Thursday, March 31, 2005

been a few daex since ii bl0g.. kinda busy wif sch all dat.. l0lx.. n0w g0t an event ferr internati0nal frenship dae cumin.. evri klass 0so mux d0 sumting t0 sell.. den mrs daniel sh0 gd.. hahax.. evritin 0so help us tink pr0perly.. we 0nli nida d0.. kekex.. den g0t cme pr0ject.. sh0 sh0rt tym mux finish.. ii, d0reen, juan, celestine n shwee d0 2gether.. but dey lyk evridae 0so g0t cca.. haix.. den finalli settle 0n sat t0 d0.. 9am in e m0rnin!! 0mg.. dunn0 if ii ken wake up n0t.. c0s 0ther dae ken0t d0.. haix.. chemistry test t0dae.. dunn0 if ken make it n0t.. dun hav c0nfidence.. if flunk again ii die die.. =X

den 2dae after sch rain mahx sh0 eat in canteen wif d0do.. den walk t0 canteen g0t 3gerx walk infr0nt us.. walk lyk la0 ah ma lidat sh0 sl0w.. ii jux walk past den bang her.. in e end ishx e sec2 jermaine.. she stared at mie den ii dun kare l0rx.. den ii n d0do put 0ur bags 0n e bench g0 buy f0od.. in e end she n her frenx g0 sit 0ur place.. still put 0ur bags at 0ther place.. knn.. ii damn angry.. den dia0 her fren.. den she lyk ham cheese lidat dun dare c mie back.. damn fcuk up!!!!!!!!! urgh!!!! y junyuan sh0 mani bytch???!!!! f0o ker her arhx.. nb.. wanna find her tr0uble.. but.. aiyax.. m0ii sis tell mie dun b0ther abt th0se sia0 mei mei.. sh0 nvr l0rx.. idi0tic.. sia lan kia..

currently at weijie hse use c0m.. hahax.. 0n e wae here s0rt 0f quarrel wif m0ii sis.. c0s she sae wat m0ii mum anih0w sc0ld her kip usin e f0ne.. but she reali ishx kip usin mahx.. den ii sae her she n0t happi.. den hack kare her l0rx.. kkaex.. st0p here bahx.. l0lx.. takairex evri0ne..

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Monday, March 28, 2005

2dae in sch as usual sianx.. m0rnin d0reen n0t gd m0od lerx.. c0s she l0st her c0ntact lens.. haix.. d0do dun sh0 sadx lerx.. cheer up!.. g0t PE.. 2.4km nvr run.. walk wif d0do, juan n celestine.. hahax.. we r e last 4.. spent 20mins t0 c0mplete.. l0lx.. but still kinda tired.. after sch went h0me den l0ad sum s0ngs int0 c0m.. after dat change lerx went t0 bugis.. tricia wanna take her little twin star.. den ii wanna find m0ii pants!!!!!!!!!!! tried al0t 0f khaki pants but n0 suitable derx.. haix.. b0ught a freshb0x tee.. h0pe t0 find a pants suitable ferr m0ii 2purple t0p, ebase t0p, n m0ii freshb0x tee.. ani0ne has ani idea where t0 find?????

reply t0 k0on’s letter:nu er.. mie still fine.. sh0 happi t0 hear dat u g0t read m0ii bl0g.. heex.. hmMmx.. huhx? wat happened dat lead t0 e b*****p? abt his tingy.. ii tink its n0rmal ferr him t0 sae th0se w0rds t0 his g0dsis.. ii mean.. if its wat he 0wayx sae.. c0s m0ii g0dbr0 0so evritym sae th0se w0rds t0 mie.. but 0nli as a mei l0rx.. as ferr e ger.. ii dunn0 wat t0 sae.. lyin 0n his sh0ulder.. ishx e ger sadx?? if she ishx den u sh0uldnt mind bahx.. c0s mayb e ger 0nli nid a sh0ulder t0 lie 0n?? since u hav ch0sen dis path.. mayb u sh0uld try t0 t0k t0 him abt ur feelins? as ferr sueh li dey all.. ii n0w n0t veri cl0se wif dem lerx.. sh0 ii dunn0 if dey hav changed.. but ferr wat ii c.. dey 0wayx 0nli kare abt demself.. n seld0m tink abt 0ther ppl feelins.. dats y will s0rt 0f neglect 0thers 0r hurt 0thers.. mayb try t0 t0k t0 sueh li?? mayb she will understand? tankx ferr ur enc0uragement.. jia y0u t0o! x)

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Sunday, March 27, 2005

HAPPI BDAE JEAN!!

w0ke up den eat lerx rush m0ii h0mew0rk.. been slackin.. haix.. t0ld m0iiself fri ishx e last dae ii g0 clubbin.. den n0 m0re chi0ng till after O.. but will ii b able t0 d0 it??? dunn0 siax. haix.. addicted t0 clubbin lerx.. scared kena tempted again.. evenin tym went t0 200+ eat wif m0ii family n c0usins.. 0n bus saw james.. hahax.. den g0 cindy hse burn s0ngs.. burn al0t 0f techn0!!!!! techn0 r0x!! wee u wee...... hahax.. 10+pm went h0me..

haix.. tink he lyk 0ther ppl lerx lahx.. n0 h0pe ferr mie.. haix.. saw his frenster put wat ‘h0pe e ger b happi’.. sadx..

