rush t0 t0ilet find mie.. den kip an wei mie.. after 45mins we all calm d0wn lerx den g0 back t0 AVA r0om.. teacher n0e.. but lucky she nvr sc0ld mie wen ii run 0ff.. after dat ishx recess.. dunn0 h0w t0 face jas n d0do.. went t0 study c0rner wif k0on.. den she ask wat happen all dat.. den she an wei mie.. felt much betta.. she gimme sum advice t0o.. den saw d0do cum up den she lyk n0thin happen lerx.. den in klass she t0ld mie wat jas sae.. finalli let g0 0f mani tings.. n mani tings ii 0so let her n0e lerx.. den after sch ii went h0me.. bath lerx read c0mic den fell asleep.. w0ke up at 4+pm den g0 mit d0do n a fren.. t0k den went h0me lerx.. jux finish eatin.. hahax.. sh0 glad evritin 0kaex lerx..

d0do:after all dis tings.. h0pe we wun hav anim0re tings happen lerx.. n veri s0rriex ferr makin u cry!! veri s0rriex.. make u nearly g0 jump 0ff e buildin.. but u n0e ppl g0t pr0b find mie ii cant p0ssibly dun kare dem derx.. den dunn0 tings will turn 0ut dis wae.. s0rriex..heex.. but sh0 happi we 0kaex lerx..xP
k0on:arigat0 nehx.. kip listenin t0 all m0ii s0rr0ws.. n c mie cry.. heex.. n enc0uragin mie all e while.. tankx.. n s0rriex t0 make u w0rriex ferr mie..
juan,celest,yiqi,kaiying,huili:s0rriex guys t0 make u all w0rriex ferr mie n search ferr mie n sch.. ii n0e ii scare u all lerx.. veri s0rriex.. n tankx ferr an wei mie in e t0ilet..
nick&jacks0n:didi arhx.. tankx ferr u tw0 derx c0ncern.. jie 0kaex lerx.. dun w0rriex..
sueh li mei:s0rriex w0rx.. u ask mie y ii cry but ii nvr tell u.. c0s ii dun wish t0 repeat again.. but veri happi u still kare.. heex..
last but n0t least.. t0 all ppl hu w0rriex lerx.. im veri s0rriex..

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Monday, April 18, 2005

2dae in sch kinda b0rin.. den after sch g0 h0me straight.. den tings start t0 cr0p up again.. haix.. dun wish t0 sae aniting.. but felt veri guilty abt it.. mit a fren.. t0k.. den went t0 bed0k return n b0rr0w c0mics.. reach h0me abt 10pm.. e bus 69 veri l0ng.. den at nyte sms sum frenx.. haix.. quarrel wif des.. c0s 0f sumtings.. sadx.. dun wish t0 t0k abt it.. was veri tired sh0 end evriting..

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Sunday, April 17, 2005

2dae wh0le dae stay at h0me.. hahax.. guai kiax.. xP did h0mew0rk.. d0 till wanna g0 crazy lerx.. l0lx..

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Saturday, April 16, 2005

it was 0nli 8+am wen ii w0ke up.. was tired.. but dunn0 y sh0 earli w0ke up.. den reply his sms.. den sms a few 0nli den nvr sms lerx.. heex.. slp back again.. 10+am w0ke up again.. sms des n wee zha0.. ap0l0gise t0 dem ferr last nyte tingy.. den all e wae nvr slp.. till n0w.. hahax.. later mayb g0in 0ut bahx.. lyk veri l0ng nvr g0 0ut wif tricia lerx.. n ishx miracle dat she acheri wanna g0 0ut.. heex.. bl0g wen ii hav tym bahx.. ttakaiirex guys.. tatax..

wee zha0:tankx ferr urr c0ncern w0rx.. 0wayx make u w0rriex.. haix.. felt sh0 guilty.. c0s u 0wnself 0so g0t pr0bs lerr den still mux listen t0 mie.. veri tankkew..

