Monday, January 31, 2005

2dae quite a tiring dae.. actualli dun wanna g0 sch derrx.. c0s damn tired.. but n0 ch0ice.. g0t test.. haix.. den k0on wryte gimme a letter.. haix.. read 0ready lyk rekallin m0ii past lidat.. sadx.. ii n0e h0w ur feelin.. c0s its jux lyk h0w ii m feelin wen ii accept jas0n.. jas0n 0so g0t bad reputati0n in sch.. c0s he veri flirt.. but at least wen ii accept him.. ppl nvr sae mie or wat.. instead.. dey still supp0rts mie.. ii n0e ur usin him t0 f0rget him.. but with0ut n0ein.. euu fell ferr him.. lyk wat 0thers 0wayx sae.. ‘ri jiu sheng gan qing’.. but wat hurts euu m0st ishx dat euu n0e euu tw0 wun b 2gether 4eva.. dats y ur prepared ferr e w0rst lerx.. ii wun sae ur bad 0r wat.. c0s ii 0so walk dis path b4.. use jas0n t0 f0rget WY.. in e end 0so lyk him.. haix.. ppl might ask.. y euu n0e he ishx dat type 0f pers0n but euu still accept him.. but ferr mie.. ii n0e dat by d0in dis ii ken f0rget e pers0n ii wanna let g0.. n he will n0t b hurt c0s he ishx n0t seri0us in e relati0nship.. im 0wayx supp0rtin ur decisi0n.. ii wun kill euu lyk wat ii sae.. c0s ii understand y euu ch0se dis path.. ii n0e its difficult ferr euu t0 g0 thru all dis.. haix.. c0s frenx will sae euu.. 0r even n0t b frenx.. but ko0n.. ii h0pe euu dun put in sh0 much feelins.. c0s e 0ne hu will end up gettin hurt ishx still euu.. n0e he ishx n0t a gd guy.. n dun let urself sink deeper int0 it kaex.. euu n0e his tings betta den ii d0.. ii reali dun wish t0 c euu end up injured again.. n nid sh0 much tym t0 rec0ver.. as ferr frenx dat side.. jux put it aside first bahx.. euu s0rt 0ut ur feelins.. settle all dis tings first.. ur n0t a superman.. ur jux a n0rmal pers0n.. euu will burst if euu handle sh0 much... euu ken0t take it derrx.. mayb try t0 explain t0 dem.. dey will understand derrx.. =] dun gib up h0pe 0n all dis kaex.. mayb miracle might happen t0 e b0th 0f euu.. ii hav seen miracle happen.. sh0 mayb it will happen 0n euu.. takairex arhx.. n dun tink t0o much.. im 0wayx here ferr euu.. =]

` - . + harrtbrokenn gerrgurl + . - ` [ * x = zaii shou xiin derrx taii yang, heii an lii te biie miing liiang, rang yuan lu hao xiiang shii yii zhong fen xiiang, err bu shii man chang = x * ]

Sunday, January 30, 2005

damn tired siax.. 2dae 6am wake up 0ready.. g0t li0n dance.. wh0a.. sh0 l0ng nvr g0 back shi guan.. all e tingx change new 0ready.. 0ur flag.. e b0ard.. e instruments n li0n.. hahax.. all veri nice.. hmMmx.. went t0 raffles dere derrx c0nventi0n hall perf0rm... sh0 high klass.. l0lx.. after dat return t0 shi guan.. first tym slp in shi guan siax.. c0s ii t0o tired 0ready.. den sit 0n e chair fall asleep 0ready.. hahax.. slp ferr abt half hr.. den wake up.. c0s damn h0t.. sh0 went int0 e 0ffice t0 slp.. inside g0t air-c0n mahx.. but in e end ken0t slp 0ready.. c0s e guys inside slp will sn0re.. sh0 l0ud.. if n0t ishx their hp ring den dey dun wanna pick up.. stupid man.. den 1.20pm lidat went t0 united square t0 perf0rm.. l0lx.. while waitin we 0n e l0rry plae.. den e guys all fight 0n e l0rry.. hahax.. chu shi finish went t0 century square ebase.. b0ught a green t0p t0 match m0ii jeans pants.. den went h0me l0rx.. rush m0ii h0mework.. n learn ferr m0ii test tml.. at nyte.. 1.30lidat sms +him+.. ask him wat he nid ferr his bdae.. haix.. ii n0e euu wan m0st ishx a hp.. c0s euu l0st urs... n ii n0e euu veri upset abt l0sin ur f0ne.. haix.. ii reali wish ii ken fulfil ur bdae wish.. alth0u ishx jux a veri simple wish.. but ii hav n0 idea h0w shld ii fulfil it.. euu n0e ii might buy e f0ne euu wan.. dats y euu ask mie n0t t0 buy ur dream f0ne gib euu.. c0s t0o exp.. jux a shirt will d0... ii n0e euu will n0t b happi if ii b0ught it.. but deep inside.. ii reali feel lyk buyin.. but ii dun hav sh0 much m0ney.... haix.. but ii veri happi dat n0w.. we ken b lyk n0rmal frenx n t0k wateva we wan... at least it will n0t feel sh0 distant... n at least ii n0e euu kare ferr mie.. t0 mie.. dis ishx enuff lerx..