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Saturday, March 26, 2005

yest first tym g0 0ut wif m0ii klass family, s0h hwee, celestine, juan, d0reen, nick, jacks0n.. hehex.. went t0 PS watch ‘h0use 0f fury’.. den s0h nida g0 h0me.. nick nid g0 bukit merah.. sh0 e rest 0f us g0 walk walk.. mit m0ii sis at heeren.. den g0 c 0ur tings.. after dat went back tamp.. eat dinner at ez-link mall.. den g0 tanah merah mit yang n des.. after dat g0 chalet.. stay awhile den yang uncle send us t0 tanah merah mrt stati0n.. t0ok train g0 aljunied mit mingguang.. den g0 t0wn find k0r dey all.. tingting 0so g0t g0 sparks.. sh0 mit her 2gether.. den saw h0ney dey all.. hahax.. sh0 big gr0up.. kekex.. den k0r their frenx 0so g0.. den at dance fl0or damn big gr0up.. l0lx.. den g0t plaeb0i s0ng dey all put plaeb0i l0go.. l0lx.. after dat arnd 3+am g0 h0me.. actualli g0 wif ting.. but meijun wanna g0 eat.. jux nice le0nard n junyi cum d0wn.. sh0 we share cab h0me..

later g0in t0wn.. dunn0 at nyte g0t g0 rush n0t.. c0s des dey all ask us g0.. but damn tired siax.. n0t enuff slp.. haix.. later c h0w bahx.. takairex guys..

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2dae slp till 2+pm den w0ke up.. was damn tired.. hahax.. den arnd 5+pm went t0 0rchard.. went t0 far east papaya.. e purple pants dun hav lerx.. haix.. sadx.. den mit irene g0 t0 her previ0us w0rkplace dere t0k l0rx.. den ii, tricia. cindy walk t0 lucky plaza.. ii wanna g0 buy c0ntact lens.. but reach dere e sh0p cl0se lerx.. sh0 b0 bian l0rx.. den m0od n0t gd lerx.. haix.. actualli mit des, yang dey all g0 rush.. in e end dey sae dunn0 wan g0 n0t.. ii damn angry.. c0s dey put aer0plane al0t 0f tymx 0ready.. kall des den s0rt 0f gib him attitude.. in e end all nvr g0.. tingting ask mie g0 angel.. but ii n0 m0od lerx.. sh0 nvr g0.. s0rriex ting.. haix.. went party w0rld ktv wif irene regina dey all.. den ii all e while face black black.. felt veri fcuk up.. f0o kerr him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urgh!!!!! at nyte 1+am g0 h0me..

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Friday, March 25, 2005

went t0 watch ‘e eye10’.. hahax.. quite nice.. g0t h0rror, c0medy n lurve mix 2gether l0rx.. after dat k0r dey all send us h0me.. we walk h0me l0rx.. den dey plae plae plae.. l0lx.. sat under bl0ck t0k.. dey j0ke arnd all dat.. hahax.. sae gh0st st0rieex.. den suddenly dey all quiet.. ask wat happen den dey sae g0t p0lice car ask us quiet abit.. c0s we dere 9ppl mahx.. g0t 2still under 16.. c0unted as illegal gatherin lerr.. den e stupid black cat g0 under m0ii leg dere.. ii kena sh0cked till cry siax.. idi0tic.. k0r w0rriex sh0 ask us t0 g0 back l0rx.. reach h0me abt 1am..

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

haix.. damn sad.. fail m0ii s0cial studies.. haix.. den chem 0nli pass by 1mark.. =[ dis yr reali slack al0t.. haix.. n0t g0 chi0ng if n0t ishx g0 0ut till 1+2am.. in e end....... haix.. den d0reen dey all tried t0 cheer mie up.. wanna cry.. but kip back e tears.. dun wan dem t0 w0rriex ferr mie.. yest went 0ut wif k0r wei jie dey all.. kinda fun.. kip j0kin arnd all dat.. den at nyte he mish kall mie.. kall him back but he sae he nvr kall mie.. ii sae yes den he sae s0rriex kall wr0ng.. haix.. damn sadx... den at nyte nearly cry.. kena sae by k0r.. c0s ii at nyte veri late den slp.. haix.. n0e k0r 0so wei w0 ha0.. but ii reali cant slp.. =‘( jux n0w g0 cut m0ii hair.. hmMmx.. tink abit weird.. hahax.. h0pe tml g0 sch wun get luff.. =X haix.. g0t sumting.. but dunn0 h0w t0 tell mei.. haix.. KEN ANIB0DI HELP MIE? takairex bahx guys.. nytex..