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nvr g0 0ut wif tricia t0 t0wn lerx.. c0s ii veri sl0w den she fell asleep.. j0ey n james came m0ii hse.. den went t0 tamp mall wif e tw0 0f dem n m0ii 3sis.. we went dere eat.. den after dat walk h0me.. acc prisc walk till junyuan dere den ii n tricia went t0 827 derx 7-11 find her little twin star ch0p.. she c0uldnt find it.. den saw henry.. kinda l0ng nvr c him lerx.. t0k awhile.. after dat went t0 west cc mac mit sum frenx.. dey eat lerx den we went t0 pasir ris park.. 0ne 0f dem gib attitude.. den evri0ne’s m0od sank.. haix.. but awhile 0kaex lerx.. 0n e wae t0 red hse ivan kall.. it was 1+am n ii w0nder y he haven slp.. den he t0k t0k till he sae he wana jump 0ff e buildin.. scare mie till ii nearly cry.. haix.. kinda scary.. but c0s ii n tricia wear skirt sh0 ken0t climb in.. at 0utside den g0 lerx.. went back t0 central park.. went t0 0ther 7-11 t0 help tricia find her ch0p.. but dun hav.. 4am we went h0me lerx..

ivan didi:di arhx.. dun scare mie anim0re lerx ken?? m0ii hart ken0t take it.. dun d0 anitin f0olish lerx.. ii n0e u will tink.. but ii scared u yi shi ch0ng d0ng den reali g0 d0 th0se tings u sae.. u mux b str0ng.. anitin ken kall mie.. ii will b dere ferr u derx.. face all dis tings wif a p0sitive attitude kaex?? wen u make dis decisi0n t0 wait u sh0uld n0e tings may n0t turn 0ut as u tink.. haix.. c u lidat ii 0so bu ha0 sh0u.. 0wayx rem jie ishx 0so in e same situati0n as u.. sh0 ii understand h0w u feel.. ii n0e h0w much u kare ferr ur dad.. but u mux sh0w him all ur lurve b4 its t0o late kaex? ttakaiirex arhx.. aniting mux tell mie w0rx...

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Friday, April 15, 2005

2.10am he send mie a gd nyte sms! hahax. but at dat tym ii slp lerx.. m0rnin den saw..

a.maths test p0stp0ne t0 nxt thur! hahax.. sh0 happi.. c0s band mux practise ferr SYF.. den teacher ken0t gib test.. l0lx.. after sch g0t chinese 0ral.. 0mg.. sure fail derx.. haix.. e c0nversati0n ii dunn0 wat t0 sae.. den all e while silence until teacher ask mie Qn.. die lerr die lerr.. haix.. but e c0nversati0n sh0 difficult.. haix.. after sch went h0me.. sms while slpin.. ii did sumting wr0ng!! s0rriex t0 e 2ppl inv0lved.. u all n0e hu u r.. im veri s0rriex.. h0pe u tw0 reali nvr quarrel c0s 0f mie.. veri s0rriex!!=( haix.. desm0nd ask mie g0 ktv wif dem.. but... dun wan lahx.. dunn0 h0w t0 face her.. haix.. th0u ken pretend n0thin happen.. s0rriex.. haix.. den slp till 6+pm wake up.. eat sum p0rridge.. was watchin tv wen ivan kall n ask mie g0 j-b0x.. ask m0ii dad.. he sae ken.. den mit dem at ah pek sh0p.. celebrate jiaha0’s bdae.. n0t sh0 fun acheri.. abit sianx.. mayb if hawwei cum will b m0re fun bahx.. sing till 11pm we dun wanna sing m0re den g0 916 eat.. after dat mit wee zha0 n des at shell petr0l stati0n.. cycle t0 pasir ris park.. hahax.. tink dey l0m pang mie till veri tired.. ii sh0 heavy.. but dey kip saein wun.. l0lx.. g0 back dat tym sum tings happen.. n ii s0rt 0f let dem w0rriex lerx.. veri s0rriex.. den dey faster cycle back t0 tampines.. m0ii gastric pain again.. but was 0kaex lahx.. used t0 it.. went t0 central park.. dun feel lyk g0in h0me.. but hav t0.. if n0t mum will sc0ld.. 4pm ii reach h0me lerx.. bath lerx den g0 slp.. send him a gdnyte sms 0so.. but wen he reply ii 0ready slp lerx..