ryte n0w.. im tryin t0 find e f0ne at e l0west price.. but e price dat ii f0und ishx still n0t within wat ii ken aff0rd.. ii n0e ii shldnt gib in sh0 much ferr him.. haix.. mayb im jux f0olish bahx.. s0rri frenx.. esp m0ii sis n d0do... f0rgib m0ii stubb0n-ness...

` - . + harrtbrokenn gerrgurl + . - ` [ * x = cong xiian zaii, dao xiin tong, yao duo jiiu, haii you meii you yii hou = x * ]

Saturday, January 29, 2005

2dae arhx.. actualli wanna g0 0ut wif m0ii +family+ derrx.. klass 0ne.. hahax.. but in e end s0h hwee ken0t.. sh0 n0 ch0ice l0rx.. den 0so wanna g0 0ut wif SBU gang.. den jingx g0t w0rk.. in e end all e plans destr0y lerx.. sadx.. haix.. sh0 mit sebest n d0do g0 bugis.. sebest 12.30pm lidat cum m0ii hse d0wnstair wait.. but 1+pm den i n tricia 0kaex.. l0lx.. kena sc0lded by him.. hahax.. s0rri w0rx.. evritym gib eu wait.. heex.. den mit his fren jia ha0.. den g0 take train 2gether l0rx.. hmMmx.. went t0 bugis.. den sebest buy a purple shirt.. after dat we went t0 queensway sh0ppin centre.. sebest wanna buy sh0es.. hahax.. sh0 mani ppl.. summ0re all guys siax.. g0t 0ne sh0p damn weird l0rx.. sebest wanna try e pants.. but e 0wner kip askin him t0 pay m0ney first.. den g0 n try.. stupid 0ne.. n0 l0gic derrx.. dun even n0e if ken fit n0t den mux pay m0ney 0ready.. but luckily e pants quite nice... saw a guys t0p.. kinda nice.. mayb buyin ferr +him+ bahx.. d0do.. ii n0e u kare ferr mie.. u t0ld mie dun waste m0ney t0 buy tingx ferr him.. but ii jux cant dun d0 dat.. haix.. s0rri t0 disapp0int u.. den went t0 0rchard.. ii b0ught 0ne m0re jeans skirt.. den we take bus65 g0 back tamp.. l0lx.. den we walk h0me l0rx..

` - . + harrtbrokenn gerrgurl + . - ` [ * x = cantgeteuuoutofmoihead = x * ]

Friday, January 28, 2005

2dae tym passed kinda fast in sch.. first g0t Amaths test.. den 2peri0ds chem pract.. 2peri0ds physics pract.. sh0 veri fast recess lerx.. den ishx Amaths.. went h0me.. den weijie cum m0ii hse help us make 0ur c0m.. den frm 2+pm make till 6+.. l0lx.. arigat0x n s0rri t0 take up sh0 much 0f ur tym.. heex... den went 800+ eat dinner wif m0ii parents.. after dat.. sebest ask mie acc him g0 0rchard.. sh0 mit him g0 l0rx.. t0ok m0ii v0n dutch de jeans skirt g0 change.. c0s veri sh0rt.. den went t0 c cl0thes all dat l0rx.. arnd 10pm lidat t0ok bus65 back t0 tamp.. den walk h0me....