d0do:tankx w0rx.. s0rriex kind 0f gib u attitude in sch wen u tried t0 c0ns0le mie..
shwee:tankx ferr 0fferin mie e ch0colate.. but ii dat tym reali n0 m0od eat..
shujuan:tankx w0rx.. tried t0 make mie luff..
desm0nd[sch]:tankx ferr c0nsolin mie wen u n0e wat happen.. n0e u kare.. haix.. n tankx ferr e enc0uragement.. n tankx wen ii sad u tried t0 make mie luff n lemme feel n0t sh0 sad..

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Monday, March 21, 2005

2dae wh0le dae at h0me rush h0mew0rk.. if n0t ishx watch tv.. n0thin much.. tml takin back results.. h0pe ii dun flunk..

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Saturday, March 19, 2005

m0rnin f0und 0ut tricia n leslie break.. haix.. sadx.. n disapp0inted.. c0s its prisc hu tell mie.. n0t herself.. haix.. brin her 0ut.. but ii pretend ii dunn0 abt it.. went t0 0rchard wif weijie n frenx.. den g0 watch swing girls.. hahax.. farni sh0w.. mei den tell mie abt she n leslie derx tingy.. ii gib her sum advice.. haix.. frm break till n0w tink she 0nli cry 0nce/twice.. she kip f0rcin back her tears.. c her lidat inside mie veri pain.. haix.. tried t0 kip t0kin t0 her dun let her tink sh0 much.. afterall.. will patch n0t still dunn0.. leslie nida tink abt it.. n few m0re daex dey 1yr lerx.. h0pe he will patch back wif mei bahx.. haix.. at nyte.. still cant slp.. cry again.. mish him al0t al0t al0t.. =‘(

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Friday, March 18, 2005

went t0 ktv! actualli mit d0reen at 12pm.. but in e end ii was late.. den mit 12.30.. but ii still late abit.. den wait ferr e bus damn l0ng.. in e end 1.45 lidat den reach tamp inter.. n0 ch0ice take cab g0.. c0s ktv package 2-6pm mahx.. reach dere late abit.. but nvm.. den sing sing sing.. hahax.. kinda fun inside.. alth0u 0nli ii, tricia, cindy n d0do.. but we still hav fun.. after k we went t0 far east plaza.. ii nida buy e shirt t0 return sebest.. luckily still hav.. haix.. but nid spent m0ney again.. after dat d0do wanna g0 h0me.. but ii dun wan.. sh0 we went heeren.. den ii buy e t0p ii wan.. kekex.. after dat ii g0 pasir ris fisherman village celebrate m0ii c0usin bdae.. haix.. at dere damn sianx.. wait ferr her frenx dey all sh0 l0ng.. den.. haix.. wanna cry but ken0t cry.. c0s e mem0riex suddenly cum back.. haix.. den went d0wn sparks at 1am plus.. den g0 dere find k0r dey all.. but in e end damn fcuk up!! c0s ah ba0 2+am sae wanna g0 h0me.. damn angry! c0s ii 0nli g0 dere awhile.. summ0re midnyte charge all dat.. in e end.. urgh!! sae wat g0t p0lice 0perati0n ask us g0 back safer.. wtf.. b0 bian take cab h0me.. but cant slp.. haix.. den dunn0 y cry again.. sms desm0nd.. den he an wei mie.. tankx al0t des.. haix.. cry t0 slp..

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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

yest went t0 0rchard wif mei.. help sebest change his shirt.. den g0 ck tangs find stupid idi0t sia0 dab0r daryl.. hahax.. his unif0rm sh0 f0rmal.. but his hair c0l0ur destr0y it.. l0lx.. den acc him t0k l0rx.. c0s he veri b0red mahx.. den g0t cust0mer he 0so dun wan g0 serve.. kip t0kin.. t0k ferr kinda l0ng.. g0t 1hr bahx.. tricia n him kip t0k pervert tings.. den ii kip luff 0nli.. hahax.. den went t0 taka sanri0 luk at little twin star.. went t0 e t0ilet dere.. den 0ne ting happen... ii left sebest shirt in e t0ilet!! by e tym ii realise t0o late lerx.. c0s ii at mrt stati0n dere.. den we quickly rush back t0 e t0ilet dere.. but e shirt ppl take lerx.. fcuk!!!!! curse e pers0n hu wear it get hit by car!! if n0t wear lerx g0t ani skin disease!! URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nbcb... damn angry.. n guilty.. n0 ch0ice sms sebest tell him ii l0st e shirt.. haix.. nida g0 buy 0ne gib him.. if dun hav lerx den pay him back e m0ney l0rx.. haix.. went back t0 0rchard c0ntr0l mit daryl dere.. den g0 t0a pay0h wif him c0s he wan g0 h0me change.. den we at his hse watch tv all dat.. hahax.. den take cab t0 chai chee.. mit up wif m0ii li0n dance frenx.. den take l0rry g0 airp0rt.. c0s didi dey all cum back frm china mahx.. den saw dem.. hahax.. dey all bcum fatter n brin 6li0n back.. went back t0 shi guan.. den g0t 1li0n sp0il lerx.. haix.. sadx.. but lucky e 0thers still fine.. arnd 1am didi send us h0me..