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Thursday, April 14, 2005

HAPPIE BDAE DADDY & JACKSON!!!

daddy.. ii lurrve euu.. h0pe u will faster rec0verr..
jacks0n didi.. h0pe u lyk e presents we gib u.. 0wayx m0ii didi..

tml havin a.maths test.. haix.. sianx.. 0nli studi abit.. will pass n0t? h0pe sh0.. h0pe n0t difficult..

br0ught e mini cake t0 sch.. den gib t0 jacks0n durin eng less0ns.. hahax.. mr ang nvr cum.. 4peri0ds d0 n0thin.. den ii, d0reen, celestine, sean n effendi sit arnd t0k abt gh0st tings.. l0lx.. den c m0ii f0ne n0 batt den use jacks0n f0ne.. den sms while t0kin.. hahax.. after sch g0t chinese remedial.. till 3.15pm.. dun feel lyk g0in derx.. but celest dey all all g0.. sh0 g0 l0rx.. teacher let us g0 earli.. c0s g0t speech dae rehearsal.. reach h0me immediately charge m0ii f0ne.. wen ii 0n kena sh0cked.. sh0 mani sms.. den n0e g0t tings happen lerx.. haix.. dun wanna sae abt it.. but luckily settle lerx.. did m0ii h0mew0rk.. den g0 844 dere eat.. celebrate daddy’s bdae mahx.. den prisc jie t0ld mie sumtings abt dad.. haix.. she sae dad mayb g0t an0ther disease.. sadx.. h0pe daddy ishx fine.. ii nearly cry.. but kip back e tears.. afterall ken0t cry 0n his bdae mahx.. after dat mit wee zha0 n des den g0 slack arnd.. at mang0steen dere nearly cry.. but dun wan dem t0 w0rriex.. haix.. till 11+pm g0 h0me.. c0ntinue d0 sum h0mew0rk b4 g0in t0 slp..

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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

yest went t0 serang0on arnd evenin.. g0 temple.. den reach h0me arnd 10+pm den rush chinese h0emw0rk.. wanna d0 maths but veri late sh0 g0 slp lerx.. haix.. mani tings happen.. dun wish t0 sae m0re.. but ii felt abit guilty abt it.. haix.. 2dae nearly late ferr sch.. den th0t will b a fun dae.. c0s g0t funfair ferr internati0nal frenship dae.. den g0t sell tings.. after recess we n0 nid studi c0s daniel g0in SYF ferr drama.. we prepare e stall veri quickly.. evriting was fine in e beginnin.. but in e end lehx.. damn fcuk up!! dunn0 which fcuker g0 spit f0od d0wn.. effendi kena.. damn it!!! th0u we n0e which agar which b0i did it.. but we dun kare.. but after dat incident wh0le klass m0od sink l0rx.. jux c0s 0f e fcuker.. idi0tic.. went h0me kena nag by m0ii grandma.. urgh!! dunn0 y dey nvr nag 0ne dae lyk will die lidat.. dun kare abt her.. feelin m0re n m0re distance frm h0me.. dun feel lyk g0in h0me.. ken0t take it.. nag nag nag.. all dey d0 ishx nag.. damn tired sh0 slp in e n0on.. wake up watch ’hai tun wan lian ren’.. n ’hu0 xia qu’.. haix.. irritated!!! wtf.. urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Sunday, April 10, 2005

m0rnin kena kpkb by m0ii mum.. dunn0 wat e hell happen t0 her.. damn fcuk up.. c0ntinue t0 slp dun kare her.. den finalli wake up kena kp by her again.. damn tired l0rx.. haix.. went t0 uncle hse pray.. den g0 serang0on n0rth temple t0 pray.. e weather damn h0t!! sweat all 0ver.. den went back t0 tamp.. quarrel wif m0ii sis.. c0s she wanna g0 li0n dance but ii dun wan.. den quarrel l0rx.. haix.. in e end she nvr g0.. we nvr t0k.. haix.. went back t0 uncle hse watch NKF.. den jux reach h0me 0nli.. wanna watch tv lerx.. g0t gh0st.. heex.. tatax.. nyytex.. takaiirex guys..

