Friday, December 31, 2004

happi bdae mei!! finalli turn 14 lerx.. l0lx.. 2dae wake up.. henry sms mie.. haix.. he c0s 0f mie nvr slp.. feel sh0 bad.. den d0 e puzzle.. damn difficult t0 d0.. but n0thin t0 d0 mahx.. s0 d0 l0rx.. after dat went t0 ko0n’s hse.. den she teach mie t0 d0 dis bl0g.. hahax.. she damn pr0 l0rx.. evritin 0s0 n0e.. dunn0 wan 0s0 bcum n0e.. hmMmx.. n0thin much lahx t0dae.. well.. late lerx.. dis few weeks been slpin at 3+am if n0t ishx 4+am.. veri veri tired.. tml g0in c0untd0wn again!!!!!! sh0 happi.. l0lx.. n d0reen finalli ken t0n lerx!!!!!! n h0rx.. tml ishx g0 wif SBU gang!!!!!! hehex.. veri happi.. but h0rx.. still veri sad.. =( i dunn0 y i n0w still kip tinkin abt him.. i reali wish ken g0 c0untd0wn wif him.. haix.. but i n0e its imp0ssible.. he sae we still ken b veri gd frenx.. but i dun tink sh0.. if we reali ken.. y r we n0w m0re lyk strangers?????? if i n0e dis ishx e endin ryte frm e beginnin.. i w0uld rather b ur fren.. at least i ken stand by ur side anitym.. n b dere f0r u weneva u nid mie.. i w0uld rather n0t b sum0ne hu was 0nce imp0rtant t0 u.. n0w.. we r lyk strangers.. walkin past each 0ther pretendin we dunn0.. y y y????? y n0 matter wat i d0 u still kip appearin in m0i mind??? n0 matter h0w i still mish u??? i tried n tried.. i n0e all dis ishx n0t w0rth it.. but i still cant st0p m0i hart frm lurvin u.. i wanna hate u.. but i cant.. i reali cant.. i wish u will n0e e hurt u hav caused in mie.. i mish e daex wif u i reali mish.. boi.. where r u.............

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