2dae nvr g0 0ut.. first ting in e m0rnin wake up den kena nag 0ready.. fcuk.. wan slp summ0re 0so ken0t.. dad n mum sc0ld sae wat we kip g0in 0ut t0o late.. den if still lidat dey wan standard a tym.. idi0t.. hack kare dem... den mux help m0ii mum d0 hsew0rk.. damn angry wif tricia.. evritin 0so dun wan d0.. den all ii d0.. dunn0 y she sh0 lazy.. d0 till m0ii hand damn pain.. haix..

suddenly.. ii realise ii lurve m0ii sis al0t.. n d0te 0n her al0t.. evritym she n0 m0ney ishx ii n prisc pay ferr her.. sumtyms she wan wat ting we 0so try t0 gib her.. but she dunn0 h0w t0 tink.. haix.. we sae her she sae we kip nag at her.. but she nvr g0 tink y we wanna sae all th0se.. ishx ferr her 0wn gd wat.. ask her t0 b independent.. dun b sh0 lazy.. learn t0 save m0ney.. all dis ishx ferr her 0wn gd.. jux n0w quarrel wif her.. den felt determined.. decided dun brin her 0ut anim0re.. she n0 m0ney her business.. but ii suddenly feel ii ken0t lidat d0.. n ii dun wanna c her al0ne.. haix.. if she n0e y we d0 all dis n n0e h0w t0 change den gd lerx.. c0s she cant p0ssibly kip f0ll0win mie whereva ii g0.. kip usin m0ii m0ney.. as we gr0w up.. we will n0t b as cl0se.. we will hav 0ur 0wn frenx.. we nida g0 0ut t0 w0rk.. if she c0ntinue dependin 0n us.. h0w ken she survive? n0w she dun even g0 0ut wif her frenx.. haix.. dun wish t0 sae anim0re.. tired 0f it..

last 0f all.. ii mish him al0t.. haix.. its been 3weeks since we eva c0ntact.. haix..

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Monday, March 14, 2005

n0thin much dis few daex... yest wh0le dae stay at h0me.. den 8+pm went t0 800+ rent vcd cum h0me watch.. ‘tian gu0 de jia yi’.. kinda farni n t0uchin sh0w.. watch e first few disc 0ready cry lerx.. hahax... den daryl kall n t0k.. kip quarrel wif him.. dunn0 y.. but ishx th0se plae plae type.. he vent his anger 0n mie den ii 0so vent m0ii anger 0n him.. l0lx.. but he tell mie mani tings l0rx.. which ii dunn0.. n ken b aware 0f.. den e dae b4 ii cry he 0so an wei mie.. tink kip sh0 mani tings inside will burst bahx.. sure mux let 0ut derx.. haix.. tankx daryl.. dunn0 later g0t g0 0ut n0t.. h0pe sh0 bahx.. if n0t ishx stay at h0me watch disc.. takairex frenx.. enj0y ur h0ls..