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Saturday, April 09, 2005

ii was late as usual! mit d0reen dey all at 1.30pm.. in e end ii 1.55pm den 0kaex.. =X jingxiang kall n sc0lded mie! s0rriex.. but u all n0e im e late queen mahx.. n ii tell u all dun sh0 earli g0 0ut lerx.. mit d0do n went t0 mrt c0ntr0l mit jingx, samy n xiangyi.. abit weird.. lyk 2gr0ups lidat.. hahax.. but was 0kaex 0verall.. sad ting ishx hawwei ken0t mit us sh0 earli.. sum tings cr0p up.. haix.. mit cherie at city hall.. went t0 cine t0 eat.. den buy tickets ferr ‘pacifier’.. b0ught ferr maggie n her stead 0so.. went t0 heeren t0 take ne0prints.. hehex.. n tried t0 match-make jingx n samy 2gether.. l0lx.. make dem take at least 0ne f0to 2gether.. it turn 0ut kinda nice acheri.. swit 0f dem.. hahax.. t0ok a grp f0to.. n 3pers0n f0to[mie, d0do n jingx].. went back t0 heeren t0 catch e m0vie.. hehex.. it was a quite farni sh0w.. abit t0uchin t0o.. watch finish went t0 l0ng j0hn eat.. den went back tamp central park mit wei dey all.. slack near mang0steen.. sum pr0b cr0p up.. yahx.. but fine lerx.. den mit wei zha0 under d0do blk.. t0k abt mani tings.. den d0do went back.. ii n zha0 wait ferr desm0nd t0 c0me.. t0k sum tings l0rx.. den wen des c0me dey sae wan send mie t0 central park.. c0s van kall n wan mie dere.. but ii dun dare t0 let dem zai mie 0n their bike.. paisehx t0 ask des zai.. zha0 zu d0ng t0 zai mie.. tink he n0e wat ii tinkin.. but ii spent quite sumtymx t0 decide c0s ii scared if jas n0e ii die die.. but zha0 assure mie.. sh0 ii finalli h0p 0n his bike.. cycle t0 central park n dr0p mie 0ff.. hahax.. kinda fun acheri.. at e shelter dere kinda sianx.. c0s g0t sum ppl ii dun quite t0k t0.. n al0t m0squit0!! damn it.. wanna g0 h0me derx.. c0s veri sianx.. den des sae wan c0me mit mie.. but 0nli ii n him veri weird.. ask van acc mie he nida g0 h0me.. c0s 1+am lerx.. sh0 des ask zha0 cum 0so.. wei n jingx acc mie wait 0so.. den dey3 sit dere lame siax.. t0k abt ‘d0uyu’ tingy.. hahax.. luckily we left e shelter first.. c0s after dat peiting dey all kena p0lice check.. des n zha0 0so kena wen 0n e wae t0 mit mie at ah pek sh0p.. dey reach lerx den van went h0me.. we cycle t0 7-11 buy f0od.. zha0 hungry.. den we went t0 e bl0ck nearby eat.. sumting happen again.. haix.. dun wanna t0k abt it.. 0ur m0od was lyk.. d0wn l0rx.. after a series 0f eatin n j0kin.. we cycle t0 sweebin hse.. c0s dey wan take cigarette.. den at his blk d0wnstair derx table des n zha0 g0 use lighter burn e flies.. den g0 dustbin take stick plae.. reali ishx small b0i.. l0lx.. slack awhile den cycle again.. went r0und central park.. den st0p t0 plae e pull up.. den g0in 3am ii wan g0 h0me lerx.. sh0 dey2 send mie h0me.. went h0me bath lerx.. but m0ii c0ntact lens ken0t take 0ut!!!! m0ii wh0le eye red n pain.. spent 1hr t0 take 0ut.. cried 0so.. c0s veri scared ii might g0 blind.. till 4+am den slp..

dis pic ishx taken at heeren.. d0reen, mie n jingx.. mie sh0 ugly!

dis ishx e frp f0to.. mie, xiangyi, samy,d0reen, cherie, jingx..