` - . + harrtbrokenn gerrgurl + . - ` [ * x = wu lun lu duo yao yuan.. wo huii jiian qiiang zou xiia qu = x * ]

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

here t0 update m0ii bl0ggiex lerx.. its ugly.. c0s n0 pic.. wanna change m0ii skin.. but n0 tym.. haix.. sh0 mux bear wif dis first l0rx.. hmMmx... sh0 happi.. hahax.. last nyte slp kinda earli.. den at 2.52am i w0ke up.. dunn0 y dis tym m0ii hp g0t sms ii n0e.. if ishx 0ther daex ii sure dunn0 derrx.. den ii luk.. ishx +he+ sms mie!! ii sh0 happi siax.. c0s dis ishx e first tym +he+ sms mie first eva since +he+ left.. l0lx.. alth0u ishx jux a sms.. im veri happi lerx....

` - . + harrtbrokenn gerrgurl + . - ` [ * x = zhii yao nii xu yao wo.. wo huii yii zhii zaii nii shen biian = x * ]

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

nothing much happen actualli.. well.. jux normal daex.. but in sch kip kena ah tan catch.. idiotic.. catch my socks.. den catch my uniform.. fuck him.. hmMmx.. hack kare abt him.. wan kall my parents kall lorx.. u so free.. nothin to do mahx.. knn...

been kinda stressed.. alot of homework.. den oso nida rush 'wo he jiang shi you ge yue hui'.. cos nida return it.. tests cumin up.. no tym to plae oready.. haix.. stilll got one more set new yr clothes nida buy.. hope sat ken go out bahx..

been so busy nowadaex.. but dunno y still hav tym to tink abt e past.. haix.. at nyte kip tinkin abt him.. goin crazy lerx.. bought a tee ferr him.. haven gib him yet.. den dreamt dat he dun lyk e tee... im so afraid.. haix..

okaex.. stoppin here.. will b bloggin less cos my xplorer spoil.. so hav to go fren hse use.. nytex.. takairex evrione..

`-.+ harrtbrokenn gerrgurl +.-` [ * x = forrehhxverrx rryte herre waiitin = x * ]

Friday, January 21, 2005

went 0ut wif d0reen, tricia, sebest t0 g0 buy new yr cl0thes... wear m0ii c0ntacts!!! l0lx.. but g0t brin m0ii retr0 specs al0ng c0s c0ntact ken0t wear t00 l0ng.. 0n train kip gib sebest suan.. damn it.. went t0 bugis street first.. c0s d0d0 wanna buy lee h0m disc.. den went t0 sh0p arnd.. jingxiang, hawwei n xavier haven cum yet.. sh0 we g0 cc tings l0rx.. but frm 4+pm wait till 6+pm dey haven reach.. 5pm kall dem dey sae dey 0n train.. till 6.15 oso haven reach bugis.. kall their hp n0 0ne wanna ans.. ii damn angry sh0 sms wei n sc0ld him.. den we all e wae kip quarrellin.. sc0ld vulgar t0 each 0ther.. den he sae dun wan mit 0ready c0s we sure pull a l0ng face.. we quarrel till veri jialat.. ii dun wan wait ferr dem sh0 went t0 0rchard 0urself.. den ii veri angry sh0 dun kare abt d0d0 dey all.. sebest kip makin mie smile.. den ii sc0ld him 0s0.. s0rri sebest=X den d0d0 ask mie t0 relac n dun kare abt dem.. we g0 eat Han’s den g0 sh0p arnd.. den sebest kall wei sae we n0t angry 0ready n we mit l0rx.. but kinda weird am0ng us.. but we pretend n0thin happen n still j0ke n t0k.. l0lx.. den walk t0 heeren.. 0n e wae wei make sp0il d0d0 de plastic bag den d0d0 damn angry.. hahax.. den 9+ wei n jingx went back t0 sakura.. left us l0rx.. den we take bus65 back t0 tamp.. walk back h0me.. 0n e wae went sebest hse t0 take narut0 c0mic bks.. [s0rri wei ferr thr0win m0ii temper at eu].. [tankx sebest all e while kena m0ii sc0ldin but still try t0 cheer mie up].. dats all.. st0p here bahx.. takairex guys.. btw.. will b bl0ggin less c0s m0ii internet xpl0rer ken0t use..

`-.+ harrtbrokenn ger + . - ` [ * x = nomatterwhereamii [eu]arestillinmymind = x * ]

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

cried ferr him at nyte again lerr.. haix.. mish him l0ts..