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Saturday, March 12, 2005

heyax... hahax.. mini exams all 0ver lerx!! hehex.. sh0 happi.. l0lx.. but abit disapp0inted wif m0ii results.. t0ok back b0th maths paper.. realised ii g0t mani kareless.. l0se abt 10marks 0n kareless ferr each paper.. haix.. . den ang sae m0ii standard dr0p al0t.. sadx.. haix.. yest after sch g0 p0ly clinic c d0c.. c0s 0f m0ii eyes.. den nida b refer t0 SGH t0 c eye specialist.. haix.... den g0 500+ mit d0reen.. den setlle sumtings.. went t0 mit m0ii sis after dat den we g0 simei ite.. after dat decided t0 g0 tamp watch m0vie.. actualli ishx wan g0 0rchard.. but c0s kinda late lerx sh0 nvr g0.. watch at century instead.. walk arnd tamp wif des n frenx.. den ii n d0do g0 ebase buy cl0thes.. hahax.. watch 9.45pm sh0w.. a series 0f unf0rtunate events.. e baby ger damn cute!!!!! hahax.. den went h0me after dat...
t0dae sae wanna g0 ktv.. but denn ivan last min sae ken0t.. den wei sae he n0t g0in.. haix.. y evritym ask u all g0 0ut u all ken0t 0ne??? u all m0re n m0re n0t steady 0ready.. ask mie g0 find u all ii nvr g0 find den u all will sae.. in e end ii 0so g0.. but u all lehx? haix... dun wan sae sh0 much lahx... sae 0ready 0so n0 use... frm last yr 0readi change 0ready.. ii dunn0 y... but ii 0so dun wish t0 n0e.. but u all 0wnself sh0uld n0e l0rx.. di0 dua derx feelin n0t gd 0ne l0rx.. n dis tym ishx nan de d0reen ask lehx.. den u all dun gib face.. wtf.. she dun wan e distance between us t0 widen.. but u all dun appreciate her eff0rts... dun w0rriex.. nxt tym wun kall u all 0ready lahx..
haix... tym t0 reflect 0n evriting.. family: been driftin apart frm m0ii sis.. haix.. n0w.. we g0t tings 0so nvr sae lerx.. den will kip quarrellin.. alth0u awhile will 0kaex.. but.. haix.. m0ii dad.. feel sh0 sad ferr him.. n0w n0t w0rkin.. den at h0me kip tinkin ferr e family.. sh0 scared he will hav depressi0n 0r tink till crazy.. haix.. studies: n0t been perf0rmin.. kip g0in 0ut.. den test all dat studi hack kare hack kare lidat.. haix.. damn disapp0intin.. dunn0 y bcum sh0 slack dis yr... frenx:suddenly realise all e cl0se frenx last yr hav distant sl0t.. lyk th0se in klass.. ii dunn0 y.. feel kinda sad abt it.. but it seems dey 0so n0t makin an eff0rt in e frenship.. n all th0se sh0-kall ‘br0s’.. u all n0e hu ur.. ii 0so dun wish t0 name.. but u all tink abt e disapp0intin tings u all hav been gibin miex.. ii n0e u all r sad dis few daex.. sh0 dun wish t0 pressurize u all.. aniting still ken kall mie 0ut den tell miex... but jux wish t0 sae.. im still veri disapp0inted in all 0f u... lurrve: dun wish t0 sae abt it.. mayb ii sh0uld try t0 m0ve 0n.. mayb.. try bahx.. haix....

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Wednesday, March 09, 2005

haix.. sadx.. dis few daex been studyin.. c0s dis wh0le week g0t c0mm0n test.. den feel dat ii will faill mani subjects.. c0s ii veri slack.. nvr studi pr0perly.. haix.. still g0 0ut.. disapp0inted in m0iiself.. yest t0ok back e-maths paper.. den m0ii marks dr0p lerx.. haix..

currently in sch.. havin eng less0ns sh0 bl0g here.. d0in eng sumting lyk c0mp0.. l0lx.. damn sianx.. dunn0 wat t0 wryte.. sianx.. den des sms mie sae he t0dae ken0t make it t0 simei ite.. damn it.. evritym lidat wan.. sae t0dae den last min ken0t.. hate it.. dunn0 y he evritym lyk t0 dua ppl.. fcuk.. haix.. wateva.. aniwae he sae fri ii 0so ken0t.. if wan den he 0wnself g0 l0rx..

finish m0ii c0mp0 lerx.. hahax.. jux anih0w c0py n paste.. c0s n0 tym t0 d0 lerx.. last min w0rk.. hahax.. st0p here lerx.. bl0g 0ther dae..

Sunday, March 06, 2005

2dae.. m0rnin ivan kall ask mie g0 studi.. den ii sae aniting.. den tricia sae wanna g0 watch m0vie.. ii wanna watch! but dey sae wanna g0 t0wn.. haix.. den ii ken0t.. c0s mitin ivan dey all.. sh0 nvr g0.. at first ishx sae 0nli hawwei n ivan dere.. but wen ii reach their br0s 0so dere.. jiaha0, clement, sebest n 0ne m0re guy dunn0 hu.. l0lx.. den dey nvr studi l0rx.. sit dere slack.. 0nli ii 0ne pers0n studi.. den 6+pm dey sae wanna g0 h0me.. sh0 ii kall m0ii sis.. den she help mie b0ok m0ii m0vie ticket.. ii went h0me change den mit sebest take cab d0wn t0 t0wn.. sebest went t0 find his mum.. den acc mie g0 mit m0ii sis den we g0 watch m0vie he g0 find his mum.. watch ‘hitch’.. farni sh0w.. but kinda t0uchin 0so.. hahax.. den went t0 tamp ez-link mall eat.. c0s ii wh0le dae haven eat mahx.. halfwae dunn0 y head damn pain.. haix.. den t0ok bus h0me..

kkaex... shall st0p here.. head veri pain.. kip c0ughin.. s0re thr0at 0so.. haix.. tink g0in fall sick again.. wanna slp lerx.. nytex..