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Friday, April 08, 2005

saw e bytchy ger!!! was at inter waitin ferr jie.. saw wins0n.. was t0kin t0 him wen e bytch walk by!! dia0 her.. damn sia lan.. PLK!!!.. f0o ker her.. went t0 hartland mall take c0ntact lens.. went h0me watch hai tun wan lian ren.. did sum h0mw0rk.. damn sianx.. 0Hh yahx.. settle sum tings ferr tml.. damn c0nfused.. in e end lyk sh0 mani ppl wanna mit 2gether lidat.. h0pe jingx settle pr0perly.. if n0t ii will kill him.. hahax.. kinda happi.. finalli wif ivan wei dey all lyk last tym lidat.. g0t t0k g0t luff.. n0t lyk strangers anim0re.. but h0w l0ng will dis last?? after dis tym g0 0ut den disappear mahx? h0pe n0t.. haix.. wanna watch tv lerx.. nyytex.. takaiirex guys.. tatax~

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miiracle!!! he sms mie gd nyyte sms!!! hahaahahahahaahahax................. ii g0in crazi lerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrx! kekex.. sh0 nan derx..... l0lx.. x)

Thursday, April 07, 2005

heyax.. m0ii m0uth finalli n0t sh0 pain lerx! hahax.. but still abit numb numb pain pain derx.. h0pe faster rec0ver.. s0rriex w0rx frenx.. let u all w0rriex lerx.. 2dae g0t remedial.. den ah te0 t0k sh0 l0ng siax.. f0o ker her.. came h0me make sum f0tox.. listen s0ngs.. den bath lerx d0 h0mew0rk lerx.. den watch tv.. haii tun wan lian ren sh0 nice!! hahax.. watch twice lerx.. but nvm.. kekex.. still veri nice.. den d0 a.maths h0mew0rk.. but dunn0 h0w t0 d0 sh0 0nline l0rx.. sianx siax..

been 4+mths since he left.. haven reali m0ve 0n yet.. th0u ii 0wayx sae ii had.. haix.. dunn0 wat he tinkin.. bu zhi da0 ta xian zai hai ha0 mahx.. dun dare ask him.. sadx.. but g0t abt 2mth nvr c0ntact lerx.. haix.. sumtymx reali feel lyk cryin.. but ii guess cry till n0 tears lerx.. haix... feelin sh0 l0st n c0nfused..

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Wednesday, April 06, 2005

currently iin sch.. hahax.. m0uth n0t sh0 pain lerr.. but later c h0w l0rx.. if mum sae wan brin mie g0 c d0c den g0.. hmMmx.. st0p here bahx.. n0thin m0re t0 wryte.. tatax~

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

reach h0me lerx.. take blue f0rm h0me.. ken0t take it.. m0uth damn pain.. was kinda quiet ferr e wh0le m0rnin.. dun feel lyk 0penin m0ii m0uth... haix.. den dunn0 y head suddenly feel veri heavy.. lyk wan fever lidat.. haix.. eat abit bread den eat medicine.. n0bodi at h0me.. haix.. veri tired.. g0in slp lerx..

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Monday, April 04, 2005

2dae nvr g0 sch.. haix.. m0uth still veri pain l0rx.. den wh0le pers0n n0 energy.. kip slpin.. 2+pm went t0 c d0c.. den g0 h0me learn s0cial studies ferr tml test.. but end up slpin.. n0 energy learn.. 7+pm wake up eat dinner.. eat abit 0nli.. if n0t ken0t tahan e pain.. n jux abit nid 15mins t0 sl0wly swall0w.. haix.. h0pe faster 0kaex!! cl0se m0uth 0pen m0uth 0so pain.. dunn0 h0w den will n0t pain.. read c0mic den g0 slp lerx..

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Sunday, April 03, 2005

at nyte 3+am w0ke up.. f0und dat m0ii m0uth damn pain.. ken0t even slp.. haix.. in e end m0rnin 7+am den fell asleep.. 12+pm wake up.. 0mg.. m0uth ken0t even 0pen.. swall0w f0od 0r drink water 0so pain.. n ishx damn pain... den cheek n thr0at dere sw0llen.. haix.. but n0w d0c t0 c.. sh0 mux wait till tml.. did m0ii h0mew0rk.. den evenin tym went t0 bed0k wif tricia t0 return c0mics.. b0rr0w sum again.. went h0me watch tv read c0mic den slp lerx..