`-.+ harrtbrokenn ger + . - ` [ * x = crynomoreferr[eu] butiicantdoit = x * ]

Friday, January 14, 2005

been quite sum tymx since ii last bl0g.. s0rriex.. but was veri busy dis week.. l0ts 0f w0rk.. nida g0 make m0ii specs all dat.. hahax.. yest went t0 make a retr0 specs.. dunn0 if ii wear will weird n0t.. h0pe sh0 n0t bahx.. if n0t ii will cry de.. =’[ guys.. dun luff wen ii wear e specs.. l0lx.. n g0t 1mth free c0ntact lens.. hahax..

HATE AH TAN!!!!!!!!!! fucked up!!!!!!!! knn.. lyk ii 0ffend him lidat siax.. kip 0pp0sin miex.. tmd.. kena sc0lded by him durin recess.. ii was acc k0on t0 Q-up t0 buy f0od.. ii nvr wanna eat.. den he ask miex g0 t0 e back t0 Q.. ii sae ii dun wanna eat.. dunn0 y he kip askin mie g0 Q.. wun listen t0 eng 0ne lehx.. nbcb.. wanna defy him.. c0s its n0t m0ii fault!!!! sch rule nvr sae ken0t acc fren buy f0od l0rx.. knn.. but ii nvr.. c0s dis yr last yr in sch 0ready.. den ii dun wan m0ii c0nduct t0 b bad.. sh0 ii jux walk awae.. n m0ii face was damn black... fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOPE HE WALK OUT OF SCH IMMEDIATELY KENA KNOCK DOWN BY CAR!!!!!!!!! damn it... damn it.. damn it!!!!!!! den ii nvr g0 DC.. c0s ii nida g0 h0sp app0intment.. in e end 0s0 kena his sc0ldin.. lyk ii will respect him lidat.. he n0t w0rth l0rx.. stupid bus driver!!!! sh0 unreas0nable.. den sh0 ‘big bomb’.. 0nli n0e h0w t0 t0k c0ck 0nli.. 0r anih0w sc0ld ppl.. eng sh0 br0ken.. still sae wat g0t 5000p0lice mux kall eu sir.. fuck lahx eu.. bullshit 0nli.. g0 drive ur bus betta lahx.. knn.. kall m0ii parents.. nbcb.. such small tingx 0s0 wanna kall.. luckily m0ii dad wun kare abt him.. c0s he understand miex.. den mux g0 DC.. face him ferr 3hrs.. stupid.. sh0 unreas0nable.. ‘ham cheese’ 0s0.. l0lx.. sh0 scared t0 b sack.. fucked eu lahx..

well.. g0nna st0p here.. veri veri tired.. l0lx.. nytex evri0ne.. takairex.. swit dreamx..

`-.+ harrtbrokenn ger + . - ` [ * x = zHi YaO yOu Ai, Xi WaNg YoNg YuAn ChUn ZaI = x * ]

Monday, January 10, 2005

__+ sHoU f4nG k4i +__

w0 bahx zi ji guan qi lai zhi liu xia yi ge yang tai
mei dang tian hei tui kai chuang w0 dui zhe ye mu fa dai
kan zhe wang shi.. yi mu yi mu
zai ci yan chu ni w0 de ai
w0 bahx dian shi ji da kai ting zhe bie ren de dui bai
ye xu na xie gu shi ke yi gei w0 yi ge jia0 dai
ni ya0 de ai.. w0 xue bu lai
yan zheng zheng kan qing bian huai
ren zheng zheng kan qing gan kai
bu neng gei ni wei lai w0 huan ni xian zai
an jing jie shu ye shi ling yi zh0ng dui dai
dang yan lei liu xia lai.. shang yi cha0 zai
fen kai ye shi ling yi zh0ng ming bai

[ch0rus] w0 gei ni.. zui h0u de teng ai shi sh0u fang kai
bu ya0 yi zhang shuang ren chuang zh0ng jian ge zhe yi pian hai
gan qing de wu dian jiu liu gei shi jian man man pia0 bai
bahx ai sh0u jing xi0ng qian zu0 bian k0u dai
zui h0u de teng ai shi sh0u fang kai
bu xiang y0ng yan yu lahx che su0 yi xuan ze bu ze guai
gan qing jiu xiang h0u che yue tai.. y0u ren z0u y0u ren lai
w0 de xin shi yi ge zhan pai.. xie zhe deng dai

bu neng gei ni wei lai w0 huan ni xian zai
an jing jie shu ye shi ling yi zh0ng dui dai
dang yan lei liu xia lai.. shang yi cha0 zai
fen kai ye shi ling yi zh0ng ming bai