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Saturday, March 05, 2005

yest.. ivan didi bdae!
HAPPI BDAE TO U MOII BRO!!
may all ur wish cum true.. went t0 sch.. den g0t less0ns as usual.. but ang less0n as usual ishx slack 0ne.. den recess tym.. hahax.. g0t sh0w c.. l0lx.. nvr t0k t0 des.. den ivan eat 0ready faster run g0 hide.. wee zha0 dey all cant find him.. hahax.. but in e end wen we g0 b0ii’s t0ilet dere dey 0ready inside sab0 him 0ready.. wen ivan cum 0ut his unif0rm all wet.. hahax.. den teacher at d&t dere came 0ut n c.. die.. all e b0iis walk awae.. den wee zha0 ask ivan dun cum 0ut.. hahax.. den des sae after sch ask him dun run.. c0s he will 10mins b4 sch cl0se g0 his klass 0utside wait.. hahax.. den in e end des clement dey all reali walk by m0ii klass g0 ivan klass find him b4 we release.. l0lx.. stupid ang.. ask us t0 take 0ff all e f0tox 0n 0ur table.. c0s nxt m0n start mini exam lerx.. den we argue wif him.. c0s we use sc0tch tape t0 paste.. den if take 0ut veri tr0ubles0me n might t0rn l0rx.. den we sae use mahj0ng paper wrap e table.. hahax.. n he all0w.. l0lx.. went d0wn t0 first fl0or.. first ting ishx saw a drenched lyk hell ivan runnin t0 chase cardi dey all.. l0lx.. he kena splash lyk hell siax.. den ii kip luffin.. l0lx.. went h0me bath lerx den g0 0ut t0 t0wn wif prisc.. went t0 far east t0 find ivan present.. f0und a white shirt.. hahax.. den g0 sh0p arnd den ii g0 bugis find ivan dey all.. c0s after dat dey wanna g0 tamp safra j-b0x sing.. actualli wanna g0 chi0ng.. but m0ii didi bdae ken0t dun g0.. d0und dem at bugis.. den dey all sh0 sad.. haix.. hawwei dunn0 y.. sebest ishx c0s he saw weiqi.. ivan quarrel wif his mum.. haix.. den 0nli ii 0ne ger kip an wei dem.. went t0 withdraw m0ney.. den jiaha0 stead wan ting cum find him.. weiqi 0so cum.. c sebest.. he damn sad.. haix.. 0n e train back t0 tamp.. listen t0 sebest n an wei him 0so.. tried t0 cheer him up.. den wen ii turn t0 e 0ther side listen t0 ivan sae abt rachel.. haix.. she rejected him.. den didi was sh0 sad.. he sae sh0 mani t0uchin tings t0 her.. but.. haix.. den dunn0 y wei listen lerx he actualli cry? haix.. kip askin sebest wat sh0 gd abt weiqi.. ii lidat c her she dun hav luks.. t0k 0so kinda l0ud.. den abit veri chu lu.. reach tamp d0wnstair pavili0n dere saw audrey dey all.. den e guys n gerx sm0ke l0rx.. in e end sum0ne kall sebest sae g0t p0lice.. den we turn arnd p0lice reali behind.. but dey nvr saw dem sm0ke.. den dey faster hide e cigar.. hahax.. reach safra.. den j-b0x was lyk.. bad? e system kip hangin 0ne.. sing till halfwae ken0t sing.. l0lx.. den we 0rder beer.. wei’s fren dere.. sh0 ken.. n we g0t mani disc0unt all dat.. tried t0 help sebest n weiqi t0 b 2gether again.. but lyk veri hard.. haix.. e guys sing lyk hell.. 0r shld sae.. scream.. l0lx.. wei 0rder 0ne m0re jug 0f beer.. den m0re n m0re.. jiaha0 n wanting went t0 buy bdae cake.. den we sing happi bdae s0ng gib ivan.. hahax.. sing sing sing.. daryl msg mie.. den sms wif him ferr kinda l0ng.. ivan beside mie suddenly veri quiet.. den ii was sh0cked! tears fell frm his eyes.. ii n wei kip an wei him.. haix.. dat stupid rachel lahx.. hurt him till sh0 deep.. damn it.. c m0ii didi cry till lidat.. ii 0so cry.. den kena sc0lded by wei.. haix.. but ii reali ken0t h0ld back m0ii tears.. ii understand h0w he feel.. dere’s n0thin ii ken d0 except t0 lend him m0ii sh0ulder.. ferr sh0 l0ng.. nvr c m0ii didi cry b4.. sh0 dis tym.. he reali veri hurt.. wait ferr her g0in 1yr lerx lehx.. haix.. den he n wei kip drinkin.. ivan was abit drunk.. he slp 0n fl0or.. wei 0so.. dunn0 wats b0therin him.. but he n ivan jiu liang veri gd derx.. in e end b0th 0so drunk.. wei abit seh.. he pee in e ktv r0om! haix.. den he kip use his head g0 bang e chair.. had t0 st0p him.. left ii n sebest.. c0s jiaha0 n e gerx went h0me.. ivan w0ke up lerx den drunk wif wei.. haix.. dey drunk till sh0 cute.. sing s0ng all dat ken 0wnself change lyrics.. haix.. ii n sebest ken0t brin dem h0me.. n0 ch0ice.. e 0nli pers0n ii ken kall ishx des.. sh0 sms him.. nvr reply.. kall him nvr pick up.. den ask sebest kall wei zha0 he dun hav his n0.. n0 ch0ice take zha0 n0 frm ivan f0ne n kall him.. he wif des.. sh0 tell dem e situati0n den dey cum d0wn find us.. dey help carry ivan n wei 0ut.. den brin dem g0 t0ilet clean up.. c0s dey r dirty frm head t0 t0e.. wei m0re w0rse.. den walk back h0me.. reach zha0 hse d0wnstair he n wee ke0ng went h0me.. left sebest mie des n e 2drunkers.. walk halfwae ivan v0mit.. den he m0re qing xing lerx.. went t0 shell buy f0od gib van eat.. wei still veri drunk.. den sebest went h0me.. he gastric veri pain.. send van h0me first.. he clear lerx.. den send wei h0me.. after dat veri weird.. left ii n des.. den he send mie h0me.. ii sae dun wan.. but he pr0mise wei lerx.. sh0 n0 ch0ice.. reach h0me arnd 2+am sms awhile den slp lerx..
ivan didi: ii n0e u veri sad... anitin mux tell jie kaex.. dun kip it t0 urself.. n0 matter wat decis0n u made.. ii will sup0rt u der.. 0wayx rem jie will b dere ferr u wen u nid mie.. kaex.. u reali scare mie.. nxt tym dun lidat lerx kaex.. make sure dis ishx e first n last tym.. *hugs*
hawwei: dunn0 wat ishx b0therin u.. but wun f0rce u t0 sae.. n0e u 0we des al0t.. c0s he help him mani tymx.. but dis tym reali n0 ch0ice.. but ii n0e he wun mind derx.. sh0 u dun nid feel sh0 bad kaex.. *br0s* 0wayx..
sebest: u n weiqi finalli g0t sum gd news.. h0pe her decis0n ishx wat u wan.. n u takairex 0f ur gastric arhx.. dun 0wayx dun eat.. dun lemme w0rri kaex.. u g0t anitin tell mie l0rx.. im s0rri sumtymx ii n0 tym t0 kall u wen u nid mie.. veri s0rriex.. *br0s* 0wayx..
des: tankx ferr ur help.. u 0wayx help mie derx den nvr expect anitin in return.. 0wayx help e guys t0o.. veri tankkew.. n veri s0rriex evritym b0ther u..
weezha0&wee ke0ng: s0rriex t0 make u all rush d0wn t0 help us.. n tankkew ferr e help..
daryl: 1st tym sms wif u sh0 l0ng.. t0k sh0 much.. ii n0e u w0rrie abt mie.. s0rriex.. but my ting n0t as w0rse as urs.. dun 0wayx feel lyk dyin ken.. mux tink pr0perly.. ken0t lidat tink.. haix.. ii n0e ur hurt by e 2of dem veri deep.. n ii n0e u change frm a bad t0 a betta pers0n.. betta den al0t 0f ppl.. but u 0so dun tink t0o much l0rx.. e ryte 0ne will cum by derx..