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Saturday, April 02, 2005

wake up at 8+am.. damn tired siax.. dun feel lyk wakin up.. but nida g0 d0reen hse d0 pr0ject.. haix.. sianx.. rain sh0 heavily.. in e end dey p0stp0ne t0 10.30am.. 0mg.. ii wake up lerx den ken0t slp lerx.. sh0 g0 0nline help dem find inf0.. after dat juan cum m0ii hse d0wnstair den we g0 d0do hse 2getherr.. kinda fast d0 finish e pr0ject.. arnd 4+pm den finish lerx.. hahax.. first tym siax.. went h0me den psych0 tricia g0 0ut.. mit des dey all again.. den mit j0ey at cine.. dey wan plae billard but nida wait ferr 20+m0re ppl.. in e end we walk t0 plaza sing l0rx.. saw e singin c0mpetiti0n.. watch awhile den take bus65 h0me..

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Friday, April 01, 2005

HAPPI APRIL FOOL'S DAE!
heyax.. heex.. jux came back frm sch.. l0ad sum s0ngs int0 c0m.. c0s yest weijie help mie burn sum chinese s0ngs n techn0.. s0rriex weijie!! use ur c0m till kena spyware virus.. veri s0rriex!!! ii n0e u sae nvm c0s u dun wan mie t0 feel bad.. but dis ishx e sec0nd tym lerx.. haix.. luckily weiquan clever.. den e virus dun hav lerx.. but t0dae will cum back n0t? ii dunn0.. later ask him bahx.. h0pe dun hav lerx..
hmMmx.. 2dae in sch.. hahax.. g0t fire drill.. 0ur klass in chem lab.. hahax.. sh0 farni.. we kena sc0lded by VP.. c0s e interc0m ann0unce sae canteeen g0t fire[but ishx fake lahx].. but 0ur klass g0 walk acr0ss e canteen.. l0lx.. but we dunn0 mahx.. we walk thru 0ready den dey sae.. hahax.. den mr ang came back klass ask y we g0 walk acr0ss.. hahax.. c0s teachers sae wat 0nli f0ols will g0 walk canteen wen sae canteen ishx in fire.. wh0le klass f0ols? hahax.. jkjk.. den dunn0 y principal sh0 gd.. 12.15pm let us g0 lerx.. heex.. but f0o ker her.. g0 plan wat m0n, wed, n thur g0t remedial evri week.. till 5pm!!! idi0tic lahx.. sae wat ishx c0s 0f we all sec4 results veri bad.. den wh0le sch mux remedial.. all blame us.. tink ishx she 1st yr as principal mahx.. den wan set target.. if we sc0re veri gd she g0t FACE.. shit u..
haix.. sadx.. later m0ii sis n0t g0in sparks.. c0s she n0t feelin veri well.. haix.. den ii ken0t g0 0so.. but ii tell myself dis week last lerx.. in e end ken0t g0.. nxt week start al0t ting lerx.. haix.. sadx..

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yeahx!! went t0 sparks.. hahax.. m0ii sis suddenly sae wan g0 sh0 g0 l0rx.. went t0 t0wn first wif prisc.. den desm0nd dey all sae wanna mit dere.. in e end dey dunn0 wat tym den cum.. kinda b0rin l0rx g0 0ut wif m0ii sis.. dunn0 y siax.. last tym tricia will cum al0ng wif us.. but n0w.. haix.. she sae she wan g0 d0 pr0ject.. tink ishx g0 mit leslie bahx.. dunn0 her.. went t0 0G at first find k0r.. den t0k awhile ii n prisc 0wnself g0 walk.. went t0 cine eat y0shin0ya.. den sit dere ferr kinda l0ng b4 g0in t0 ck tang find daryl.. in e end junha0 0so dere.. den he ask us help him g0 buy tie.. l0lx.. run t0 wisma t0 search ferr his tie.. all sh0 exp.. finalli f0und 0ne reas0nable price derx.. den g0 0rchard mrt stati0n mit yang.. walk back t0 ck tang find daryl dey all.. j0ke abit dere.. den we g0 0ff t0 s0merset mrt stati0n t0 mit des.. he 8+pm den reach!! frm n0on sae wan reach till nyte.. shit him... walk t0 0rchard plaza g0 sparks buy ticket n ch0p.. hahax.. kena suan dere.. l0lx.. after dat des dey all g0 cine plae billard.. we tag al0ng.. but 10+pm we g0 0ff t0 mit k0r dey all den g0 d0wn sparks.. plae till 3pm den g0 h0me lerx..

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