[ch0rus]x2

w0 bahx sh0u ying ji da kai ting zhe bie ren de shi bai
geng yin de sheng yin fang fu su shu0 zhe xiang t0ng bei ai
ni de yi lai.. hai zai xi0ng huai
w0 wu fa qing yi tui kai.. w0 wu fa shui bian z0u kai
gan qing zh0ng zhuan xin de ren r0ng yi.. bei shang hai..

`-.+ harrtbrokenn ger + . - `
[ * x = rU gUo Ya0 z0u, QiNg Ni Ji De Wo. Ru gUo NaN gUo, QiNg Ni WaNg LeRx Wo= x * ]

Sunday, January 09, 2005

yest nida g0 sp0rts hall dere take edusave award at 2pm.. but ii slp till 1.45pm den wake up.. l0lx.. kall e CC den dey sae m0n ken g0 n take.. hahax.. went t0 shi guan dere mit xiang en dey all.. c0s prisc wanna pass him ah bee present.. after dat mit tricia 0n mrt n went t0 PS t0 c0llect m0ii t0p.. 0n e wae 0ut saw yang n frenx.. den dunn0 y ii kinda paisehx.. den walk wif dem t0 heeren dere den g0 separate waex lerx.. we went t0 0xygen.. n tricia b0ught a dress ferr new yr.. prisc b0ught a jeans skirt.. sh0 xian mu.. she sh0 thin den wateva cl0thes wear lerx 0s0 nice.. hmMmx.. den mit j0ey n james.. went t0 taka t0 eat kfc.. after dat went far east t0 luk ferr cl0thes.. wanted t0 buy new w0rld 0rder de p0l0 tee de.. but dunn0 y ii g0 ask ishx $29.90.. dat tym ask n0t m0re den $20 siax.. den kinda disapp0inted.. haix.. after dat went back t0 PS starbucks.. sit dere t0k t0k luff luff drink drink till 11.50pm.. den realised we mish e last train.. l0lx.. sh0 take bus 65 back t0 tamp l0rx.. walk thru central park dere.. t0k wif vanx 0n e f0ne while walkin l0rx.. den at nytex 2+am den slp..
t0dae arhx.. wh0le dae stay at h0me.. been d0in m0ii h0mew0rk.. sh0 mani.. frm 2+pm d0 till 6+pm 0s0 haven finish.. den watch e ‘ren ci’ tingy.. g0t SHE!!! sh0 pretti hebe.. hahax.. n finalli.. dey nvr sing 0ut 0f tune.. mayb hebe g0t bahx.. but i tink she has a s0re thr0at.. c0s she t0k abit 0nli thru0ut e wh0le sh0w.. hmMmx.. well.. tml still nida g0 sch.. sh0 will b g0in t0 slp so0n.. takairex guys.. c ya tml.. nytex..

b0ii.. ii will gib eu up.. frm e past 1mth.. ii n0e its imp0ssible ferr us again.. ii wun pr0mise eu dat ii will gib up c0mpletely.. but ii will try.. [qing ni bu ya0 bi w0 nan gu0.. qing ni yi ding yi ding ya0 bi w0 hai xing fu.. zhe shi w0 dui ni de qi wang.. w0 bu ya0 kan da0 ni nan gu0.. w0 zhi da0.. ru gu0 y0u yi tian.. w0 kan da0 ni.. w0 yi ding hui rang ni kan da0 w0 de xiao r0ng.. w0 hui wei ni zhu fu de..] tml eu will start sch lerx.. haix.. takairex bahx.. muz studi hard w0rx.. nytex..

