yest went 0ut wif my c0usin n priscilla t0 0rchard again.. hahax.. we went dere t0 luk f0r cl0thes.. n i buy a bag f0r sch de.. hmMmx.. den g0 sh0p arnd.. hahax.. 10+pm den leave dere.. arnd 11.30pm den reach h0me.. after dat watch ‘w0 he jiang shi y0u ge yue hui 3’.. ivan kalled den t0k t0 him.. he dunn0 y damn hyper l0rx.. den we kip t0kin abt gerx tingx.. hahax.. he bcum m0re n m0re bian tai lerx.. 0s0 kip him as my gan di.. but i hav t0 kall him k0r.. =X c0s he reali luk 0lder dan mi.. hmMmx.. t0k till 4am den g0 slp.. [prisc jie] yest n00n s0rri t0 shc0cked u.. i w0ke up den listen t0 s0ngs.. den th0t 0f him again.. e mem0riex jux fl00d my mind.. den i cry again.. u came int0 my r00m n i ken c u kinda shocked wen u c mi cry.. but i jux kip back e tears.. i 0s0 dun wanna cry infr0nt 0f u.. i dun wan u all t0 w0rri.. haix.. im s0rri.. i n0e i veri useless.. evritym get hurt by ppl i luv.. but u all n0e mi de.. n i n0e u all understand.. wen cum t0 relati0nship my hart is damn s0ft.. =‘( im tryin t0 gib him up lerx.. but it d0esnt seems t0 w0rk.. y m i 0wayx e 0ne waitin f0r sum0ne?? y ppl wun wait f0r mi?? haix.. last tym gt des.. he treat mi s0 gd.. but c0s i dun hav feelins f0r him.. i reject him.. n0w.. i w0uld rather ch00se sum0ne hu luv mi den t0 ch00se sum0ne hu will hurt mi.. c0s i hate t0 try n try n try.. but n0 matter h0w hard i tried.. wat i d0.. dere dun seem t0 hav ani wae 0ut....

juz wake up 0nli.. well.. n0t feelin veri well.. eyes damn pain.. guess f0r mani weeks slp at arnd 4am den wake up veri earli.. n0t enuff slp.. 0s0 cry al0t.. h0pe my eyes ken take it.. cant seem t0 get him 0ut 0f my mind.. i guess.. f0r e sec0nd tym.. im stucked again.. + i n0e a milli0n w0rds w0uld n0t brin u back.. i n0e c0s i’ve tried.. neither w0uld a milli0n tears.. i n0e c0s i’ve cried + u t0ld mi dat u l0ved mi.. y did i hav t0 b s0 stupid n believe? i was s0 afraid 0f luv.. but u pr0mised urs w0uld b true.. i t0ok e chance n gave my hart t0 u.. sh0uld hav n0e jux lyk e 0thers.. u w0uld hav br0ken it int0 tw0..

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