went t0 li0n dance.. reach shi guan at arnd 2pm.. actualli 1.30 mux reach.. but n0 cab.. den reach dere didi ask mie where ii wanna chu.. g0t 2place gimme ch0ose.. fish le0ng c0ncert 0r e 40drag0n 0ne.. ii wanna g0 fish le0ng derx.. but didi kall den e pers0n sae ken0t sh0 mani ppl.. sh0 n0 ch0ice g0 40drag0n dere.. take l0rry t0 nam sieng shi guan.. c0s we help dem ferr e drag0n.. den 0ther l0rries start t0 c0me n all e ppl change int0 their unif0rm.. den we went t0 jur0ng dere.. reach dere was sh0cked.. sh0 mani li0n dance tr0upe dere.. hahax.. it was a big event.. singap0re wanna break e guiness w0rld rec0rd ferr e m0st n0 0f drag0ns.. malaysia br0ke it at 30drag0ns 0ne g0.. sh0 singap0re br0ke it at 40drag0ns.. hahax.. g0t al0t 0f perf0rmance.. den arnd 10+ finish lerx went t0 nam sieng shi guan t0 change again.. den br0ther chuan dr0p us at kallang mrt stati0n.. c0s m0ii sis wanna g0 t0wn find m0ii c0usin.. ii dun feel lyk g0in.. but she al0ne.. sh0 g0 wif her l0rx.. den sing till 3am take cab h0me..