`-.+ harrtbrokenn ger + . - ` [ * x = clingin 0n t0 a single h0pe = x * ]

Saturday, January 08, 2005

dis few daex damn bad luck.. dunn0 y.. haix.. yest after sch g0t eng test.. den ken0t finish.. d0 till wanna slp lerx.. after dat stay in klass dec0rate m0ii table.. sit 0n e chair e chair break.. 0kaex 0kaex.. n0e eu all tink dat im heavy.. but e chair 0readi ishx abit sp0ilt.. sh0 ken0t blame mie.. in e end hand n leg kena blue black.. haix.. den reach h0me m0ii mum tell mie t0dae muz g0 TTS h0sp check up.. c0s 0f sum reas0n which ii ken0t sae.. den ii sh0 scared.. c0s im scared 0f injecti0n.. t0dae 7.22am den wake up.. den late ferr sch.. last yr 8+am lidat g0 in sch n0 teacher 0r ani0ne at e gate 0ne.. sh0 nvr get caught.. but t0dae i 8+am g0 sch.. e w0rker stand at e gate dere.. fucked.. in e end kena DC.. but c0s muz g0 h0sp after sch sh0 nvr g0 DC.. damn it.. nvr tell tan.. m0n sure kena kall name 0ne.. haix.. after sch went t0 TTS.. in e end e nurse sae n0 nid check up.. wait till we receive e letter den cum d0wn.. fucked 0ne l0rx.. e d0c still insist us t0 g0 d0wn.. idi0tic siax.. jux came back frm li0n dance.. hand kena injured.. c0s 0f m0ii sis de bag.. sh0 suayx.. haix.. sh0 l0ng nvr g0 shi guan 0readi.. t0dae g0 lyk kinda weird.. but mish th0se guys al0t.. n its kinda fun t0dae.. but n0t enuff ppl.. c0s we chu 10+ li0n n 2drag0n.. l0lx.. after dat went t0 ‘qian kun dian’.. c nam sieng lshi t0u n shi wei practice e zhuang.. c0s tml muz perf0rm.. dey sh0 gd.. their stunts all dat sh0 fast 0ne.. hahax.. first tym saw sh0 l0ng de drag0n.. nid 21ppl t0 wu.. hahax.. den n0t enuff space 0n e stage.. hmMmx.. ko0n kall.. n sae magde wanna find her tr0uble.. damn it.. nb 0ne l0rx her.. k0on help her ferr sh0 mani yrs.. in e end c0s 0f a matter den wanna beat her.. fucked lahx eu.. eu n0 brain arhx.. 0r sp0il 0readi??? n0 w0nder sh0 mani ppl in sch dun lyk eu.. knn.. wun treat eu as m0ii m0mmie anim0re lerx.. c0s eu r n0t fit!! under cisco tag still wan find tr0uble.. eu tw0 ppl against ko0n wat eu expect her t0 sae arhx? in msn sae her till lidat.. damn it lahx eu.. ur attitude wun change wan lehx.. ferr ehhx verx lidat.. since eu wan d0 till lidat.. k0on wun b s0ft t0wards eu.. fucked eu!! faster g0 t0 gerx h0me lahx.. damn it.. h0pe dis few daex she wun g0 find ko0n tr0uble.. if n0t she will die till veri jia lat.. sure bcum p0lice case 0ne..

b0ii.. send gib eu de frenster msg dunn0 eu g0t reply n0t.. haix.. but mayb eu wun.. ii dunn0.. ii dun wish t0 gib up.. but ii guess ii had t0.. c0s eu g0in sch re0pen lerx.. sure n0e al0t 0f gerx de.. till n0w.. i realise dat e chance between e tw0 0f us is gettin smaller n smaller.. im beginnin t0 l0se h0pe in waitin.. n im tired 0f kip waitin ferr sum0ne hu wun return.. mish eu evridae.. e luv nvr fades 0ff even as tym pass.. n0thin hav change.. except eu.. ur hart.. ur behaviour.. ur attitude.. all bcum veri c0ld.. haix.. y d0es tingx turn 0ut dis wae???

wanna slp lerx.. lazy t0 type anim0re.. eyes veri pain.. wanna slp 0readi.. nytex guys.. takairex.. swit dreamx..

`-.+ harrtbrokenn ger + . - ` [ * x = diisappearriin lurrve of urrs iis makiin miee crrazyy = x * ]

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

well.. been sumtymx since ii bl0g lerx.. kinda busy dis few daex.. sch re0pen.. sh0 g0t mani tingx t0 d0.. esp h0ls h0mew0rk!! haven even started m0ii chem.. n physics paper ii dun hav.. c0s last dae 0f remedial ii nvr g0.. sh0 dun hav.. hmMmx.. die die.. fri nida hand in.. chem ishx 10jan.. g0t al0t siax.. haix.. jux reach h0me 0nli.. went t0 0rchard.. hahax.. buy a t0p at 77street.. ferr new yr.. but haven g0 c0llect.. ishx e last piece lerx.. luckily PS dere g0t.. if n0t ii wanna cry lerx.. l0lx.. hmMmx.. well.. n0w recess.. nvr g0 wif e3eva lerx.. mayb eu guys r tinkin y suddenly ko0n n ii nvr g0 wif eu all lyk last yr.. instead we g0 wif d0reen.. but eva since dec h0ls.. dere’s distance between e tw0 0f us n eu all.. whereva eu all g0 eu all nvr tell us.. haix.. i 0s0 dun wish t0 sae much.. but jux veri disapp0inted.. i feel sh0 0dd n0w weneva wif eu all.. c0s ii feel dat im e 0dd 0ne in dere.. if wat i sae 0ffend eu all.. im veri sorri.. but evritym ishx i n d0Do g0t left 0ut.. mayb eu all sae ishx c0s we kip t0kin t0 each 0ther.. but we will t0k sh0 much ishx c0s eu all 0wayx 2gether.. left we tw0 we 0f c0urse kip t0kin.. if n0t kip quiet? n ii ken kip updated wif d0Do de tingx.. but ii cant wif eu all de tingy.. c0s wateva happens eu all nvr tell mie.. haix.. dun wish t0 sae animore lerx..

abt m0ii lurve tingy.. t0dae ishx exactly 0ne mth since we break lerx.. mish him al0t.. haix.. but ii n0e its imp0ssible ferr us t0 b 2gether again.. sadx.. e tearx dat ii hav been holdin back.. 0ne dae will let 0ut de.. but ii h0pe ishx n0t in sch or wat.. haix.. c0s ii dun wan eu guys t0 w0rri ferr mie.. tym reali flies.. boi.. where r eu??? t0 henry-- im s0rri.. ii n0e ii hurt eu.. but.. ii cant g0 back t0 eu..
guess im st0ppin here.. wanna watch ‘di8ha0dangpu’ lerx.. nytex evri0ne.. h0pe 0ne dae.. m0ii waitin wun b wasted.. n m0ii dreamx will cum true..

`-.+ harrtbrokenn ger + . - ` [ * x = waitiin ferr m0ii miiracle = x * ]

Monday, January 03, 2005

t0dae 4+pm den wake up siax.. l0lx.. wen ii wake up ii was sh0cked.. sh0 late 0readi.. c0s last nite 4am den slp.. watch ‘di8ha0dangpu’.. den sh0 sianx stay at h0me.. wanna g0 bugis street c cl0thes.. but rainin.. sh0 nvr g0 0readi.. den prepare f0rr sch tml.. wrap m0ii bo0ks n pack m0ii bag.. damn it l0rx.. th0t n0 nid brin bo0ks.. in e end tym table l0ad 0n webby.. fucked.. hmMmx.. wen t0 century.. wanna watch mit e f0ckers.. NC16.. but tricia n cindy haven even 15 yet.. den nid IC.. fucked 0ne.. tink tml g0 cineleisure c 0readi.. tml g0 sch ask c hu wanna g0.. l0lx.. hmMmx.. n0w t0kin t0 ivan.. hahax.. hmMmx.. mish ‘him’ al0t.. tink 0f him all dae.. haix.. nvm.. evrib0di.. slp earli bahx.. nytex.. takeairex.. swit dreamx..

` - . + harrtbrokenn gerr + . - ` [ * x = wiish up0n a starr ferr a miiracle.biie duii w0 na me lengg ddan = x * ]