` - . + harrtbrokenn gerrgurl + . - ` [ * x = mishiin euu tinkiin of euu = x * ]

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

2dae wake up n0t feelin well lerx.. but still g0 sch.. den rain summ0re.. sh0 feel kinda c0ld.. den in hall head damn pain.. d0reen sae ii g0t fever.. wen singin nati0nal anthem dat tym reali feel lyk sittin d0wn.. lyk wanna faint lidat.. haix.. earli in e m0rnin listen t0 e stupid principal t0k n sc0ld.. wtf.. make miex feel w0rse.. went back t0 klass.. den 0nli hav less0ns awhile.. dis tw0 daex wun hav mr ang wun teach c0s wanna d0 revisi0n.. den ii quickly d0 e w0rk den lie 0n table rest.. durin chinese reali ken0t take it sh0 went h0me.. d0reen skirt kena e paint.. stoopid w0rker nvr paste e paper 0n e wall.. den d0do dunn0 g0t paint sh0 kena.. acc her g0 t0ilet clean up.. dunn0 y suddenly m0ii st0mach damn pain.. haix.. stay dere ferr abt 20mins den g0 0ffice take blue f0rm g0 h0me.. m0ii dad cum fetch miex.. kena sc0lded by him.. c0s he sae ii at nyte veri late den slp.. n0e ii veri easily fall sick still lidat.. haix.. reach h0me bath den slp lerx.. 12+pm dad w0ke miex up.. ask miex g0 eat p0rridge.. den ii slp again.. 5+pm m0ii sis dey all came back frm sch den ask miex dun kip slpin.. if n0t at nyte ken0t slp.. haix.. damn sianx.. sh0 0nline.. kinda t0uched t0 c juan tag m0ii bl0g.. s0rriex w0rx guys.. 0wayx make u all w0rrie ferr miex.. sh0 s0rriex.. n tankx sebest.. n0e ii sick den sms miex ask if im 0ryte n0t..

fri nyte.. dunn0 h0w.. didi[ivan] bdae.. den dey sae wanna g0 angel.. but m0ii k0r dey all wanna g0 sparks.. sebest sae ii mux g0 wif dem.. but m0ii sis dun all0w miex g0 angel c0s dere veri luan.. 0wayx g0t ppl fight.. haix.. dunn0 where t0 g0.. nvr g0 celebrate van bdae sebest will sae ii PS dem.. but h0w t0 persuade m0ii k0r n jie t0 lemme g0? *in a dilemma*

` - . + harrtbrokenn gerrgurl + . - ` [ * x = wen will e miiracle happens = x * ]

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

g0t h0me lerx.. went t0 grandlink jux n0w wif k0r dey all.. c0s at h0me veri sianx.. den dey g0 dere plae lan ii d0wn dere c.. hahax.. in e end c till ii slp.. l0lx.. den prisc n tricia came.. den we eat 0utside l0rx.. t0k dere ferr kinda awhile.. k0r kena sh0ot by us.. kekex.. c0s he gettin fatter n fatter.. sh0 we kall him dua pui[big fat].. l0lx.. den arnd 8+pm t0ok bus t0 tamp.. den reach h0me arnd 9.40pm.. watch tv den d0 chinese h0mew0rk.. bath lerx 0nline lerx.. haix.. m0ii 0rhbahka gettin darker n darker.. h0w siax? haix.. wanna slp lerx.. reali veri lack 0f slp.. nytex evri0ne.. takairex..

` - . + harrtbrokenn gerrgurl + . - ` [ * x = weii he wo huii yii zhii xiang nii.. haix.. = x * ]

2dae wake up kinda late.. c0s last nyte ken0t slp again.. sh0 2dae cant wake up.. den faster rush t0 sch l0rx.. was 0n e d0t.. hengx.. had chem ferr first 2peri0ds.. but nvr reali listen.. lukin at lime magazine wif d0reen.. l0lx.. den ish s0cial studies.. desm0nd sms.. sh0 sms wif him l0rx.. 0so nvr listen t0 wat teacher sae.. mayb abit bahx.. hahax.. n0w ge0g.. in c0m lab.. sh0 bl0g here l0rx.. hehex.. mayb later g0in 0ut bahx.. st0p here.. takairex guys..

` - . + harrtbrokenn gerrgurl + . - ` [ * x = thott iit thrru = x * ]