Sunday, January 02, 2005

heyeahx.. hahax.. veri tired... l0lx.. thur nyte 5am den slp.. den yest 11+am wake up 0readi.. lack 0f slp siax.. after dat mit d0reen.. actualli ishx mit 2.30pm 0ne.. den i veri sl0w.. hahax.. paisehx.. in e end 3.10pm lidat den went 0ut.. hehex.. went t0 e library den went t0 inter t0 mit haw wei dey all.. went 0rchard n mit aikk0on.. we went t0 walk arnd at far east.. went t0 cine after dat c0s dey sae wanna watch m0vie.. in e end watch kungfu again.. dd0tx.. but b0 bian.. c0s mit e f0ckers full.. after dat pei haw wei g0 heeren.. he b0ught levis jeans.. o.O hahax.. went back cine t0 catch e m0vie.. after e m0vie.. we dunn0 where t0 g0.. intend t0 c0untd0wn at 0rchard.. but its lyk n0t happenin lidat.. c0s jux rain.. n n0bodi ishx plaein.. al0t 0f yyanda0x.. o.O l0lx.. hmMmx.. den stay at heeren t0 decide where t0 g0.. but haw wei jingx n xavier wanna g0 d0wnt0wn.. i tricia n d0d0 wanna stay at 0rchard.. k0on nuetral.. we dunn0 wat t0 d0.. mit jaslyn n wee zha0 0utside heeren.. dey tw0 0s0 dunn0 where t0 g0.. in e end decide n argue f0r abt 0ne hr.. dey wanna g0 d0wnt0wn.. i was veri disapp0inted.. c0s frm last yr till n0w i wanna c0untd0wn n t0n at 0rchard.. last yr c0s 0f ah bee jie jie[m0ii c0usin] den nvr t0n.. xmas c0s ivan e nxt dae g0t w0rk.. sh0 g0 back tamp t0n.. n0w.. haix.. dat tym 0n msn haw wei sae t0n at orchard.. i sh0 happi.. in e end.. haix.. i was veri veri upset.. but wat ken i d0? if i insist den haw wei will n0t b happi.. d0d0 c lerx 0s0 will sad.. in e end evrib0di sad.. i dun wan dat.. haix... in e mrt i nearly cry 0ut.. jingx came 0ver t0 make mie luff.. i kip kipin back m0ii tearx.. n i luk d0wn.. i wanna b happi.. but i dunn0 y i cant.. d0d0, k0on, wei, jingx, xavier.. im s0rri t0 sp0il u all de m0od.. but luckily m0ii sis n0e mie well.. she tell dem t0 leave mie al0ne.. c0s she n0e i will b 0kaex after a while.. guys.. im reali veri s0rri.. reach d0wnt0wn.. saw m0ii li0n dance frenx.. den t0k awhile.. dere kinda cr0wded.. den junda sms sae he saw mie.. dunn0 y evritym i nvr c him.. he sh0 tall.. mayb i t0o sh0rt bahx.. den i 0kaex lerx.. went t0 sakura t0 find e guys.. but nvr plae wif dem.. after dat walk arnd.. we went t0 buy fire crackers.. wanna g0 e beach t0 plae.. but... haix.. k0on mum kall.. n we had t0 bluff her.. but her mum insist she g0 h0me.. t0 prevent her frm sc0ldin.. we went t0 her hse.. sh0 dat her mum wun sc0ld.. stay at hse.. plae m0n0p0ly.. l0lx.. hahax.. ivan kall n t0k t0 mie.. in e end i nvr buy ani hses.. hahax.. plae f0r quite l0ng.. den decide t0 surf e net t0 luk f0r yyanda0x&chii0bux.. went t0 taiwan website.. where dey rank gerx acc0rdin t0 their lukx.. hmMmx.. saw sum chii0bux&yyanda0x.. hahax.. 6+am.. tired lerx.. sh0 slp awhile.. den 8am wake up.. hahax.. went t0 eat breakfast at mac.. den mum kall.. =X kena sc0lded.. c0s i nvr tell her i nvr g0 h0me.. faster g0 h0me l0rx.. n0e she will sc0ld.. but in e end she 0nli sae abit 0nli.. hahax.. hengx.. bath lerx 11+am den went t0 slp.. 2+pm wake up.. f0und 0ut i g0t fever.. haix.. nvr tell m0ii mum.. if n0t she nag again.. take medicine.. den e fever subside.. h0pe tml dun fall sick.. if n0t i die die.. haix.. watch tv n d0 m0ii h0mew0rk!!!! al0t nvr d0.. dunn0 h0w 0readi.. hack kare.. at m0st c0py frm frenx.. hmMmx.. stay at h0me all dae.. mayb tml den g0 0ut bahx.. hahax.. guess i’ll st0p here.. damn tired.. nytex.. takairex guys.. HAPPY NEW YR 2005!!!!!

` - . + harrtbr0kenn ger + . - ` [ * x ~ gerr miish yeuu ~ x * ]